Thank you for the people who were there for me listening to me rant and basically, listening to everything. Love you guys to bits!

It was pretty rough but the boy and I have some things settled between us finally. Hopefully it'll stay this way and we'll both be happy.

Anyway, some people have been asking me what happened cause I posted something on my facebook.

Well here's the story:

A few days ago, I logged into Friendster (idk why just felt like it) and went to see one of my ex-boyfriend's profile cause I don't have him on FB and I wanted to go find his email to add him. Well, went to his page, saw two posts that scared the crap outta me. It was those kind of R.I.P posts. Freaked out and just sat in front of my computer stunned.

Immed I went to like pm both the people who wrote that asking what happened. One replied (via FB) saying he died 3 years ago at a playground. Suspected is asthma attack or something. Apparently it was in the chinese newspaper. Tried finding for the article but to no avail. Asked if he knows where his urn is and stuff, said he didn't know.

It comes as quite a shocker cause he died in 2008 Nov. & if I'm not wrong, late 2007/early-mid 2008, he was asking me to get back together and stuff like that. And we got into pretty much plenty of arguments over that matter cause I refused to. Those were my last memories I have of him.

Last memories of a person kinda sucks. If it's good, it's not that bad. But if it's bad (like this), I really want to at least have a proper talk with him, settle things on amicable terms and not just some hot-headed argument. Guess it's too late already.