Haha, for those who know me well enough, you'd know if the post below is true or not :D
For those who still are not sure if it's true, well, happy guessing! HAHA.

ANYWAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KORKOR (:
Heh, he's 6 years older than me yet born 10 days later than me if we minus off the years xD
Yes yes, today we went out to have lunch at some ramen restaurant in Central.
Was really good but it got really salty :/


The house I built :D It was a present from Clement and he was suppose to build it before giving me but I wanted to build it myself so yah :D




















Then I had nearly 2 hours to kill before my dance so kor was nice and accompanied me to shop. Bought a top at F21 in Vivo. Wanted to get a really nice dress but it was kinda transparent so if I bought it home, I'd get killed.

Headed down to dance. Dance was super slack today but I was so sleepy. In the end really couldn't take it so I left the class early. The dance steps were not even registering into my brain lah!

Yesterday was total love :D Haha, talked to Malcom and as usual, our phone conversation were always so crap and full of stupid jokes. In the end, he got addicted to Achmed and started surfing Youtube for random nonsense. Sending me links of super retarded videos especially a REALLY sick one.

EH, WHY CAN'T I SCOLD AND LAUGH AT THE SAME TIME! (I know you'll read this anyway so yah.) THIS IS CALLED UHH, I DON'T KNOW WHAT BUT WHATEVER.

I think I made the small lil kid upset last night ): He sounded really emo and he went offline without even saying bye. Well actually it was my fault la, cause I went offline and he saw that I wasn't online so he went off too. Plus before that I think I said some stuff which made him really sad. Blah, but I called him and things are much much better between us now. He was damn damn emo when I called him I tell you! Made me super upset too so I just had to call him to make things right): Talked to that lil kiddo till past midnight when he really couldn't take it and went to sleep. Can't wait till I go out with him next week :D

And yes, thanks Malcom dear for staying up till midnight and saying you won't sleep till I go to bed(: HAHA, I don't know if you're really that sweet or that was just an excuse to stay up and watch more retarded videos xD Remember the letters you promised and my present too! Haha, meeting up is another issue. HMMMMM.

I'm waiting for that lil kiddo to go home so I can call him to talk. He's having dinner out now and I'm so bored. Nevermind. Shall go study econs first. Nahaha :D
Time: 7:57 PM

You made my heart skip a beat too many.
So near yet you seem so far.
Do you feel the same way too? :/


HAHA, this is the guy I'm so totally in love with. Since like when I first knew him? :D
Hey darling, your photo is up here xD




Okay, whatever. So nonsense.
Time: 9:44 AM

YAY! I've reached my target so it's time to set a new target already!
The target I set for myself after I knew coach was leaving was to get an average of 150 and also to have a high game of 165. DONE IT TODAY :D

Highest game: 174
Average for 6 games: 150

The score's pretty nice. If only I didn't screw up my last frame, I could have hit 180.

| X | 8 / | 7 / | X | 1 7 | X | X | 8 / | X | - 6
20 37 57 75 83 112 132 152 168 174

-jumps around. Damn happy. I don't know but every time I bowl, I'll keep thinking, I had a good coach and I promised to get into the top 10 for next year's A'div. So no matter what, I'll strive to that goal.

Now now, my next target.

Highest game: 185
Average: 160

Managed to break my personal best but ended up with a huge blister on my thumb that hurts so much. Blah. But I think I'll go bowling again tomorrow. It's just a blister. I can bear the pain (: Just that if Sat's dance requires bar work again or cartwheels, I'd die.

I'm going to mug now. Nearly done mugging Econs already :D
Oh yeah, some people told me, who doesn't like the feeling of being woo-ed?
Eh, I'll tell you. ME! I'm so sick of it and it's making me hate guys even more.
HAHA, but I don't mind if it's my eyecandy woo-ing me =x Okay, that's nonsense.

Back to books. They are my eyecandy. Maybe literally xD
Time: 5:47 PM

Gosh, I know I keep procrastinating about the photos but I can't help it. I'm just too lazy to upload it :/ heh. ONE DAY, I'll find the time to upload pictures alright? For now, just make do with these pictures cause I'm only hardworking enough to upload these few.


They wanted the picture this way. Not my problem.




Dazhong people :D




ShiHao and Clement Yap


Sam and Mel


Sam, YingLun and ME xD


ShiHao stonning.


Mel being self-obsessed.


They bullying me ):


MIDNIGHT BOWLING :D Mark and Akshay.


Okay, so today was a great day. HEH, I wasn't late okay! Just that you reached earlier than me and it's so unfair cause your daddy sent you and I had to take the train! Bah, train ride was nonsense though. Apparently some malay guys kept staring at me when I walked into the train and in less than 5 minutes, they moved from one section to sit down in the section where I was sitting. 2 sat the same row as me while another 2 sat on the opposite row and they kept looking at me which made me feel all so weird :/ Weird weird.

Well, study session was nonsense. Omg, JW is seriously a mugger that I think ____ is damn traumatised already. Heh, studied awhile before getting lunch and buying movie tickets. We caught indiana jones. Super fake I tell you. Got aliens in it o.O After movie, we went to bowl. I couldn't spare a single thingo for nuts. Minus my 3 horrible games which I used to try and find my spare line and failed horribly, my average's about 133. Improving and I'm happy (: Will keep striving to improve now that I've got all my equipment with me, I can just head over to HomeTeam NS to bowl.

Bowling was fun though, having all the nonsense with that less than a month old kiddo xD Had dinner with him and headed down to North Point's arcade. EH ): Gosh, everything also lose to him. I so don't wanna play games with him anymore already. Makes me sad you know. But still fun fun. We played the basketball game, pinball, the i-don't-know-what-game (i lost badly in this), time crisis 3, and he played daytona. Hell loads of fun:D

Waiting for Kungfu panda to come out and another movie. Then can go watch(:
Yawns, going K.O le.
Time: 9:42 PM

It's been such a whacky weekend but tiring at the same time too.

THURSDAY

I stayed up with EL till 3am in the morning? Cause was waiting for him to finish up his GP VA before I went to sleep. Since he was nice to help me print my GP VA so yah :D Apparently that pig fell asleep twice and scared the hell outta me. Cause I doubt he'd have time to finish it if he do it the next day? First time had to call him 16times or so before he finally woke up -.- and within 20mins, he fell asleep again. In the end still managed to complete so all is well :D



FRIDAY

Council investiture. Pretty boring but cause Sam's not in school otherwise I'd have pon the whole thing and go sit down somewhere to chit chat or something. After school, went straight home to get some sleep. Clement came over when I was sleeping and he had a hard time trying to wake me up. Well, not my fault really! I've been sleeping like super late on Wed and Thur so I was really tired. After that, watched a bit of POT (i think:D) then headed off to the mrt station with him. Went to find mel to get get my poker cards then headed home at around 8pm?

Ehheh, friday's party was a blast :D Thanks to Rafidah, Naiimah, Luqman, Faiz, KiaDong, Jeffrey, Joel, Benjamin and Sebastian for coming(: Heh, we practically watched movies (LION KING 2!! Okay, it's an inside joke so nevermind.) and played cards. After which, at midnight we headed down to the bowling alley but it was so #%%$@@$% full and the waiting list was super long. So we just hung out in the neighbourhood, slacked a bit before going back to my house to play more cards. Finally at 2am, most left, leaving Faiz and KiaDong sleeping like pigs already xD



SATURDAY AND SUNDAY

Next morning woke up at 7am to wake Faiz up if not he'd be late for work. Headed down to Macs and had breakfast. Then Faiz left and KD went around with me to hunt for DVDs plus get more food and all for the other party. HEH THANKS! So went home, cleared up a bit, slept a bit? (i don't even remember if I slept:/) then headed down for dance. It's been like 3 weeks since I went for dance lah. OMG. Dance was so fun but it was a killer I tell you. We had cartwheels, handstands and (i forgot the name) something like Matrix running across the wall kinda thing. The stupid Matrix thing made me crash to the floor ON MY KNEES like twice? More of like one handed-cartwheel sorta thing. Right hand was okay BUT I was damn paranoid about my left. Since I fractured my left collarbone last time and with the doctor saying I can't give it any great impact or it'll break again cause it isn't healed that properly, I stopped gym and dance and all sorts. Never did handstands nor cartwheels anymore. So it was scary when I had to do left hand. But dance was fun however.

After dance, headed straight to Gombak MRT and waited for my OG to come. Well, thanks to Sam, Mel and Mel xD, ShiYun, Grace, Mark, Akshay, Clement, ShiHao, HuiYing, WanTing, YingLun, Ting Soon (and his two soccer mates -.-) who came (: Totally fun. One group was playing Mahjong, my group was playing bridge :D, another was playing games on my lappy and NEARLY KILLED MY LAPPY -stares and the last I have no idea what they were doing.

We just ate and played till 11pm then headed down to the alley. This time there ARE lanes cause we booked early. Bowled till 2.30am? OMG, I never thought I could bowl more than 100 using house balls. o.o Miracle. Cause the house balls are super light and I can't use the heavier ones cause the finger holes are too big :/ Highest game was 134 lah. House ball somemore. Gosh.

After bowling we went to buy alcoholic drinks then went home. By the time we reached home was about 3plus so MOVIE MARATHON TIME. Grace was the first to K.O as expected. Just watched movies throughout the night (or rather morning). I drank twice lah. Once at 10plus and the other at 5am. Gah. First time in my life I'd drink twice in less than a day. Well, most stayed till around 12pm before leaving. Then Clement came over. Ate lunch and I totally K.O-ed withing 5mins on my bed. Told him to wake me up at 3pm but I only got up at 4.30pm? He said he tried to wake me up but couldn't cause I was sleeping so soundly I completely ignored him -.-

Eh, thing was, I don't remember anyone waking me up =x

Okay, so today's Monday. And I'm going to get ready to go to school already.
For extra lessons and CIP. How nice right?
My muscles are aching. I've a wound on my knee (please don't ask me how a bruise turned into a wound cause I have no idea), a broken toenail and more aching muscles. Gah.

Tomorrow's going to be fun though. Mugging, bowling and arcade. HEH xD
Photos up when I get back from school. Now I need to go off:D
Time: 7:55 AM

It's my 17th birthday like finally (:
It feels so weird not having my bestfriends by me nor a boyfriend.
But I'm sure I'll get used to it. A brand new start of life for me I guess.

Thanks to those sweeties who wished me happy birthday(:
First was my mum who text me at 11plus.
Followed by ShiYun who sms-ed at 11.30pm cause she cannot tahan till 12am xD
And of course Eugene.L who stayed up all the way till midnight just to wish me happy birthday both via sms and online. Haha, really appreciate it cause I know your sleeping habits =X
Then followed by wanting (: heh. don't sleep so late lah!
Jacq was next. Yes dearie you got it right this time :D
Then my bro who was just next door -.-
My niece Jo-Ann too! Haha, it's okay if you can't go out with my on my birthday. When you don't have work and school, we go shopping together okay!
And thanks RuiXiang for the text too!
Plus YongHe who just text me. Haha, thanks loads (:

And of course those who wished me online.
Rafidah darling. finally meeting you on friday(:
Melissa who just refuses to go school and pass me my present -.-
Lynette dearie who remembered! I'm really touched! (:
Malcom love who was so random suddenly talking to me online after MIA-ing for more than an hour.
And Bobin who wished me on friendster. Oh yes I know I still can't drink LEGALLY. But at least I drink okay! Better than nothing. Tsk.

Did I miss out anyone? =X I'm sorry if I did.
Haha. My mind's a bit of screwed now.
Still mugging for history test laterrrrr. Ohwells.
Well I'm going to continue mugging. Take my mind of things.
Eh, I'm hungry ):

Update when I get home later!



YAY! I'm home. Well thanks to LOADS of people who text me wishing me happy birthday.
Esp those whom I never thought would sms me at all! Happy happy (:
Thanks YH for the cake you bought and gave it to me personally.

I'm so tired. I only slept for half an hour cause I was up studying. On my birthday somemore.
Zz, and guess what? I dozed off like 4-5 times while doing my hist essay test today. Gosh, I wrote total crap I tell you. Kept dozing off like nobody's business. In the end, went home early cause I was dying of fatigue. Yawns.

Can't wait for my birthday parties.
Those who ain't from my primary school or my '08 OG and wanna celebrate with me, tell me:D
Right now I've got Jo-ann and Kevin wanting to celebrate with me individually xD
Sweet people yo? I'm just happy.
Time: 2:11 AM

I don't feel excited about my birthday at all. Not even as excited as I planned I would be.
Last year, I know she had O levels so I didn't expect much. This year I hoped at least, I could spend more time with her and was really looking forward to my birthday this year but I guess.. Forget it. She doesn't like what I type in my blog neither and she's pissed for god-knows-what reason. All I wanted was to spend time together. Was that too much to ask?

Still, I just don't feel excited at all. Turning 17? No big deal. Especially when the people I really want to spend time with isn't by me ):

Eug.L says he's emo like oh so random? Plus he wanna emo and go cycling alone. Heh, but I managed to talk him out of it and so he's not going to be emo and he's not going to go cycling but come online so we can chiong GP V.A together. Haha, I'm such a good motivator aye? Of course I am.

Haha, first present was from my parents who treated me dinner at a restaurant last night. Was delicious with shark's fin, a super huge crab with dong fen, fried rice, baby squids, tie ban dou fu and some prawn thingo. Super nice I tell you. The price was also damn nice lah. 200+ for just that dinner itself :/ Gah. Pictures below. My bro just wanna emphasise the fact that he's taller than me -.- Wanted to take family photo but my cam ran out of batt. How smart.

I look ultra fat in those pictures. Must be the dinner gave an instant impact xD





















Second present was from my bro. We were walking home together when suddenly he fished out 50bucks.

Kor: Nah, happy birthday.
Me: Eh? But my birthday's not today. -takes it.
Kor: I want give today cannot ah?
Me: Cannot. Must give on the day itself more meaningful.
Kor: Same la it's the thought that counts.
Me: Precisely, you give on the day itself is more thoughtful ya?
Kor: K la, return me the money lor.
Me: -gives it back. Orh.
Kor: JOKING LAH! JUST TAKE IT!

Nahaha. I think I'd use the 50 to buy my bro's birthday present lah. His birthday is 10 days after mine. Tsk.

Third present was from Grace. Got her present this morning. Two muffins :D HAHA. I've eaten one already and I'm saving the next for tomorrow's breakfast. At least it's edible =X HAHAH. Still thank you (:






Sam and I were bored during lecture xD


I like this photo somehow:D

BTW, spot the two wheels. HAHA.


I'm trying super hard not to be emo.
So many things happened to me for the past few days. Including today.
I'm so emotionally unstable dammit. Plus having so screwed up workload is just killing me.
Nevermind, like the song goes.
'Pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag and smile, smile, smile.'

FYI, for those people above 18years old, how about buying me a big bottle of gin for my birthday? xD
Time: 7:30 PM

Gosh, it's been nearly a week since I've blogged! That's like super long I swear.
Let's see.

Monday was crap I think. I don't remember what happened.

Tuesday was crap too. I think. I don't remember what happened.

Wednesday had history seminar at IJC. Met Faiz there and it was oh so crap. First time I see him in IJ's uni. Damn cute. Realised sports school was just next to IJ. I miss coach ): And the best thing happened. Some private number called and I thought it was Vincent who called. So we were talking and talking for around more than 10mins until I brought up the point that I needed Vincent to return me the money. He owes me 130 bucks. Blah. Then the person over the phone gave a weird reply then I was like huh? So I said,'Eh wait, who are you?'
The reply was, 'Adrian lah.'
What the helll seriously. I've been talking to a person I thought was someone else. How smart.

Thursday I met Clement after school to study. Managed to borrow two books pertaining to the Cold War. Simplified version though cause I can honestly say that I have NO IDEA what's going on:/ Did my homework and revised till 1.30am. Shiok.

It feels totally good to be nearly on par with math class. I've been pushing myself every day to do nothing but math so I can catch up. I'm nearly there. Just need to push myself a bit more and I'll be on par already. Happy happy. I'm on par for Southeast Asia history and Lit too. Only that I'm lagging behind for econs and international history. Nevermind. I shall push myself even more (:

Friday was totally great. After school there was bowling with Eug and Jonas. Like finally. Comps ended on 29th April. It's been more than 2 weeks since I last bowled. Bowled total of 4 games. Eug and Jonas totally gave up playing cause they were bowling crap. They had the policy loser treat winners drink. HOW TO COMPARE LAH. #$#%. They are guys and have been bowling since primary school? But I managed to win Jonas in one game. Haha, so I owe Jonas one drink and Eugene 2 drinks. After bowling we went for dinner at BK. Jonas and Eug wanted to battle with the burgers again but Eug was emooooo. Haha. We caught 'Ironman'. Eug actually fell asleep at the beginning. How smart. The show's super nice though:D

At night Eug and I made a bet that if he managed to stay awake and do work till 5am, I'd treat him the 2 drinks I owe him without complaints. If not, I don't have to treat him anymore. But both of us K.O-ed at 1plus in the morning. Almost at the same time. We went to lie on the bed and K.O. I woke up at around 6plus in the morning. Air con on, room lights on, laptop on, table lamp on. Switched off everything and went to bed again. Woke up at 9am and Eug wasn't up yet. HAHA. Super funny.

I didn't go for dance again today. Blah. I suddenly don't feel like going to ECNAD to dance anymore. It's far plus it's not exactly the kinda dance lessons I'd expect. Waiting for this dance term to end then I'll put my all into bowling. Gotta get my equipment from OCC tmr and bring it home. I'll train at HomeTeam NS. Cheaper and nearer. Plus I can go shooting there too. If I find my shooting membership card.

I've got loads of photos. But my camera's with Clement. He forgot to return me -.-
It's so weird seeing people blog about philosophical stuff. Well I do that too.

Like last night I was emo. HAHA, I can type a whole load of philosophical stuff now but forget it.
All I care now is studying and bowling. Of course there's something else but :D It's a secret (:
I really want to get into top 10 next year. Really want to show it to coach and make him proud.
I gotta train. Nothing else.
Time: 3:01 PM

I don't feel like celebrating my birthday anymore.
I see no point in it when no one actually bothers.
I've decided not to put my hopes up. Be it birthday celebrations or just hanging out with friends. Especially about the letters J promised.
5months since we broke up but still I can't let go completely. There's this little piece of me that wish we can start afresh but the fact is, I know it's not possible.
Doubt he remembers it's my birthday, doubt he'll bother to write to me.

Clement was sweet though. He wanted to get tickets for the Singapore flyer but they were all sold out. Ahwells, there goes my birthday surprise as so he says.

Sometimes I wonder why do friends lie to each other? Are they scared that the other party would be angry? To me, I'd rather tell the truth and hear the truth. Friendship doesn't fall apart just because of the truth. It's the truth that keeps friendship together. Those who know me well enough, will know I'd rather know the truth than to hear lies and find out it's not true later. The worst is to know that someone has been lying and when questioned, cover it up with more lies. It hurts you know. It's like, I'm no one to you seriously. Sometimes I feel really lonely, like there's really no one I can turn to. Everyone just seems so distant.

It's all back to square one. People around me getting new boyfriends, spending time with everyone else except me. This is mainly the reason why I no longer wanna celebrate my birthday anymore. I don't feel close to anyone. There's no one I really wanna celebrate my birthday with this year. How sweet eh?

I have no idea why I'm so emo today but I guess it's no point trying to deny it. I'm a loner again. I don't wanna talk to anyone about my problems anymore. In fact, I hardly talk to anyone about anything anymore. Every day is just, go to school, study, go home, study, use com, sleep.
No more phone calls from friends, no more chit chat and gossip during lunch hours, no exchanging of sms-es even. I don't feel like talking to anyone anymore.

Not Sam even though we try to eat lunch together but even though I have so much happening in my life, I don't say it out.
Not Clement even though we'll try to have a conversation before bed time. It will just end up with, 'I'm going to sleep already. Goodnight.'
Not Ying cause we hardly even talk at all. No sms, no calls.
Not bestf cause it's worse even though we are in the same school.

Gah, yes Anh, it's a fake smile all over again. I'm sick of this fake ShuJun. Every day having to smile and be happy when I go to school. Once I don't talk crap or do nonsense in school, people can tell I'm not happy and keep questioning. That's something I don't like. Sigh.
Fake smile fake smile all over again.
I miss the old days. I really do.
Loner.

Today, was attitude day for everyone.
Mum refused to let me out to study but I still went anyway. Met Faiz at BG Macs. Then decided it was too noisy so we headed down to WM Coffeebean. Stupid manager there just kept picking on us. Say we are not allowed to study indoors. Then we moved to a more spacious seat. She followed us and say we are still not allowed to study.

Stupid manager (SM): You are not allowed to study indoors. If you want, you go outside and study.
Me: YES I KNOW! We are not studying and my friend is going to buy a drink to drink!
SM: Still, you're not allowed to study here.
Me: I told you I'm not studying right!

Like hello? Out of the 6 groups of people inside playing psp, STUDYING and all, WHY KEEP PICKING ON US. Like fuck, if you tell that to the other customers studying, I don't mind. But I don't see you TELLING THEM AT ALL!
So in the end, Faiz and I went outdoors. Everything was okay until Faiz finished his drink and threw it away. Less than 5 minutes that SM came.

SM:'Excuse me, our policy is that you must purchase something from Coffeebean otherwise you can't sit here. So either you buy something or you gotta leave.'

EH FUCK YOU LAH. WHAT'S YOUR BLOODY PROBLEM SERIOUSLY? The table next to us had NO drinks NO food and I don't see you telling them off. PLUS WE MOVED SEATS TWICE AND YOU JUST HAD TO BLOODY WELL FOLLOW US IS IT? YOU NOTHING BETTER TO DO AH?! _|_ In the end faiz and I just packed up and left. Hell no I'm going to patronise that bloody shop anymore.

So we just stayed in the library and did our work.

Plus mum showed me attitude the whole day. Like $%#$^#%^ seriously.
Went to some 'posh' restaurant in a hotel in town. Damn big and woah.
Had two pizzas, two pastas, and a seafood appetizer. Mmm. Nice food.
Plus ambiance. They played Westlife songs and Like A Rose by A1. Sweet.
The waterfall was nice too.





I'm just so pissed. I'm going to do math. Zz.
Everything sucks )':
Time: 9:06 PM

I feel so bad ): I didn't go for dance today. Bah, cause I doubt my body can take it yet. Stupid viral attack completely killed my immune system and made me damn weak. Plus, my wrist hasn't recovered yet (I have absolutely NO idea how I sprained it).


School's been great I guess.
Here's the greatest news of all. I've been doing math since Friday.
-applauds
Eug.L was like, 'I bet you haven't recovered from your sickness yet.'
FC was like, 'OMG, what's happening to this world? (something along that line.)'

Zz, how supportive seriously. Nahaha, but whatever.
Fc and I had hell of a time talking over the phone yesterday. That sweetie called me at 10plus even though he was so tireed and hey! I didn't make it a lousy conversation okay! I made him all hyped up and laughing till his stomach hurt and he nearly died coughing, then I told him super cold jokes that he went, 'uhhh...' then I told super crap jokes all over again. Heh. Was so fun and I can't wait till I meet up with him or something. We'll have so much fun :D

Yesterday after school I cabbed to J's house to see him before he goes into DB (i think) for 4 months or 3 months I don't remember which. Damn. He lost my ear stud and they are no longer selling it ): How sad. And I've got 4 of his shirts now -.- Cause sometimes when I go over I'd bathe at his house and I'd borrow his shirt to change into. Damn, and my mum keeps asking where I get these shirts :/ HAHA. I've got one navy shirt, one puma shirt, one of his battalion shirt and yesterday I got his uhh, some navy bilathon shirt. Ah whatever, he promised to write letters to me but I bet he's forgotten my address already. Knowing him, it's a guarantee plus chop kinda thing.

I haven't bowled since comps are over. Bleh. I need to go bowling soon. Well next friday there's bowling with Jonas and Eug.L plus movie. Sweeet! Hahah. Okay, I think I shall go do math now.

Nahaha xD
Time: 7:46 PM

Finally I'm back into blogging (:

I'm recovering already and I'm going to school tmr :D
Thur - Fever
Fri - Fever
Sat - Fever
Sun - Giddy
Mon - Giddy
Tue - Rash outbreak
Wed - Rash outbreak

And trust me lah. The rash is those kind you'll get goosebumps after seeing it. I myself didn't dare to look at it -shudders. And it spread damn fast. At first it started at 10plus in the morning (thank goodness I didn't go school or else I'd freak out in school) and it was just one my hands and thighs. By the time I went to poly clinic to have blood test (around 2plus in the afternoon), the rash was from my ankle to my thighs, my back and shoulders plus my whole arms. Scary!

Went for blood test and nope, no dengue :D:D Happy me!
I got so excited till I saw the needle and I was like WOAH, kinda big.
As usual, I stared at the needle going in and blood going into the small container.
So cool lah. But the hole is pretty big o.O

Those who are wondering what the hell happened to me, I got a viral fever. That caused the extreme giddy-ness and towards the end of the viral fever, I had the rash break out on the whole body which according to the doctor, is expected to have after a viral attack. So yeah.

Finally back to school. So much to catch up.

Bleh. These few days have just been recuperating. Mummy says I break down cause of too much pressure I've been giving myself especially for the recent bowling competitions. Ah wells. Can't wait to start training with Uncle Mark again. Once my common tests are over that is. Right now, studies come first (:

J came contacting me. Don't ask.
But no, I'm no back together with him (:
Time: 3:57 PM

Gah. I'm just so rotting at home ):
Was down with a fever since Thursday.
Clement came over on Thur and that's when I started feeling sick and my temperature was rising.
So I took a nap and my mum being pissed that Clement came over, said,
'If you want to sleep then sleep lah. Why ask Clement over then you sleep?'

Zz. So she didn't care about me the whole day. Tried to sleep but I nearly died. My whole body was in pain plus I was battling between heat and cold. I was even dreaming (or maybe even hallucinating) of me having a battle with some virus-like enemy and was on the verge of losing. And I nearly well did. Needed to pee so badly that I woke up at 4.30am. Head was spinning, vision was blurred, throbbing pain throughout my whole body and I dragged myself to the toilet with my legs nearly giving way several times. Nearly fainted when I came out of the toilet but managed to chiong back to my bed and lie down. Took my temperature. 38.3 deg. I'm so on fire I swear.

Mum finally cared and came to check on me at 5am. She freaked out when she heard 38.3 deg and quickly gave me panadol. Rah. A sleepless night. Next day my fever fluctuated here and there. Till around 11plus, I took my temp and it was 37.3 deg so was dragged to see the doctor. At the doc, my temperature was 38.9 deg. So meaning if I went to see the doctor at 4.30am, my temperature will be around 39.9 deg? -.- Super on fire.

Doc says mine's a viral fever. If it continues for 4-5 days, then I've gotta go take blood test to test for dengue already. Bleh. I'm seriously bored at home now. I can't even study anything cause I can't concentrate. And for some reason, my wrist hurts a lot. Bah.

Eug is down with stomach flu and he still went to eat steamboat PLUS icecream. Just because he couldn't resist the temptation of seeing his sister eat it. How smart.

Training starts next wed. I miss coach ):
Time: 8:18 AM

Gah, I'm so tired ):
Can't wait for tomorrow to come. Though it's kinda sucky timetable tomorrow I'm still waiting for tomorrow night. Finally can meet dearest already (:
It's so funny. Everyone around me has an eyecandy. Haha. Then I was talking to them about their eyecandies. Fun fun.

Ah, okay. I'm going to study.
Finally I've settled everything with guys already (three cheers for me!)
Something I've never done before.
Yesterday I've told V I wanted to remain single and it's no point asking me to be his gf.
And I told YH that I'm sick and tired of his fucked up attitude and just argued with him.
I've settled things between Malcom and I already after like nearly a month's long quarrel(?) and I'm meeting that dear JOBLESS boy on Monday for my early birthday treat (:

Busy busy.
1) History Essay 1
2) History Essay 2
3) History Essay 3
4) Lit Essay 1
5) History Essay outline 1
6) Math tutorial 1
7) Math tutorial 2
8) Math tutorial 3
9) Math tutorial 4
10) Econs essay outline 1
11) Econs essay outline 2
12) Econs DRQ 1
13) Econs DRQ 2

See how much I'm lagging behind. %^$%#$&

Plus point is, I need to plan my birthday party (:
3-4 overnights with 4 groups of different people. Sweet.
Nah I don't like mixing them. HAHA.

Off to work.
Time: 11:18 AM