It's finally Fridayyyyy!!!!
And I'm rotting in office.

I'm really bored now as you can tell.
):
But I'm going to meet the boy soon! Hopefully.
Yawns. Falling asleep.
Time: 2:36 PM

Aloha, it's Monday today!

I'm really really sleepy right now. Haven't had much sleep as usual.
Work is seriously taking up too much of my time. I don't even have time to sew, practice piano, take photos and read books anymore. Geez.

I've got some pretty cool photos but they are still in my camera. Haven't transferred them out yet. Well, one day I will. Soon la. Haha.

Anyway, I'll be setting up my own studio.
Probably get the equipments by end of May. Complete with flash, stobes (studio lightings), background and everything. If anyone is interested to have studio shots taken, just let me know (: It's way cheaper than you going outside to take 'em for sure.

Will be setting up a website/blog with all the T&Cs and prices and such. Soon. When I actually have the time.

You can't expect it to be free, seriously. I need to compensate my parents for the electricity bills in the house. HAHAHA.
Yeah, the studio is actually the mobile kind (I have no freaking money to go rent a place just to build a whole studio. Building and setting up are two different things).

So yeah, if anyone wants to have fun in a studio, just let me know (: Well of course not now cause I don't even have the equipments yet. Waiting for my pay to come in then I'll buy them.

Happy happy me. Already asked my dad for permission to get the studio equipments. Yay!
Time: 11:17 AM

I'm really really sleepy and exhausted.
I haven't burned the wedding photos I took at Aunty Sandy's daughter's wedding. Aunty Sandy wants a copy of them=/

And for the past two nights I've been uttering rubbish (gibberish) over the phone at night when baby calls me from camp because I'm too tired to think coherently. Bleh. Last night's gibberish was really bad cause I started saying some random stuff when I was floating in and out of being conscious and being in a dream. And my dream was horrible. Dead bodies everywhere, blood, murderer on the loose. I seriously just want a night without dreams for once. I should take sleeping pills. Maybe that will help.

I can't think straight now. Geez.

And till now still no news from the uni applications ): Kinda don't wanna go uni somehow. I should just join FanChou and Kenneth PohPoh at SIM. At least there's the two of them there, not so bad.
Time: 9:48 AM

Good hair day today. Happy day.

No strong sunlight today. Happy day.

Cooling weather today. Happy day.


Got a lomo today. Happy day.







Haha, yea, got a lomo, an underwater one :D baby's going to kill me. Like really.
I'm thinking about buying a fisheye one but nevermind. Baby will chop me up into pieces after killing me if I got the fisheye.
Pfft.

I was telling baby about this smth - 500mm lens. Frigging awesome.
The price is awesome also la. Like $1.7k.

Anyway, that boy finally has a partner in camp! And he said life there is worse than Tekkong. Ohwells.

Oh yea, come to think of it, I haven't thought of my wishlist for my birthday yet=/

Hmm, and y'know why can't those frigging bus drivers DRIVE PROPERLY?
Step let go step let go. What the fuck?
And yesterday there was a jam. So y'know, jam = car stays stationary
The idiotic driver went 'Step-let go-step-let go' and for hell's sake, the bus doesn't even move an inch each time he does that. Plus I wasn't even sitting facing the front, I was sitting in the side seat. So to me it's 'left - right - left - right'.

Went home with dizzy spells again and a splitting headache. Had to take panadol to ease the headache. Damn it.

I know, I'm being random today. Talking about things that totally don't link.

Oh, and I screwed up at work big time yesterday. That's the bad thing about doing work when you are falling asleep. Yawns.
Time: 9:58 AM

Death is unavoidable. It's unpredictable.
Of course, this is in reference to the recent jet-ski accident.
I never knew him but yea, seen him around school before.
My condolence to his family, his friends and everyone else who knew him.

I've always been telling baby to take care and I'll always scream at him whenever he jay-walks across the road. I mean like, if you think you know when a car is approaching or like given the speed it's traveling it won't hit you, then why do accidents happen?

Wonder when that boy is EVER ever going to listen to me.
He's in camp now and he started the day off bad. He forgot to bring his 11b. Sigh.
At least now he has a partner in bunk, not so alone. Hopefully he's okay.

And it's raining AGAIN. Great, I might as well OT today so I can wait for the rain to stop before leaving.
Sigh, I'm really tired.
Time: 5:25 PM

There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why
But you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl.

Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
It's possible she wants you too
There's one way to ask her
It don't take a word, not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl (kiss the girl)

Shalalalala
My oh my
Looks like the boy's too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Ain't that sad
it's such a shame
Too bad, you're gonna miss the girl
go on and kiss the girl (kiss the girl)

Nows your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy, you better do it soon
No time will be better
She don't say a word
And she wont say a word
Until you kiss the girl (kiss the girl)

Shalalalala
My oh my
Looks like the boy's too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Ain't that sad
it's such a shame
Too bad, you're gonna miss the girl

Shalalalala
Don't be scared
You better be prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it how
You wanna kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl
(kiss the girl)
(oh, ohnoo..)
(kiss the girl, kiss the girl)
Lalalala, Lalalala
Go on and kiss the girl
Lalalala, Lalalala
Go on and kiss the girl

Shalalalala
My oh myyyyy
Looks like the boy's too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Ain't that sad
it's such a shame
Too bad, you're gonna miss the girl

Lalalala, Lalalala
(Go on and kiss the girl)
Go on and kiss that girl!
Lalalala, Lalalala
(Go on and kiss the girl)
Go on and kiss the girl
Kiss the girl
(Kiss the girl)
Go on and kiss the girl


<3
I can't say much here but I hope you read this and know what it means to me.
Time: 4:10 PM

My dear little baby boy finally got his posting.
SISPEC. Sucks cause it's still mon-fri thing.

Okay, it sucks big time. Grr. But thank goodness I'm working now so I wouldn't miss that baby boy that much (I hope).

& it's just this today:



I know I look tired. Haven't had a proper night's sleep for weeks. Zz.

Tuesday was spent at baby's house. Downpour dammit second time in the week making my shoes oh so frigging soaked. Monday was bad cause I was wearing jeans and somehow my jeans decided to extend to the floor and drink some water and yeah, my jeans was soaked all the way up to my knees.

Wednesday I was totally sick. Okay actually since Tuesday night at baby's house I was having really bad dizzy spells. Luckily his dad was really nice and drove me home (he didn't know I was feeling unwell) but on the way I was trying hard not to puke cause I was really dizzy. Went to work on Wednesday and felt really sick cause I had dizzy spells and a bad headache. Somehow managed to survive the day but on Thursday I took leave cause I really couldn't take it anymore.

This time the dizzy spells weren't THAT bad but it's DAMN LONG. Stayed at home the whole day trying to shake off that dizzy feeling. It's better now but I still have mild dizzy-ness still.

Baby's been a sweetheart, having lunch with me everyday without fail and the security guards are starting to get suspicious cause of his botak head -.-

Ahwells.

Anyway, I'm deciding on my birthday list now. Heehee. Couple of things I wanna get but given my (quite) miserable wage now, doubt I can ever obtain them, even despite me selling a lot of my photography items away. Pfft.
Time: 3:08 PM

what's the fucking point of trying to keep to one end of the deal when the fucking hypocrite parents won't even keep their own side of the deal?

Cb.
Don't even expect me to go home early anymore if this is the kind of shit you give me. And I thought that my dad would be different cause he was the one who made the deal in the first place but fuck no.

I seriously don't even know why I bother talking to my family, really, when all of them are so stuck up piece of shit. And I'm the only one in the family who found out and knows their darkest secrets. Some stuff which I know if it leaks out, it'd break this whole family apart for sure.

fucking shit. my parents can be nice only if they decided to buy me things once in awhile and that often comes with a lot of 'Eh I bought you that thing and it comes with terms and conditions', 'not happy then give it back la', 'i regret even buying you that thing when I can use that money for something else'.

Come on la. whose fucking parents buy stuff for their kids and say these kind of things? Oh, they have no qualms (totally none) buying my bro his psp slim (I got mine ONLY because they were buying him one), PS1, PS2, PS3, Game Cube, Xbox, TV, etc.

And now, they can't even fucking keep to their side of the deal. And I'm sure it's true when my mum says she isn't bias towards my brother. HELL TRUE. When my bro is on sch holi, she irons all his clothes for him. When I'm home, she just leaves me the whole pile of clothes there saying since I got so much time I iron my own clothes.

Fine.

But once I start work? She doesn't even fucking iron a single piece for me despite the fact that I leave the house at bloody 7.30am and come back only at 9pm or later. FUCK seriously. By the time I reach home I'm already so bloody tired and I still have to iron my damn clothes for the next day. For my bro and dad? They spend more time at home than me and they gets their clothes ironed. (FYI she hasn't ironed a fucking single piece of clothes for me for the past 5 months).

Fuck la seriously. Fucked up parents. Knn.
I'm fucking pissed right now.
Time: 10:21 PM

Monday blueeees. Actually no la. Heh.

I'm in a pretty good mood today.
Cause yesterday baby brought me out to watch movie :D
'DATE NIGHT'
It's retarded yes, but so uber hilarious you must must must must watch. Really!

And I got tucked into bed before baby left last night but that still didn't stop me from having nightmares. Plus I slept at frigging 12am and had to wake up at 6am so I'm really sleepy now. Yawns.

Baby bought me new shoes yesterday after seeing that most of my shoes are giving way. I think next to go will be my 1" heels cause I've been wearing it for a few years alr so I think it will die on me soon ):

Today's busy day but baby came down to my workplace to have lunch with me! YAY! :D
& he's going to fetch me from work later! Heh, totally love his block leave. If only I can take leave too ):

Anyway, just thought I'd post this picture up.
It's done in less than 10mins so yeah duh it's not a good job done but whatever.
It's still nice anyhow and I've printed it out and put on my office desk there.
(Yeah, joel you can gasp your last breath, have a heart attack and die)

If only there was Choon, and a rock that says 'Welcome to Sungei Buloh''
:D That'd make the picture pretty perfect. 12 years of friendship. Geez. That's so so long.




Time: 4:25 PM

Gosh I was so dead beat yesterday. But still, baby POP-ed! (:
And so did the following people:
1) Shawnny Shawn Shawn
2) JOEL TAY CHUN HIANG (my idiotic childhood friend)
3) Akshay (best friend!)
4) Tan Choon Hiang (Joel's bestf and my childhood friend but I didn't see him nor his parents)
5) Jeremy Lim (I saw him but was too lazy to call out to him)
6) Ivan (my neighbour).

I go for my first POP (yea pathetic I know. Even tho I have tons of army guy friends, this is the first actual POP I'm going to) and it's like I see 7 people POP-ing at the same time. Hahaha.

But yesterday was really rush.
Went to work at 9am and I was really working all the way till 10mins before 1pm. Cause I took half-day off and baby's parents were fetching me from work at 1pm to have lunch together. It was soooo rush I tell you. Thank goodness Anizah volunteered to help me with one of my courses. Next week is hell. Two ongoing clinics at the same time over the span of 5 days with each day having two sessions. That makes it 20 sessions of clinics to handle in a week/4 sessions each day. Gawd.

I didn't even have time to eat my breakfast. Like eat a bit here and there while rushing. Geez.
Ohwells. Taking an off on Friday is pretty much a bad idea somewhat. Thank goodness I decided to go at 9am to complete my work. If I felt lazy and went at 10am, don't think I'll even finish in time.

& I seriously need to get a good pair of heels/flats. All my shoes are like coming apart -.-

Anyway parade was fun, somewhat. Hilarious actually. I took a whooping 425 photos. There are more actually but I deleted some there and then. Haven't looked through them yet. Frigging a lot I tell you. I didn't manage to take photos with Shawn tho cause by the time I realised he was released, he was at the far end of the parade square so forget it.

I'm going to meet the baby boy already. Will post up more photos after I've looked through them. CIAO! Anyway, it's really amazing how Photoshop does wonders to help improve the quality of photos. Some people may think that it's a cheating method casue a good photographer can take awesome shots without the need to edit. At least, that's what I thought last time. But let's admit it, even the most professional photographers edits their photos.

Take for example the photo below:



I think in my opinion it's quite a nice shot. Not exactly perfect but I can make do with it la.

But look what happens after I just tweaked a bit of features in the photo (Very basic and minor changes):



Amazing aye? :D
Time: 11:53 AM

Quote of the (yester)day:

"What time does this talk ends? I need to tell my driver what time to come."

Omg la. Seriously, rich people...
Yesterday was hell of a busy day.
And I had gastric pain due to late lunch.
But had free food so nevermind.

It was helluva busy day, really. Rushing here and there.
Had some talk going on so had to make sure everything is in place (which in reality, it was not).


Looks pro right! Muahahahaha.
The pictures ain't sharp cause I took 'em with my phone.

I had to sit at the back of the talk and listen. It was almost like a histroy debate on Indonesia being a regional power o.O Words like military rule, soft power, hard power, democracy, etc appeared. Geez.

Then today best.
Baby didn't hang up the phone last night. Yea I'm going to blame it on him cause EVERY SINGLE NIGHT whenever I say 'goodnight', he says 'huh? But I still wanna talk' and this is followed by -silence-

Anyway, he didn't hang up, my phone ran out of batt, my phone alarm didn't ring (duh, it was out of batt), my mum woke up me and kb me, my right shoe gave way halfway (I'm not even wearing heels mind you. Just that the sole of my flats suddenly decided to free itself from the body of my shoe).

Ohwells, had to 'limp' to work cause I had to walk really slowly and gently so that the sole wouldn't come out fully. But Anizah's nice, she lent me her slippers (a bit small and short in length tho, hers is size 6 and I wear size 7), bought me milo and a choc chip cookie :D Love her to bits!

Today's a rather relaxed day (hopefully). Yesterday was so damn hectic that I left office only at 8pm. Yawns. Hopefully today I can leave at 6pm/7pm cause baby's lights' out is at 8pm -.-
Poor souls need to wake up at 3am to do their 24km road march.

I'll be seeing baby tomorrow! Happy happy me! :D Heh.
Time: 10:20 AM

Amazing day, really.
Last week I haven't been able to sleep well.
This week, I haven't been able to sleep enough.

Really getting up is a chore.
And honestly, whoever said that brushing your teeth with that mint toothpaste that claims will leave your breath refreshing, etc, WILL REALLY MAKE YOUR BREATH REFRESHING?!

On the train I kept getting whiffs of that minty Colgate (I'm pretty sure it's Colgate) smell coming from someone's mouth and it's like ew so gross. I never believed in the 'minty refreshing breath' thing cause like IT'S COMING FROM THE MOUTH and it's still gross no matter what. Seriously it was gross. It's doesn't even SMELL REFRESHING. Damn smelly cause it smelt like having the toothpaste left stagnant in your mouth and when it comes out it stinks of 'stagnantation' with a hint of stagnanted minty smell.

Gross.

And my lunch box cover figured out a way to free itself from the menancing claws of the evil clasps at the two ends, spilling my cereal all in my bag. I only managed to save half, while the other half of the cereal persihed into the bin. R.I.P cereal in the bin.


IT WAS FULL OKAY!
F-U-L-L!



That's my breakfast gone and only the lunch portion remaining.



Plus I didn't bring my hair tie today. Amazing. Thank goodness I brought my comb because...


...TA-DAH! I know I'm amazing. Muahahahaha. But I don't like using rubber bands cause I think I'll be bald once I try taking it out.

Once again, I'm bored working. Was talking to Akshay online almost the whole of yesterday afternoon, eating cereal, reading manga and surfing the net.

I know I'm amazing. I really do. Haha.
Time: 11:19 AM

I shall blog about something interesting every day. Otherwise I myself find it boring to read my blog.

& I'll put a picture up here everyday. Words bore me to hell.

Mind you, they aren't going to be like woah damn artistic pictures. I'm not THAT crazy to bring my DSLR to work EVERY DAY so I'll just take with my baby cam :D

Let's hope this works out cause I think my blog is really too boring for me alr.
I might even rake up a bit of my past love life. Muahahaha. I always think that's the most interesting thing about me somehow.

Since my life is always so drama, especially in the aspect.
Time: 4:36 PM

HOWDY PEOPLE!

& after like more than 1 year of using my baby lappy (my old lappy doesn't have a webcam attached to it, only my baby lappy has), I finally found where my webcam settings are and now I can take pictures :D Heh.

Yepp, you guess it, picture time! xD


Just sent this one to Aks for fun cause he's at home now. He's sick =/


I think my attire today's really slack: Skirt, tank top, outer cardigan-like top and studded sandals.



My colleague :D She's busy doing her report so I better not disturb her and ask her to take a photo with me.


YEAH MAN! I brought my cushion-cum-pillow to work :D HEEHEE.
Tell me I rock, uh-huh uh-huh.

Okay, I'm really cranky right now. Monday morning at work. What do you expect?
And akshay's making me so moody right now by mentioning someone I totally hate. Zz.
Time: 11:43 AM

HAPPY 20TH MONTHSARY, DEAR! (:

Surprisingly the boy remembered! Haha.
Anyway this sweetheart came to fetch me from work after he booked out on Thursday and brought me out for dinner and movie :D
Despite the fact that I was really tired after work.

Seriously, I don't know why I'm so tired when I just sit in office stonning most of the time and surfing the net. Must be because I wake up early in the morning.

Anyway, we watched 'Clash of the Titans'. Pretty good considering the fact that there were at least quite a number of action scenes. But a bit cut short here and there like how the princess suddenly came into the picture and she only appeared like four times throughout the whole movie? And the fact that Perseus only fought and send Hades back to hell was more for personal revenge than saving the princess.

It kinda distorts the story but whatever. Oh and the part at Medusa's liar seems so fast like shoot shoot bang bang all died except Perseus.
And the ending was stupid. Yay! All goes well and Perseus' 'lover' is brought forth from the dead again by Zeus because 'you are the son of Zeus' -.-
I only like the action scenes really.

And these days I've been having all the weird dreams like monsters, fighting, escaping, playing with emotions etc. Some are nightmares even. The thing they all have in common is that they are really vivid.
Just my luck to have a super hyper imaginative system in my brain.
I dreamt of ghosts, monsters, a lost dog (what the hell I know) and a lot of rubbish last night.
Time: 11:29 AM