I feel like cursing. You know it really takes great restrain not to spew any vulgarities during work.

Anyway, I'm selling off my DSLR since I've upgraded already.

Okay damn I'm really feeling depressed. X'mas is coming and yet I feel so down.

This better not be PMS ): Having a party this Thur for the NJ Bowling Team.

I'm suppose to be excited but dammit I feel so down.

Okay blog tmr. Hopefully I feel better. Am going to treat myself to a pedicure tmr. Pity I can't fo manicure cause no use. Play piano also will spoil -.-

Early morning drag myself outta bed to go work.

Have a hell day at work.

Come home.

Eat lunch.

Shower.

Nap till evening.

Dinner.

Sleep.

See? Totally no time at all. Pfft.

Anyway my last updated post is like 2 frigging weeks ago omg?

That's like super long for me.

Okay shan't bother trying to remember what happened during the past 2 weeks so I'll just talk random things.

Baby and I had a huge fight. Nearly broke up.

But all's well now. I think? Ohwells.

Down with flu the second time in 2 months thanks to kids sneezing and coughing in front of me.

Well today was fun :D Can do a bit of elaboration and pictures! Heh.

Today was outing day. Was in charge of the kids going to Kidz Amaze at Safra Jurong.

Omg how I love love love today when I get to play there! Sorry if this sounds childish but I mean, I love playing at Kids Adventure last time when I was young (kindergarten/primary school kind of young) and when the place closed down, I no longer got to play.

& after so many years, I GET TO PLAY AGAIN! Squeezing in places, climbing through small holes brings back so much memories. It's really like after each climb, I feel a tinge of nostalgia and wish that I was a kid again.

Plus I got to slide down one of Asia's tallest indoor spiral slides also!

It's so so fun. When was the last time I got to sit a slide that is steep and doesn't halt half way and have to slowly move yourself forward? Fun to the max.

Plus another one of my kids has an attraction to me already. She is so attached to me she comes up randomly and hugs me from behind o.O She did that twice to me today. Really cute P2. Heh.

After Kidz Amaze was lunch, then took the bus down to Chinese Garden to walk. Due to all that walking and climbing and running and fun today, my ankles are officially hurting and so does the abrasion on my lower back I got from sliding down the super high slide. Trust me, you are going so fast down it was like striking a fire against my skin.

I've decided Chinese Garden is an awesome place to have couple shoots. It's beautiful. Given that the last time I came to Chinese Garden was like maybe 10 years ago? Really beautiful place, lots of nice spots to have nice photos.

By the time, we went back to the centre, it was already 4,10pm and I was so so dead beat. Gawd.

But really, I had so much fun today and I love the kids. At least those who behaved.

Oh did I mention? I made a P4 kid boy cry today. But whatever, he was annoying and he cried on his own accord and fault. I have witnesses.

Monday with the P3s was still not so bad. So was Tuesday with the P5 and P6 even though it was suppose to be movie day but since the hall was being used, I had to supervise them in a classroom.

Yesterday was especially bad because I had to take both the P2s and the P3s. Total is about 25 students in a classroom? Had to pull in more chairs from the other classes because it was totally full. And having to teach the P2s how to do their worksheets and helping the P3s with the work my colleague gave them is horror. Still, I stress how cute the little ones are. Like really really so innocent and blur.

Plus inner peace (that's what their nap time is called) was so havoc that I even forgot that my shift ended 15mins ago -.- Making me miss the 1.45pm bus and ended up reaching home only at 2.30pm.

Today wasn't easy too. Only had 3 teachers in the centre plus a 'choir' teacher so it's really really bad. Cause the K2s (P1s next year) started coming in already. So it's really crowded. Good thing is I screamed at this P4 kid till he got so pissed off he threw a tantrum but crying out loud, screaming, kicking chairs, tearing paper, etc. Well I didn't really care much because he's one of the brothers that creates havoc. But after that, I let him cool down, then talked to him and told him why he deserves to write another 100 lines. Surprisingly he understood and wrote me the lines. Well I cut it down to 80 because it was going to be inner peace time too and he was really well behaved after I talked to him about it.

I think I know why I'm like the nicest teacher around there already. Cause I'll always be talking to them nicely and explaining to them why they are in the wrong and should be punished. Unless it's one big group then I'll just scream at them cause I can't be bothered.

But obviously after screaming at them I'll be punishing them like how I punished the entire P5 cohort + a few P6-es for fooling around while coming back from their toilet break. Made them walked to and fro about 8-10 times. Of course first few times they'd just play around thinking it's fun and make even more noise but after the 4th or 5th round they got tired and finally behaved.

Anyway, I went with ZJ to take some shots at Buang Kok area there, the remaining kampong houses? Not many nice things to take. I had to be his protector because he was so afraid of the cats and dogs there -.- I was trying to take a picture of the cat with two different coloured eyes but each time I squat down, the cat thinks I wanna pet it, it's come straight at me, go between my legs, and lie down with it's head not behind me -.- In the end didn't get much nice photos.

Yesterday night, also headed down to my primary school friend's mum's wake ): Went with about 8 of our primary school friends. Hope she stays strong and know that there are people there for her, willing to help her get back to her feet.

These few days I've been so drained after eating lunch, I'd hit the showers and straight to the sacks. I can't even muster the energy to practice my piano because after 15mins of playing, the notes on my pieces will be floating around.

I'm going to sleep early tonight. Really can't take it. Dealing with kids really drains the energy out of you. Gosh.