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Date: Sunday, August 31, 2008

MALCOM KONG FAN CHOU! CALL ME WHEN YOU SEE THIS CAUSE I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I'VE GOT HEAPS TO BITCH TO YOU ABOUT! <3<3<3<3

Okay, I swear YH's a fucking asshole ccb knnb (inserts all the rest of the vulgarities here) JERK! You're such a sore loser in love (inserts all the hurtful phrases here) THAT YOU SHOULD JUST SINK INTO DEPRESSION. Okay, I shall stop here cause I just feel like slapping, punching, kicking, biting (inserts all the abusive words here) you the next time I see you on the streets or something. Aw, fuck it.


Anyway on the happy side though. Boyf and I webcam-ed from Saturday 1pm all the way till today 3pm? That includes falling asleep too so yeah. Plus I think my poor com's going to die cause I haven't switched it off since Fri night and that ain't good. Once I'm done with my history essay here, I'll switch it off and not on it till tomorrow night. Girlf and girlf's lover always ask, 'You see him nearly everyday, talk to him every night, text every moment. How on earth you two have so much to talk about?'

I have no idea. I did web-cam with bestf too who somehow forgot that I could hear her and she was shouting to her mum,'OMG SHUJUN LOOKS DAMN RETARDED CAN? LIKE A TERRORIST!' -.- smart eh?


My drawing is accurate to the max yo?


TERRORISTS UNITE! Okay, bestf's face is just there cause she is in shock.


SLEEEEEPING!

Okay, his sister, his mum and his dad came into his room at different times and saw us web camming. SHY TO TH MAX OKAY!

Sister (once): Why can't I see her? I wanna say hi!

Mum (first time): HELLO HELLO CAN YOU SEE ME? HELLO! -waves-

Mum (second time): Why I come she cover already? Don't want to see me ah?

Dad (once): -just stood there and I couldn't hear what he was saying-
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Okay, history essay. 48h assignment. SIANXZ Yawns. So sleepy still.

Time: 7:14 PM
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Date: Saturday, August 30, 2008

Alright photos galore :D Want to put up videos here too but nevermind xD HEH.

Was suppose to head over to boyf's house today to study but that pig woke up late so I'm too lazy to go over anyway after he woke up. Spent the whole afternoon web-camming with him and I'm off to do my work after this post. I'm starting on math today. Hopefully I can finish 2-3 topics tonight (: The simpler ones first of course. Plus maybe touch a bit on Int History - The Origins of the Cold War.

My phone's spoilt again? Whenever my phone spoils it makes me so freaking pissed. Zz. Cause all my important texts and numbers will be deleted again. Grr.

Oh yes and boyf will ignore me for the most ridiculous things.
1) Cat
2) Bball
3) Bowling senior
4) Teachers' Day concert
5) Find the difference game

He'd rather pay attention to everything else but me. Zz.
Let pictures do the talking then. STUDYYYYYYYY!


Getting ready to punchhh....


PUNCH!


sneak shot =O


Eugene.K acting pro sia.


That's our principal.


Eug.K think his hairstyle's coolio yo?


Sam.T and I.


Eug.L and I.


Anh acting cute.


Anh and I being retarded :D


Bestf acting cute xD


Look at what Anh's cap says.


Emo bestf.


PURPLE NAILS :D:D


We were suppose to be training.




Jonas took this.


I took this. MINE'S NICER RIGHT RIGHT?!


I think I totally rock in taking motion pictures.






Alright, off to shower and start math. Yawns. I cannot sleep!!!

Time: 8:13 PM
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Date: Friday, August 29, 2008

Today was teachers' day cum aces day cum be yourself day. Fun fun. Yawns.
After that met the bowlers (specifically only eug and jonas) and tgt w Sam cabb-ed down to SAFRA Yishun. Played arcade, stone about, and all the random-est things.

AND YAY! I FOUND OUT THAT SAFRA STILL HAS TWISTED FURY IN STOCK! Wheee. It's $340.
I text daddy and he said, 'Ok. Noted.' YAY YAY YAY! Which means most prob if I do well, he'd buy it for me. So must mug mug mug. New ball new motivation. Woohoo.

Baby sent me home after dinner and it was niceeee of him (:
The fun part was when we were fooling about at my station and he made me laugh so muchhh till in the end he got tired just cause he exhaust all his energy to make me laugh. Haha.

Ahwells. Photos and videos tmr.
P.S. I might upload a video on baby dancing. How cool eh?

Time: 10:37 PM
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Date: Thursday, August 28, 2008

Boyf sure did have a hard time waking me up last night =X Heh, but sooner or later if I get use to him saying, 'wake up already, wake up wake up. don't sleep. wake up wake up.' I think I'd be able to shut off the consistent chanting and sleep peacefully. Hahah. And I feel cheated, I did wake up, finished my essays at about 5am or so then I didn't go to school cause I was feeling all so sick and groggy when I woke up at 6.30am.

Best part is that I had a major leg cramp in the middle of my sleep. So bad then even after 12hours, it still hurts and I have to limp about the whole house. Geez, and I feel so cheated. A baby told me that sucking on the pacifier helps to curb hungry-ness and the urge to eat. Even Cass agrees. I TRIED THAT WHILE DOING MY ESSAYS AND IT DOESN'T WORK! Blah, my stomach still growled and I was still thinking of food more than of my essays. And the cover for my pacifier dropped somewhere in Bukit Batok. I think it's after boyf and I were fighting with chilli sauce?

Playing with chilli sauce is fun but dirty. He had chilli sauce on his hands, arms, nose, face and even his shirt :D Ah all the fun in exchange for the cover of my pacifier? Quite worth it la. I wanna get some other pacifiers with ultra cute designs but they are so ex!






And I so need so start revising right now.

Ahh, I need to buy more shorts. Just realised that I've been buying tops, tops and more tops but with no bottoms to go with -.- Plus I'm looking at Chanel wallets now. BESTF HAS THE CHANEL WALLET WITH THE DESIGN I'VE BEEN EYEING FOR AND SHE GOT IT FROM CHINA LIKE DAMN CHEAP?!?!
Authentic is about $2000. Non-Authentic is like $80.
Bestf got hers for a few RMB? ): ): ): ):



Nice right nice right! I like the longer version too! Geez. I really do need to get a wallet soon. Cause my current 'wallet' is so messy and it's going to fall apart. I shall go shopping for a wallet right after promos are over. Plus I need to search for a sponsor who can buy me a new phone. There's no way my current ph will last me till my contract ends. It's already blacking out on me, old problems resurfacing and also it's been acting funny.

I really can't wait for exams to be over. More time to train, more time to spend with boyfriend, more time to spend with friends and my girls, more time for ART AND CRAFT! Yes, I'm so tempted to do so much craft work now that it's killing me to suppress the urge.

1) Paint new sneakers
2) Make my own pencil case from scratch
3) Paintings! Lots and lots of them.
4) Photos galore to paste all over my room walls.

SO many things. Okay, off to dinner. Boyf's getting his new laptop now and I can't wait. WEBCAM every day! :D

Time: 6:39 PM
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Date: Wednesday, August 27, 2008


DEYAO :D:D:D


'07 OGLs (from left: shuming, me, wenhao, ryan)


RUICHAO AKA MONSTER AKA BRUDDER! (bowling senior)


SHUMING!!!

Ahwells. Everyone seems to be damn high today and the reason is cause everyone slept early last night and had at least 6 hours of sleep -.- Geez. These few days are so so coldddddd. Pfft.
I'm still so tired though): Baby tried waking me up yesterday but I kept K.O-ing after I woke up. Plus he said I picked up my phone again when I was sleeping. HOW DID I DO THAT?!

Yawns. Why didn't liqiang continue on sleeping and miss the stop? Okay, I ain't that bad but it'll be pretty funny to see him sleep all the way till NJ stop then wake him up. His reaction would be rather hilarious don't you think so? xD Ohwells. There's always a next time:D

Don't know if boyf is getting into trouble now? Cause he sent me home and kinda reached home only like 9.15pm? Blah. Won't be meeting him after school tomorrow anyway!

Yawns, okay I'm off to nap again. With my hair wet again.
Please let me wake up -crosses fingers. I've got two essays due so I have to wake up ):

Time: 9:24 PM
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Date: Tuesday, August 26, 2008

I have no idea why I'm posting at this ungodly hour. 2.38AM. I know it shows 11.58PM for this post but it's just that I don't wanna post this under WEDNESDAY. I'm just so tired after only sleeping at 5.20am and waking up at 5.45am on Monday night/Tuesday morning?

Anyway, was on my way home from dinner just now when I walked past this guy carrying his bicycle over his shoulder. I don't know why he was carrying but that's not the point. Point here is, he walked halfway then stopped, turned and look at the back of his bike and went,

'WALAU EH, KAN NI NAH BEI CHOU CHEE BYE MORON LA!'

It was just so funny okay. Cause he's like this elderly malay man like maybe 50plus?
Then I was so amused xD
After that, continue walking on when this rat ran into my path and stopped less than a meter in front of me. I stopped it stopped and I was still wondering what the hell is that? Can't blame me. Brain not functioning. Then the rat ran back into the drain. It was freaking huge I tell you. And fat too. Tsk. Singaporeans first feed cats till they are so fat. Now we are unknowingly feeding rats till they are obese D:

Ahwells, school was a drag. Coincidentally met WY when I was heading to the bus interchange. She was with her boyf. Thing is, I saw her boyf first (it's the first time I'm seeing him in person and not picture) then I was thinking to myself, that guy looks DAMN familiar but I just couldn't fit the face anywhere. Then WY suddenly appeared beside him -.- Ahwells.

Boyf's sleeping now after failed attempts to make me wake up. He said he woke me up about 5 times but I went straight back to sleep after waking up =X Bah, so when I woke up at 2am, my phone was dead and he's offline already. Boyf's such a baby seriously. Haha. Well well, I love you (: Off to do work now. it's 2.52am. Geez.

Time: 11:38 PM
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Date: Monday, August 25, 2008

I realised I miss spending time with so many of my girls right now I just wish they could just appear in my room right now and have a good long chat together. Okay, I'm scanning through all the old photos I have in my com now before starting work at 9pm. Too lazy to edit so yeah, laugh at all the unglam-ness you want. But these photos really bring back good memories. We've all grown so far apart now but I still love you girls (:


Sorry for the retarded faces but that's J______ and I crashing into Denise's school during the hols in IP1 :D


The orchard trips with Rachel in IP2.


Short mrt rides with Ying in IP3


Bestf and I being retarded during class rehearsal in IP2.


Okay I know he's not a girl but he's one senior and godbrother I miss so so much (:


Just look at how the four of us grew. This is OUR orientation in IP1 day 1 I think.


During the last day of orientation (dance party).


In the middle of school term in IP1 when laopo was running for council.


Nanyang mates whom I loveeeee. Esp Mindy and Jiayi :D


Class in 2006. SPOT ANH SPOT ANH SPOT ANH!!!!!!! xD DAMN FUNNY!


This person is partially a girl =P Retardation during orientation OG outing at KAP in 2006.


My loves since primary school and will still remain my loves :D


2005 Sec2 Batch.


Seniors I love so well. First guy from left - YongYi (my gong gong), tallest guy at the back - Alex (my pixie kor) and first guy from the right - Yan Shun (my korkor).


Okayokay, rest of photos tomorrow then upload. Lazy to find all of them now.

Ahwells. You know baby, some times the things you say just hurts. I don't know why but sometimes you can be really blunt. So blunt that even a crushed piece of paper is sharper than your words.

Off to do history now. And sometimes I wish I was history :/
I wanna go shopping and do so many things. Screw exams seriously.

Time: 8:38 PM
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Date: Sunday, August 24, 2008

Why is it that every SINGLE time I try to get my life back on track, you just have to miraculously appear and try to ruin things? You said, 'I don know wat to say...i regret how i treat ya last time...maybe you can don believe in wat i say...'

Well hell yeah I don't believe in what you say. Okay, it's not that I don't believe, it's just that I can't bring myself to believe you anymore? The smallest things your promised, you never kept to it. The numerous times you asked me to get back together with you again, then the next day, you can never be found till a few weeks or even months later. Ah whatever it is, I'm very happy with my boyfriend now thank you so very much. The 7-8 months of misery you brought me is more than enough.


Ahwells, screw school. I feel like crying ):
I still am not able to catch up with work neither am I able to write as good as others.
Why am I so lousy? Geez, I feel so inferior now ):
And baby, all I need is you with me. That's all (:

Time: 11:16 PM
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Date: Saturday, August 23, 2008

/edited.

YES I FORGET TO ADD THIS PART! My boyf would rather go meow meow and look at cats walk then to listen to me talk and reply in human language. Was walking home with him yesterday and I was telling him (or maybe bitching to him) about this certain thing that happened in school, when this cat walked across our path. He and I are both scared of cats but whatever, I was too happy telling him stuff to care much so I continued talking and walking. THEN MY OH EVER SO NICE BOYF STARED AT THE CAT WALK PAST TILL IT WAS ABOUT TO CROSS THE ROAD. Then he went 'meow meow meow' to the cat when the past 2-3mins he didn't even utter a single word to me! Geez, my boyfriend would rather choose a cat over me. I feel so inferior now ):





Sam and I being the loners at the back of the hall during some talk/briefing:D

I was just look through my old MSN conversations records when I saw this conversation with one of my bastard ex boyfriend. It's not that I want to call him bastard but yea he is. Which boyfriend flirts with your friend that he just knew saying he'd rather be with her than to be with you? Calls you things like bitch, asshole and other vulgarities when you're with him? Works as a DJ in pubs and flirts with different girls every night and goes home drunk in the wee hours of the morning? Well, apparently this ex boyfriend does. You can tell roughly the way he treats me from this conversation. A boyfriend who encourages me to drink. Not bad eh?

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A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

ahha

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

whats up my dear?

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

what happened to you?

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

why emo ?

hello to my idiot boyfriend (: says:

dont suddenly try to act nice lor

hello to my idiot boyfriend (: says:

zz

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

not get used to it?

hello to my idiot boyfriend (: says:

u only like that cause i emo lah

hello to my idiot boyfriend (: says:

i not emo then u curse me all over again

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

err. . . .

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

lol

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

i dont mean it la !

my idiotic boyfriend curses me every day. says:

zzz

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

haha

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

comeon comeon

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

later u come i give u drink abit kay ?

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

hahaha

my idiotic boyfriend curses me every day. says:

hmmmph

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

just that bit

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

JUST JUST JUST that that that BIT BITBITBITBITBITBITBITBITBIT

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

just that little bit

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

ahhha : D

my idiotic boyfriend curses me every day. says:

i drink the whole bottle then you know

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

err

A'DRIAN All i do is just eat and sleep. Tats what my IDIOTIC girlFRIEND says !! says:

den forget it

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Okay, that was just for entertainment's sake. Boyf's out watching movie with his parents now at this hour o.O his show starts at 10pm. Geez, I can forget about talking to him tonight already. Gosh, I found another conversation and I have no idea who the other person I was talking to is o.O I don't even recall having this conversation. I'm the one with the longer MSN nick.

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/I'm way too cool for ya boy, that's why it will never work, I'll have you suicidal, suicidal, when I say it's over. [sick] says:

whudd nonsense siaas. moii goiin outt later tuhh haf moii diinner att Swensens lehhs

back to old times. says:

ijjitx

/I'm way too cool for ya boy, that's why it will never work, I'll have you suicidal, suicidal, when I say it's over. [sick] says:

whudd siaas?

back to old times. says:

ie edi hab mai lunchie at jack's place w0rhxz

/I'm way too cool for ya boy, that's why it will never work, I'll have you suicidal, suicidal, when I say it's over. [sick] says:

ohh shoo cools manx. go eat neber corr moii. shho badds.

back to old times. says:

corr eu fer whad

back to old times. says:

eu live sho far awae

/I'm way too cool for ya boy, that's why it will never work, I'll have you suicidal, suicidal, when I say it's over. [sick] says:

where gott lehx? ii live shho near euu still say farr. next tm go outt mus corr moii lehhx. fwenfwen MAHHHX. (-taken from someone. AHEM)

back to old times. says:

hais

back to old times. says:

okae rohxz

/I'm way too cool for ya boy, that's why it will never work, I'll have you suicidal, suicidal, when I say it's over. [sick] says:

guaii lahx. next timee after moii examz moii oso call euu go outt hao mahs?

back to old times. says:

lol

back to old times. says:

okaexz

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I WONDER WHO TH HELL I WAS TALKING TO?! I only recall I typed this way for fun cause we both were really bored :/

Ohwells. Bestf scared the hell out of me cause she just called me and there was silent then suddenly I heard her crying damn badly over the phone. Geez, I really wish I could go over to her house right now and give her a great big hug to cheer her up or be by her side at least ): She just kept crying and crying and crying and I felt so helpless cause I'm no good in comforting people over the phone. I hope she's feeling better now and I love you girl.

Boyf was being sweet just now when he called me. He actually read me three bedtime stories to put me to sleep :D From Enid Blyton's bedtime stories :D I was nearly asleep by the third story. Haha, okay I sound like some small kid here -.-

Alright, off to do my econs VA and hist essay now. Plus I need to revise. Ohwells.
Baby's notes are at my house :/ He left it here, wonder if he needs them. If he does, I've to make a trip down to pass them to him. Yawns.

Time: 10:12 PM
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Date: Friday, August 22, 2008

A day with bad moods. But with boyf around everything seems so much better(:
First time we went bowling after getting together and it just seems so much more fun now.

He's in a bad mood today for practically the whole day? But ahwells, hope he's cheered up.
Night time meeting Justin was a pleasant surprise. Was sending boyf to the mrt station when Justin called my name. Turned around, saw him and he gave me a great big hug :D Apparently he just sent his girlf to the mrt station too.

Okay, don't get the wrong idea but Justin is my god brother who's very very close to me since sec1? More of like sisterly brotherly hugs and love than what normally will deem it as. So yes, we talked till my mum came down with a black face to search for me cause I didn't bring my phone. She wouldn't even let Justin and I talk more even though we haven't talked for nearly more than half a year? Went home like 11.45pm and got scolded for some fuck shit.

Ohwells. It's a bad day and I really feel like giving up on so many things ):

Time: 11:55 PM
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Date: Thursday, August 21, 2008

To Clement: Just believe what your heart tells you. And yes, the 8th line of the 2nd para in your recent post is true. That explains why it's so different. You know me well enough to know when I'm serious and when I lie. Did it sound like I'm lying to you then? (:

Been so so tired these days ): Trying my best not to doze off in class, stay up at night to finish homework but always end up falling asleep.

Met Clement yesterday after school to spend time together and had dinner? Saw Ying too and it's just like so nice seeing her (even though I met her not long ago). First question my mum asked when I went home, 'You went out with Clement is it?'

I have NO idea how she knew. Maybe cause it's Wednesday and I'm always out with him every Wed night cause it's his nights out. Also, maybe it's cause I went home super early like 7.30pm when normally I'll go home past 8pm? Ahwells. I need to pass my ATM card to Clement soon. Plus ibanking pass. I'm really spending way too much on online shopping. I think by now I'd have hit about 500bucks? Always money coming out and no money going in. I ain't going to get back my card till I've deposited about 600bucks in. Can kiss my card goodbye cause I won't be seeing it for a long long time.

Promos coming soon. Need to stop fooling around and be serious. Just one month and I can play. That's my only motivation. Should I go YLTC again? I really don't feel like going): Blah.
I've got loads of retarded photos I took with Eug.K and Anh but am too lazy to upload now.

Well, off to have dinner and study. Math rocks. I took freaking half an hour trying to solve ONE MATH QUESTION then boyf had to tell me that I was careless in my third step. GIVE UP LA!

Time: 8:10 PM
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Date: Tuesday, August 19, 2008

You leave me with an internal battle going on. Tell me what's right what's wrong.

I'm just so shagged. Been sleeping at 4.30am and 4.45am. So much work to do. Mr.Low just emailed me asking for my history assignment. Die. And there's double international history tomorrow. I realised my blog has been providing heaps of entertainment to certain people right? I bet there's a lot of fun, joy and laughter in reading my blog. There, a special mention for some readers. Gratified? I'm sure you are:D

Boyf has a secret lover who waves and smiles at him every time she sees him. So funny.
I wonder what happens if they got together o.O Funny funny. Even girlf's lover and he himself says that most probably she likes him. I'm not talking rubbish here okay!

Okay, really tired now. Nearly K.O-ed while on the phone with Clem. It just feels so out of place and I just couldn't stop crying. You've known me long enough to know what's wrong. You know me inside out the same way I know you inside out. Let's just hope things will be better? It's such a wrong timing. For this to happen 4 weeks before promos.
I need to sleep.

On the other hand, can that fucking indian despo stop calling and texting me? Not being racist here (hello, akshay's my best friend) but fuck?! Got no life and no balls isit? Bastard go find some other people or just fuck yourself? Apologise for the vulgarities but yeah.

I need a new phone. I'll see if I can weasel one out from Derek. Thing is, I haven't talked to him for damn long. He promised me a new phone plus when I go out with him after my promos, I don't have to bring my wallet :D He'd pay for everything from transport to meals to shopping!
Happy happy. I really need a new phone. And tide still owes me $130. What a nice god brother I have man.

Time: 9:05 PM
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Date: Monday, August 18, 2008


(right click to enlarge)

Since SOMEONE says that whatever I type here is rubbish, then I shall make it even more rubbish shouldn't I? Apparently some people are able to quote from my blog which I'm pretty impressed because I didn't know I was that pro enough to be quoted by people. Like y'know, famous words and all. I must be a genius :D

Bad way to start school. Waking up late at freaking 6.40am. Left the house only at 7am and caught my first bus at 7.10am? Still managed to reach school on time but didn't go for assembly because I figured I won't have time to run all the way up to the parade square. Horrible day to start school with a splitting headache cause I've been talking to boyf online all the way till 4.30am? Was doing my project work and homework at the same time too.

Overall, bad day I guess? But thanks boyf for sending me all the way to meet my parents for dinner (: Yawns, think I shall go get some sleep and wait for boyf to call me up later. He took a damn half and hour to wake me up last night from my nap =X

Nights world. And may the force be with you for tomorrow's math test.
AH SCREWED ):

Time: 9:11 PM
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Date: Sunday, August 17, 2008

because sometimes, you can't have the best of both worlds and i have to learn it the hard way.

Hours of crying, swollen eyes, a whole box of tissue paper nearly exhausted.
Meeting up, more talks, more crying. Blah.
I know it ain't easy for you but it ain't easy for me either.
I just hope you understand because I know the exact pain you're going through too.

But thanks to boyf who was willing to come all the way down to find me at the mall, to just walk with me in silence and just be there beside me. You don't know how much I appreciate it.
Not much to say today but yeah, screw school man.

I can't wait for exams to be over. And I need to get more rest. Have been sleeping so much these days I can't even have some time to study.


I love you dear.

Time: 8:08 PM
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Date: Saturday, August 16, 2008




"well, im damn sure that you deserve me. i dunno, but somehow, i feel comfortable with you. if you havent realised yet, i am antisocial. yes i dont mix around at all if i can help it. i can not talk to anybody for days. but when im with you, i can open up? but when i see you upset, somehow, it seems to be my fault. like i cant comfort you or something." --- boyf



"you know, it's really really hard to find someone you really love. but i've found you. and i love you. and i dont want you to be emo." --- boyf



"and you are the dearest girl in my heart." ---boyf



I feel so lucky to be your girlfriend, baby (: From your smile, your voice, your words, I just love every little thing you've done for me. I think you've made me have diabetes for life :D
I'm off to bed at this untimely hour now cause I'm really so sleepy. Baby's birthday is coming soon and I hope you like your present. You have to use it when I give them to you alright?

Miss you hon, but I guess you hardly miss me cause your friends are over at your house now. Ohwells. I miss my girls too cause none of them are online. Bestf is online but she's doing her work before napping xD and she says the silliest things.




And yes, photos from yesterday. I can't put a lot of them up cause it has boyf in it :/
Meeting him everyday after school just makes me wish school would end early.


The best I could ever ask for.

Time: 5:13 PM
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