HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR! (:
it's nice having such an old brother who still plays childish games with you and fight with you:D


Here are the photos taken today when with Rachel.




Went to Lot1 to Pizza Hut to celebrate korkor's birthday.
Saw this hot hot guy sitting opp me. HAHA. nevermind.
MT REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISE ME HOR!
rahrah.


At Pizza Hut


Mummy say I'm dressed like I'm going to fight or something o.O


I like my hair today (:


Family Photo (:
Time: 11:07 PM

Daaaaamn. I'm so so sleepy now.
Last night I was talking to bestf from 11.01pm till 01.23am. Nice number right? Cause that's when baby called and I had to say byebye to bestf also cause she had to wake up early for morning training today. I seriously think Arnold Chen is so not hot :D I'm not going to use baby anymore cause it's FOUR letters and TWO syllabus. I shall just type AC (: Short and sweet.

Haha, ohwells. Talked to him for around 10 mins then he went to sleep. Being bored, I called Clement and we talked about certain stuff. Rah, I really hope it helps lah! Because other then this, I really don't know what else to do! There are always risks involved. I hope we can pull thru.HEH.

Yes, I know mt will be reading this and getting emo for some shit reason again. Giving me 35 missed calls in 10 mins? Eh, please lah, don't get emo after reading my blog. I know you want to break your record and give me 40 missed calls. zzz.

Slept only at 3am. Wanted to do math but I just couldn't find some interesting topic (since when was math interesting?) so I went to sleep. Then woke up at 7.30am as usual. Didn't feel like waking up so I went back to sleep. Till dad came in at 9.30am and asked if I wanted to pick up the phone and I shook my head. Then I heard him say, 'Rachel, she is asleep now. I will get her to call you back when she wakes up okay?'

Knowing how pig rachel can be, I know she won't wake me up so early unless it's for something important. So had to get up, take my phone and sms her to call my hp. In less than 10secs, she said, 'ShuJun, can you use your house phone to call me now? Okay? Byebye.'

That left me with no choice lah. Had to get up, go to my mum's room, get the phone (my mum took away my room phone 4 years ago) and call her. There she was very pissed off because of BOB. I won't elaborate but yeah. So she asked if I can meet her cause she was really really mad. Mum allowed and so I told her I will be there at 10.30am.

Note: I hung up at around 9.45am. Went around aimlessly trying to look for clothes. That's the sad part about not ironing your clothes. Didn't have time so I just grabbed a T-shirt and un-ironed pants and went to bathe. RACHEL BE HONOURED! I left the house without even eating my breakfast. Gosh.

Met her at clementi on the dot at 9.30am. Then we headed down to Jurong Point and had ice cream there and we talked about loads of stuff. The ice cream was my birthday cake and she sang a birthday song to me -.- Yup. She was telling me about her problems and I was telling her about mine. We shopped about and bought the same pair of earrings. I can only wear them when my ear recovers. DAMN. The woman pierced wrongly for me lah. You know, the hole is like supposed to be straight but mine isn't. The back hole is like far away from the front so I kept poking it till it bled:/ Gross I know. Nevermind.

Then she left for town to meet her sister and I came back home. Sheesh, I can't sleep now lah. I need to mug mug mug. Just realised my whole family is good in Literature. HMM.
Time: 1:57 PM

I'm officially a pig (:
In the end I didn't meet Rachel and I overslept and didn't go down to Yishun.
HAHA, I bet two girls with the name of Tracy and Si En didn't want me to go.

Yawns, just submitted a blog skin which I did it randomly.
Gosh, I'm so tired lah. I want to go out with Clement tomorrow! -pouts.
And I want to study with baby on friday lah! Or should I be a lightbulb and go out with bestf and her darling. AIYAH. milk, you go away lah! I go out with her alone x)
Time: 7:28 PM

Stupid construction noises not letting me get my beauty sleep. I can hardly open my eyes now ):
Slept at two yesterday. OH, I was really happy yesterday :D
You see, I went for the YLTC briefing and blahblah. Then took bus with cass but she alighted first. Went to JE to meet ying and SERIOUSLY, the bus driver was driving SO slowly I felt like screaming. It's like, I think if someone were to run, it will be faster than the bus. Jog, maybe not. But run definately! Ohman, I was like RAHRAH. The simplest example, for a bus to turn in to the interchange will take around 2-3mins, right? THAT BUS TOOK FULL 8MINS LAH! Sigh.

I think I'm good a weaving in and out of crowds :D There was this whole stretch of pasar malam and the passage ways were like FULL. I looked at my handphone and told myself I'm going to get out of there in one min :D And I did! Even ying was shocked when she saw the crowd there and how I managed to squeeze through all of them in a min. Yup, so ate dinner with her. We wanted to walk about but her mum called her to get her butt home that very instant :/ Sounds like my mum too. HAHA.

So yes, took train with her to cck and then took LRT. Gosh, I was so excited okay! Not like I've never taken the LRT before but I've never taken the full route. Ying said I sounded like a small kid going on a roller-coaster ride but it's really very fun what -pouts. I tried to take video but apparently it was too dark and nothing can be seen. So I sent ying to her stop (I was suppose to send her home but I was too engrossed with the LRT I refused to get off =x) and sat the whole round. Then got off at cck again and came home (:

Plopped in front of the computer and started creating a new blogskin. No, I don't think I will change my current one. Too lazy to start putting new HTML codes and everything. Was talking to tracy online and I promised her I shall go down to NAG today so I can brief her about YLTC:/
Pray I don't get lazy lah.

Bestf called me at 11:37pm o.O Haha, just because her darling wasn't able to talk to her so she comes talking to me. So 'sweet' right? Then mt called me. It was super hilarious. Thing is, mt is reading my blog and he saw CERTAIN stuff which made him so worried he's been trying to contact me EVERYDAY. Ohmy, I was laughing non-stop when he told me why he has been trying to contact me everyday. Yes, then after he hung up, I continued talking to bestf. At 12.53am, Rachel called and it was conference time :D Dear little small Rachel got so excited that she went, "OMG, gero you are there? OMG! THIS IS A CONFERENCE! OMG! THIS IS SO EXCITING!" then......silence...... Bestf and I didn't know what to say. So yeah, talked till ARNOLDCHEN finally finish owning and called me at 1.20am. I told him to sms me before he called to see if I am awake. So it went like this:

Baby: Are you awake?
Me: yup.
Baby: Soooo do i call?
Me: obviously u do u pig.

Talked to around 2am before hanging up. Promise to only msg him at 2pm so I don't wake him up -.- WAKE UP CALL FOR RACHEL AT NINE TOO!

OH, I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO THE POLICE STATION VERY SOON IF THE HARRASSMENT DOES NOT STOP! Some people may remember about me talking about this 30-year-old INDIAN GUY who has been sms-ing things like 'Hi darling' , 'I love you', etc. AND CALLING NON STOP TO MY PHONE! Fu*k it. Can't he bloody well understand that by not replying or picking up his calls FOR ALMOST HALF A YEAR, means I DON'T WANT TO BLOODY WELL KNOW HIM! Such despos. Last night, while conferencing, he bloody well called and I picked up. FUCK IT LAH. I straight away hung up after I heard his voice and he kept calling again. KNNCCBKBKB! You ought to be shot dead for being so desperate and bloody paedophile get lost! ONE MORE SMS/ CALL and off to the police I'm going. They can make a case if they back tracked and trace all the sms-es you sent and the calls you have been giving me. Look, I'm not being a racist here, I have indian friends whom I treasure alot BUT note, this is a case of a harrassing paedophile.

Enough of vulgar words but I'm seriously angry. RAH. Here am I typing this blog, having woken up at 7.15am. That's the damn problem with me. After midnight, I can talk like it's in the day time and when I finally hang up, I sleep and wake up like super early in the morning. Meeting Rachel at 12pm. 2 more hours to go. Then going down to NAG. Ohwells, trying to finish all my homework this week so I can revise without any worries after my camp.





Time: 9:31 AM

I PROMISED NOT TO TALK ABOUT ________ CAUSE I WAS 'REJECTED'. HAHA! -.-

Ying called me last night and I was telling her about _______ and we made up our own conclusions about stuff and how things were between _______ and I. Till in the end I got SO 'depressed' that I was half laughing and half 'crying' over the phone. EH, I've never been 'rejected' before lah. Wth? ShuJun's mad. You can ignore this ranting. Seriously, for the WHOLE hour over the ph with her, I was whining away and 'crying' and laughing, which kinda irritated her. HEH. No lah, but seriously speaking, I AM/WAS upset. Minus the fact that we concluded I was being 'REJECTED', I never imagined HIM to be such a jerk. RAH, which made me sad the whole night ):

Okayokay, shan't rant so much on my blog. Going to meet ying later so I shall keep my ranting for her later :D SHHH! So last night I was talking to ying for an hour, before Quan called her and blahblah. TA-DA! conference calling -.- I remembered last time Dee and I talked to someone thru conference and that person couldn't figure who was who. Well, ying definately sounded different from me. Cause she's cheeena and I'm ang moh. There we were, the three of us talking rubbish. Quan being so ever 'POLITE' and always answereing ph calls to his hp and leaving us alone. Might as well don't conference. TSK, and yes the scars from the scratches he left on my hand is stil visible. Damn.

I am so not going to fall in love. HAHA. Bet JiaYi will laugh her head off when she reads this. Fine, it WAS impossible for ME in Sec1 and Sec2, but now it is possible. Some may say then what about _________? He has been my super most crush since sec2. Sad to say, he was attatched at the time I really swooon over him :/ Haha. He IS attatched now, I guess. Whatever. I'm not really caring much anymore. Such jerks are better off far away from me :D

Going to type my MI essay now so I can hand in later. 3 hours for a 1000 word essay which includes research and everything. GO ME :D then chiong-ing to school for YLTC briefing and then meeting ying at JE. Sian, I hate holidays when you need to study for exams as well as finish assignments. DAMN, who do they think WE are? Mentally 'inclined' people? o.o That's the bad point about NJ. They make you muggers I swear. Even HCJC people ain't that muggers. Nor RJ. Now tell me why the hell I came into NJC? ying ah, you better come here hor. Or I'll die sooner or later.

___________________________________________________________________
got this from shar's blog. hurhur. something to cheer me up and boost my self confidence. HEH.

S: the best person anyone could have
H: Easy to fall in love with
U: Gets hugs
J: Freaking Rowdy
U: Gets hugs
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone
could ask for

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A: Loves to flirt but in a way of
joking
B: Popular with all types of people.
C: Is weird
D: Has one of the best personalities
ever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to
do.
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: best smile
M: Makes dating fun
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone
could ask for
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Good Gf/Bf
S: the best person anyone could have
T: great kisser
U: Gets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to
do.
Y: Is a freak when it comes to parties
Z: Lives life for fun
___________________________________________________________________________

I AM DONE WITH MY ESSAY ALREADY :D gosh, one down and dozen more homework to do when i get back. Going to get ready to go to school now. Must remove my nail polish or Mr.Eng will kill me. Tata!
Time: 9:35 AM

DID I MENTION WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY AT THE CHEVRONS?

Gosh, it was really freaky. I was in the toilet and there were only 3 cubicles. The first one was locked, so I went to the third only to find it choked with toilet roll. So I went to the second one and while doing my own business, the cubicle beside me kept flushing. It flushed by itself like 5-6 times. You know, if it was those sensor flush, it will detect movement and flush right? BUT THERE WASN'T ANY MOVEMENT OR EVEN SHADOWS COMING FROM THAT CUBICLE! :/
Gosh, I was really freaked out. You must understand that before I stepped into the second cubicle, there was no flushing sounds at all. I just ran out of the toilet after washing my hands to my daddy. RAH!

Okay,I'm getting freaked out now. Sigh. Last night was bad. With my dad screaming at me and the first time I lost control, slapped the door, locked it and he screamed at me to open up while I screamed back. It was the first time i just screamed my lungs out despite me screaming alot of times to my mum. Even my brother was very shocked cause I've never dared to scream at my dad so uncontrollably before and he had to use the key to open my door. I nearly had an asthma attack cause I couldn't breathe properly and I felt suffocated in my head. My hands. face and legs were all numb.

Rah, forget it. Left the house kinda early. Not going to talk much here. Ohwells, I seriously miss _______. I just want to go out with him everyday but he doesn't seem to care that much.

I wish I am brave enough to tell you how I feel towards you within these 2 years.
I wish that you would feel the same way I feel about you.
I wish that both of us are brave enough to start a new relationship together.
I wish that your hands will never let go of mine.
I wish that your smile was only for me.
So many things that I wish but what's the point when I don't even dare to tell you the truth?
Gee, I feel so dumb. What am I suppose to do?
Time: 5:45 PM

I'm back from my umm, I-dont-know-how-is-she-related-to-me girl's ONE-YEAR-OLD birthday party.

Okay, uhh, she is my daddy's sister's daughter's daughter. I think she's my niece. Yup.

So I will only have around 5 days to go out with friends.

Mon: (still available cause apparently everyone has to go back to school for lessons)
Tue: (available till 4pm then I have to go back to school for YLTC briefing.)
Wed: -taken by rachel-
Thur: -taken by justina-
Fri: -most prob going out with my baby-

Sigh, I'm bored. Going to do my MI essay now. Wish me luck.
Time: 9:33 PM

I'm feeling so pigg-ish today ):
Woke up, ate my breakfast, used the com, slept again, woke up, ate my lunch and here I am, using the computer again. Will be leaving the house at around 4.30pm? To go for some dinner or something. No idea lah.

I'm dreading the holidays. For the first time in so many years because straight after holidays are my mid years ): Sigh. So sucky right? Followed by one week of enrichment then a week of OBS. Missing someone right now, but I'd rather not say who. Spending time with him was one of my happiest moments this year. Whatever the case, I'm still happy (:

And this a PERSONALIZED message to my dearest ying (:

I know that in primary school we had alot of ups and downs and even disagreements. Sure we did not start off as best friends at first but as years passed, we got to know each other better and spend more time together. Though we are of different personalities and thinking, I'm glad you have accepted me for who I am throughout this years. You told me to go on and be strong when I felt so much like giving up on life. You were there listening to me cry over the phone countless of times when I had no one else to turn to even though you had no idea what I was talking about through the tears. Some things definately can't be bought with money and our friendship is one of them. All these years, the memories and times spent together can never be replaced. Here we are, away from our primary school lives, alone in a new environment. I can't promise to rush down and lend you my shoulder to cry on but I can promise you that I will never forsake you when you need me and sms/call me. It has been 4 years since we have been in different schools. I really do hope you can get into NJC so that I will be there taking care of you and being there for you and vice versa. IF (I really hope this does not happen) you cannot get in, I will pray we get into the same uni as you. I just want you to know that I really treasure you alot and appreciate every little thing you and XinTian have done for me all these years. Thankyou (:

There, I'm done :D Sigh, rotting at home now with nothing to do. I'm too lazy. Want to go out with __________ again but he's busy. OHOHOH!

TO ALL THOSE WHO ARE TAKING O LEVEL MT TOMORROW:

ALL THE BEST! (: JIAYOU!

Should I go to sleep again? YAWNS.
Time: 2:18 PM

here are photos of yesterday (:
too lazy to edit them. yawns.
















Time: 6:06 PM

Yawns, I'm dead beat.

Woke up at 8am yesterday. Was suppose to leave the house at 9am, but I left at 9.15am? Left the house with kor kor who was enduring mum's nagging. Took train down to cck and waited for baby there. Gosh, he was even later than me because he missed the bus. Had breakfast at Macs and I wanted to get him the Shrek's ears :D He refused. Spoilsport. HEH.

Caught the 10.30am show on Pirates. Gosh, it was hilarious throughout the movie lah. With baby saying 'omg that girl is so hot' and me saying 'omg, that monkey is so cute!'. Yup, and I really didn't know the movie was going to be SO long ): Needed to be at Ngee Ann Poly at 1.30pm and the show ended at 1.10pm! Luckily baby lent me 10 bucks on a condition that I sent him home first. RAH. Then came the part on waiting for a taxi. The taxi stand at Lot1 was FULL, so we walked down the road to another taxi stand which was also FULL and we just kept walking.

Was on the verge of giving up when I saw a taxi dropping off a passenger:D
YAY! So cabbed to baby's house and dropped him off first.
Thanks baby for everything (:

Then cabb-ed to Ngee Ann. Got chided by Mr.Eng then blahblah.
Put on tie and rah, it was so boring. After that took bus down to WM before taking a train down to bugis to meet ying. Met her and we walked about.

Ying: we go bugis street. i want buy some things.
Me: yeah, me too! i want to buy earrings.
Ying: -raises up her hand and was looking really excited-
Me: -stares at her blankly then..- OH, YOU BUYING EARRINGS ALSO AH!
Ying: YAH!

Haha, best friends remain best friends. Our taste may have differed alot but still, our thinking alike. We were walking in Bugis Village when I noticed this guy staring at me, giving me the feeling he knows me from somewhere. In the end, it turned out to be ying's friend and he said, (in chinese) 'Who is she? Your sister ah?'

It's quite normal for us already lah. To be mistaken for each other by people who have seen us the first time or not on close terms with us. Weird thing was, I wasn't even wearing my specs so ying and I looked kind different. Ohwells. Even in primary school, ying's dad mistook me for her =.=

After that we waited for Quan. Went to sing karaoke.
0.0
Okay, Quan can sing I admit.
As usual, he bullied me again. Rah, but still thanks for lending me money to cab home.
I seriously need to stop cabbing here and cabbing there.
I owe baby $10, owe Quan $20, owe ying $15 (i think).
Seriously, I think I still owe others money. Gosh.

Now my parents are not talking to me cause clement is at my house again.
ZZZ. My dad says that he is disappointed with me.

Dad, I think I'm more disappointed with you.
You promised that I could go back to dancing as long as I follow the conditions you lay down.
Yes, I followed. SO where are my dance classes?
You also promised that I could give my room a make-over.
I bet you don't even have enough cash cause all went to HER hospital bills and everything.
What can I do? I just be a good daughter and not make a fuss out of it cause I know that redocarating my room will cost a bomb and you can't afford it. YES I AM SUPER DISAPPOINTED, but you didn't realise that right? If it was the old me last time, I would be crying my eyes out and screaming at you and be on a cold war with you for months.

Right now, another cold war with my dad begins.
Just like last year.
Photos later. I'm lazy to go upstairs to get my camera now.
Time: 10:14 AM

I AM WITHOUT DINNER ):
rahrah. and i'm hungry.
Time: 9:35 PM

finally i'm done with the 19052007 album (:
click HERE to go to the album
it's when ying celebrated my bday with me:D

today, i just went to school for ONE lesson. and i'm off.
got angry with my mum and rahrah.
clement is sleeping on the sofa now. he's going to go hospital soon.
for check up i think.

i'm really tired ): how?
and i want to lose weight SO badly.
let's hope that YLTC help me shed some fats or smth.
3 camps within one month! :S
how cool can that be? i WONT flunk my midyears.
gonna mug super hard D:

okay, click HERE for the 20052007 photos
Time: 12:43 PM

today is a bad day.
woke up late. realised i had essay test today.
searched frantically for my essay.
left the house without taking medicine and breakfast.

forgot to take YLTC form from mum.
missed my bus.
got caught in a mini jam.
ran up the KILLER stairs in NJ.

was in time for my test.
phew. i really hate it):

what bad day. it was further aggrevated by some people.
i felt so much like telling you can we not be best friends anymore.

it hurts me so much when i see you unhappy and not sharing with me.
it hurts me so much when i can't bring myself to talk to you.
it hurts me so much when i see you walking away from me.
it hurts me so much when you broke all the promises you made to me.
it hurts me so much not being able to talk to you.
it hurts me so much when you are so nice to others and not to me.

i nearly told _______ that i really didn't want to be her bestfriend anymore.
it hurts so much. sigh.
i won't say i am a good friend to everyone.
but to those who i am close with, i can cross my heart and tell you:

i've done my best i can to be a true friend to you.
i've accepted you for who you are.
i've tried my best to be there for you whenever you need me.
i've never betrayed you nor do anything to harm you.
i've always thought of how you feel before myself.
i've always done my best to me a good friend just for you.

emo post. sigh.
to mt: i'm sorry for making you worry for me. i'm not neglecting you.
please understand that i'm really very busy.
i won't have time to talk to you for quite a long time. hope you understand.

alright. pictures of SATURDAY 19/05/2007 with captions.

on the train.




after manicure and pedicure.



at kfc having lunch.



at that dont know what place.



this is quan :D



with love babe (:


Time: 8:44 PM

HEY! PHOTO ALBUMS OF THESE FEW DAYS WILL BE UP SOON! I WANTED TO EDIT THEM BUT UNFORTUNATELY MY BROTHER TOOK MY THUMBDRIVE AND ALL MY PHOTOS ARE IN THERE! yes. so SOON i promise (:
for posts, just scroll down and read them. i've posted them according to dates.
so you won't be seeing all the day's happening in ONE post (:


today was bad.
woke up feeling groggy.
guess it was the alcohol.
my bag reeked of alcohol cause i think some spilled.
and my candies reeked of alcohol too ):

went to school. super bored.
i'm dreading YLTC all of a sudden.
one week of anti-civilisation. gosh. help me!
stoned in school. had MI debate.
went to top up my card. came home and eat.
nothing much.

diappointed with some people, yes.
note that i didn't smile or even say hi to you.
please, i don't want to be nice to you all anymore.
what's the point?
and thankyou ZhangLi for the preeetty earrings (: it was really thoughtful.
and zestin for treating me milo during break as my present :D
Time: 5:13 PM

yes it's my birthday (:
woke up at 7am.
trooped downstairs to wake clement up.
gosh, it took me 15 mins to wake him up and he nearly went back to sleep.
daddy said happy birthday to me and gave me a hong bao before leaving for work.

wanted to go sentosa in the early morning but it rained ):
so we stayed at home till late morning.
watched vcd.
and mum being a spoil sport and everything.
scolded me just cause clement was changing in my room and he didn't lock the door.
and i kinda opened it but HE FINISHED CHANGING ALREADY WHAT!

sheesh, and she did not want to wish me happy birthday.
thanks alot HUH. sheesh.
after that, i was so pissed, i went to bathe, pack stuff for sentosa.
and left. cabb-ed to Vivo. bought alcohol. not me of course.
clement bought it :D and they din even bother checking IC.

headed down to sentosa. went to delifrance and ate our love potato :D
and then sun tann (:
drank alcohol. to people out there: please don't buy red wine.
it tasted super horrible. even clement couldn't take it.
i guess the only drink i can take is vodka.bleh.

i'm sorry clement. i know both of us really wanted to sit the rides, but i was really REALLY very tired after sun tanning. i really could not force myself to walk further.
i'm so sorry!

we left sentosa and walked about shops.
GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS ON! (:
buy buy buy before GST rises :/
got tickets to spiderman3.
baby, i'm still going to watch it with you. like i promised i will.
ate a late lunch at long john silver. DAMN.
i ate seafood. i just pierced my ears okay!

i think it's seriously because i didn't bother taking care of my ears properly.
that's why all my 7 earholes got infection and had to be closed up ):
after these 2 ear holes are okay, i'm going to get a few more :D
watched spiderman3. and it was FREEEZING.
i'm dead serious. i swear if i go to cinemas EVERYDAY, i will get used to going to live on the mountains in Switzerland x)

after the show, we took bus home.
slept on the way. was more of a roller-coaster ride.
the driver was 'speeding'. the seats could jerk back and forth.
AND CLEMENT TRIED TO TAKE MY PHOTO WHILE I WAS SLEEPING.
but he forgot to save it that dumb ass. haha.
and we went home and bought dinner back.

mum still REFUSED to wish me happy bday. so i'm like whatever.
went to bathe and clement put me to sleep before leaving for home.
thanks for everything clement.
at least i know that even friends in school don't care for me, i have you to rely on.
and many other people (:

will only put up SOME photos.
if you wish to see the rest, you might have to wait till this weekend.
i seriously have no time to upload EVERYTHING yet.









Time: 11:48 PM

woke up early in the morning and clement came over.
after that i bathed and headed down to plaza sing.
watched morning movie - Blades Of glory.
it's RECOMMENDED! (:
really nice and funny i tell you!

was freezing in the cinema.
luckily i brought my sweater.cause i was just wearing a racerback and 3/4 pants.
and it was all black(: even my adidas jacket was black. nice combi(:
after the movie we walked down orchard road and took a bus to KAP.
had lunch there while waiting for my project group to come.
then they came and did project for awhile then clement and i left.

please don't ask me what we did. cause my memory is failing me.
i only remembered we had dinner REALLY late.
maggi mee at 10pm? o.o
and i had to cook TWO people's portion all by MYSELF.
cause clement says he wanted to decorate my room.

never trust clement on giving you surprises.
he always tell you beforehand -.-
then midnight, we went up to my room and there were light sticks he hung up on my cupboard.
pretty though (:
and there i opened my presents.
he gave me a pillowcase which looks damn pervertic.HAHA.
and alot of other stuff.

then he went to the sofa downstairs to sleep after putting me to bed.
yes, he stayed over. and surprisingly mummy allowed :D
Time: 5:00 PM

okay.

OHOH! uhh, i pang seh-ed baby.
and met up with ying at 10am.
was late :/ sorry dear.
haha, and yes we headed down toooo.... OH! jurong point (:
there we or rather, SHE had her breakfast.
and we went to nail fashion.
i had pedicure. and she had manicure.

we were discussing about dying our hair purple after her O levels :D
my pedicure is ruined. i knocked into something and BAH. ruined ):
after pedi/manicure session, we went WINDOW shopping.
thereafter, we left for town.

headed down to bugis. and had lunch there.
met up with her kor, Quan.
whose first reaction when he saw me was super idiotic.

he walked towards us, took off his sunglasses and stared at me.
then he said hi to ying and said to me, hey, it's like i've seen you somewhere.
i was like eh? i don't know who you are.
then he extended his hand and say hi, i'm richard.
too formal for me? i was stunned for awhile and i said, hi i'm shujun.
and i can't shake your hand cause my hands are oily (i was eating kfc chicken).

and after that ying went to the toilet and this was our conv.
him: i'm sure i've seen you somewhere before. you look damn familiar.
me: (stares hard at him trying to recall if i even seen him before) i've never seen you before.
him: but i'm sure i did. maybe it was in friendster?
me: i don't know. or maybe you walked past me on the streets last time. but still, i'm certain i don't know who you are :D

after kfc, he treated us to go some place for coffee?
not like i drink coffee. but yeah.
that stupid copy cat ordered the same oreo milkshake as me. ROAR.
there were the both of us quarrelling with each other.
we barely knew each other for an hour plus!

hilarious i tell you. and following that, i had to BEGGGGGGG him to lend me 10 bucks for me to cab to school.
stupid stingy mean pok. he refused to give me and nearly make me foot the bill!
we headed to this fashion. where he was so gay.
ohmy, seriously gay.

then mrt-ed down to orchard where we walked to herren to find his friend.
and walking down the stretch of road is OMG.
he was walking like some gay guy and i was behind him imitating him.
both of us were like walking and shaking our butts.
ask ying, it was so funny she couldn't stop laughing.

then i cabbed to school for drama performance.
drama was okaaay i guess.
went home super shagged and POM! slept (:
Time: 4:53 PM

love is in the air (:

met up with jinnie at around 7am.
mrt-ed down to yishun and blah blah.

played one game of pool. i think i need to play more pool.
it's getting horrible beyond words. i'm serious.

to khidir: YOUR SHI FU STILL ROCKS OKAY! hahah.


then A div bowling comps started. went ho hum :/

eye candy: please cheer up ): i know you are really upset about certain stuff. and i so wanted to go over and give you a hug to at least cheer you up. but i was scared. rah. please cheer up okay? it's alright. i'm sure things will settle down.

back to bowling.
ah pek improved alot (:
eric was ON FIRE!
tong hern was a bit bad.
monster was :/ sigh. i don't know. but i know he did his best.

ph went dead in less than 3 hours. cause i was talking to MR NOOB OCTOPUS over the ph (:
didn't stay back with the team to eat because i needed to meet ying.

watched choon fah eat then went down to cck.
met ying and then we mrt-ed down to marina.
we looked as though we were lost tourists cause we didn't know where to alight and what bus to take!
went to Victor's Superbowl.
the lanes were SUPER oily.
i didn't dare to swing the ball high cause i wil slip.
used house balls, house shoes and everything.
cause i didn't have my equipment.

met MR NOOB OCTOPUS. but he pratcially ignored me.
cause he was changing his finger inserts and everything ):
rah. left with ying and took loads of photos.
they are in her phone though, cause my phone was out of batt.

slept on the train home. and met ben near our neighbourhood.
talked to him and everything.
thanks ying for today(: you're loved darling.
can't wait to see you tmr!

bestfriend: please cheer up. i'm sorry i'm not there for you today when you were down. please cheer up girl. i love you.
Time: 6:14 PM

one word: tired.

i'm not going out with baby on sat.
sorry dear, but i've got someone more impt to go out with.
she's my dearest and i can't forsake her.

yes ying, this might be the last time you can go out and enjoy urself.
before the damn o levels.
i will try my best to make sat a fun day for you(:
it's surprising how we have been best friends for so long.

in pri school, we still weren't sure of each other.
quarrelling and not friending each other happened a few times.
but when we went to different sec schools, we learnt to treasure each other more.
like when i needed you when i am crying, you were there to comfort me.
no matter how busy you were.
and i was there for you when you cried too.

we've gone thru so much.
8 years is not an easy task. i love you.
as much as i love xintian (:

okay, tmr i won't be in school. then i will go home STRAIGHT and get some serious sleep.
sat i'm meeting ying to go out.
sigh, was talking to sam (02) today.
realised loads of stuff and found out loads of stuff about a certain someone.

i really need to think through stuff. all of a sudden, i realised my circle of friends has grown smaller ALOT.
sigh, what on earth is happening to my life?
like what justin said

'those who leave you half way in your life are not your true friends. you don't have to cry or feel sad over them.'
Time: 10:28 PM

these few days i've been feeling emo and tired.
and it still hasn't stopped yet. bah.

yesterday i was VERY tired throughout the whole day.
i couldn't even concentrate in physics which is super rare.
basically, i was just stoning my day away.
after school i got blue slip to leave and give sports meet a miss.
cause i had a bad gastric pain and headache.

went home and something happened on the way which nearly gave me a heart attack.
i'm serious okay. but i wont say what happened but gosh.
i was damn freaked out.

went home with clement while he taught me physics.
the questions which i missed out in class.
then we cooked noodles for dinner.
studied abit more.then he put me to bed.

1min after i was nicely tucked up in bed, my mum came screaming for me to go down and take my med 0.0
so clement had to tuck me in for the second time.
rahrah.

today was bad enough. cause somehow i'm still feeling very tired.
and on the bus there was this mad guy who talked so loudly to himself and kept shaking the seat which made me unable to catch some sleep on the bus.

i wasn't sitting beside him. was one seat away from him.
it's the kind of seats where 4 people can sit on.
the lady beside him was freaked out i tell you.
and i was seriously irritated i had to on my ipod to full blast.
so that i didn't have to listen to all his blabbering in dialect.

and here i am in school feeling damn shagged.
havent been using com at home already.
mostly is coms in school or friend's com, like now.
tonight i won't be using com again cause i will reach home only at 9 plus 10?
tomorrow won't be going to school.
gotta go safra early in the morning. yawns.
and squeeze with people on the train. sigh.

only good thing i can hope for is going out with baby to watch spidey on sat.
and hope his mummy allows.

with so many things to do and so many things to handle,
i won't be in a good mood for a long time.
so let me make friends with emo-ness and isolation now.
Time: 11:15 AM

still in a bad mood.
and i hate that girl from _______ and the nanyang JUNIORS.
.____. the ____ girl kept HITTING my head with her file.damn her.
i was sitting and she was standing beside me and her file keeps HITTING ME!
even though i was staring at her and everything it continued.

then came my nanyang junior (no i dont know who the hell she is).
she lost her balance and ELBOWED my head.
then WITHOUT SAYING SORRY, she turned away and pretended nothing happened.

i was damn damn pissed.
anw, i don't think the NEW math teacher is nice. neither do i think bob is nice.
whatever. hate it.
left class after math. had lunch.
and went to SAFRA yishun.

HOT HOT HOT GUYSSSSS! (:
even icelle agrees with me!
okay, the atmosphere there was like damn cooooold.
there were VJC, Innova, Millenia, NJC. did i miss out a school? :/

and we (juniors) were cheering seniors . and the rest were all..... quiet? o.O
damn scary. where's the atmosphere? ):
i still prefer bball matches where we scream and cheer like nobody's business.
bah, forget it.

after comps ended, jinnie and i cabbed away.
dropped her off at khatib then i went to sch.
the taxi driver was nice, he taught me lots of stuff.
and he charged me lesser cause he knows the fare was super ex for me (:
he taught me this:
' even if you are not going to church, it does not matter. what matters most is that you have God in your heart.'

after that, i chiong to drama. rahrah. i was sleeping while they were performing.damn shagged.
and an sms during drama made me sad.
made me realise alot of stuff too.
it made me feel that i should treasure the people who love me.
before i lose them. like how i lost one a few months ago.
one more a few days ago.
and today, i lost another one.

ended at 8plus.
then took bus home. where i cried.
i was really touched, thankyou so much.
no matter what, i will strive for your sake.
just like you strive for me.

met justin and talked to him. where i cried and everything.
but luckily he was there to comfort me.
to make me laugh. and smile.
i love you justin.
though you're horrible to me sometimes, you are always there for me these 4 years.
thankyou so much. i do love you (:

and i'm still not feeling good.
i'm going to cry over the phone later.
byebye world.
Time: 9:51 PM

sad.

pissed.

upset.

disappointed.

emo.

angry.

and any other negative emotions you can find.
won't elaborate and i won't tell anyone. only 1 person knows everything ):
and sigh, it's the one person i don't love. whatever shujun. you suck.

yes i know i suck big time. people hate me and for some shit reason.
i really cant be bothered anymore. sheesh.

i remember i always use to say this :
let the cold blade slice through the tender thin membrane.
let the red river flow forever more.







stupid. i've never been so disappointed and upset in my life.
and i shan't give a damn anymore.
since you guys don't give a damn too.
Time: 9:25 PM

it's been 3 days since i last posted. hardly had any time to post.

wednesday was training day. and it was really bad trainings ):
i really think i'm getting worse and worse and worse.

after training whole team (minus khidir and eric) headed down to j8 to meet the ip1s.
cabb-ed down though i think mrt would be faster.
had dinner there and reached home kinda late.
cause i met clement first then cabb-ed home.
which explains why i didn't have the time to blog.

thursday was shitty.
i was REALLY sleepy. after school signed up for enrichment.
then chiong home to catch some shut eye first.
rushed down to cck and met weilin and headed to yishun.
training was from 8pm - 10pm.
was trying so hard to study math before training. but i was too sleepy.

this training was much much much WORSE ): it was perfectly HORRIBLE.
rahrah. after training ended it was already around 10.30pm.
weilin's dad gave me a lift home and by then 11pm.
so i have no time to post again.


OH, YESTERDAY WAS THE BEST PART OKAY! READ THIS!
it was supposed to be half day. so yeah, after halfday (means at 12.30pm) we had chem make up lessons. after chem lessons, zhangli and i headed to the library to enjoy the aircon. only to find out that the aircon was not working at all -.- i tried sleeping okay? but it got REALLY hot that i woke up and told zhangli we have no leave the library asap. and ta-da, the air outside was much cooler.

thanks zhangli for staying with me till like 5 plus in the canteen. cause i was waiting for clement to book out from camp before i meet him. so met him and waited for him under his block while he got changed. i seem to be the guy here right? walking him home and waiting under the block for him to change. so stupid.

then we headed down to causeway point and had dinner there.
my gum has been hurting for 3 days now. and i can cry while eating cause it's really very painful.
and i nearly did cry yesterday. bah.
after dinner we walked about and i wanted to go pro trim to cut my hair.
but he din have enough money so ):):):):

oh, and for three days concec i've been having a DEAD phone by 6pm.
serious lah. it will die on me at that time. i really should stop talking so much on the phone during school time.
who calls me? don't tell you (: and no it's not clement.

anyway, weilong msg me saying he saw me. rahrah. he's my ex.
and he din bother saying hi.tsktsk. i waaaant to his his gf.HEH.
nevermind. OH, clement and i went to the euro carnival!
one token was like $2.50! and and we din have enough time so we only went to sit the ferris wheel.
it cost $15 for both of us lah! gosh.

this is the really fun part kay? clement has a phobia of heights. and so do i. but i'm not that bad lah. so when the whole ferris wheel was going up, clement got so scared he was holding the bars damn damn tightly. i was scared initially but after looking around, i guess it wasn't THAT bad after all.

thing was, clement's hand turned cold and clammy:/
which was scary. cause i was like turning around. looking around.
and i wanted to stand up but didn't lah.
while queueing up for the ride, he was like, oh shit oh shit. why did i say i wanted to ride this.
HAHA :D
and he promised that we will come back on my birthday celebrations to ride it again (: yay!

sadly to say, we din have pictures cause i forgot to bring my cam out and my ph was outta batt. so yeah.
and he sent me home, after i cut my hair at my regular hairstylist, Aloy.

me: what kind of hairstyle do you think is nice?
Aloy: hmm, actually this one quite nice. except that it's kinda messy.can help you cut it short at the top.
me: no, the top don't cut it short. i don't want the butch hairstyle again.
Aloy: how about your fringe?
me: uhh, what do you suggest?
Aloy: cut it shorter.
me: how short? (i'm kinda terrified of getting bangs)
Aloy: above eyebrows lor.
me: no no no! i don't want that short!

it was hilarious.
anyway, just came back from doctor's.
i've got a swollen gum and ulcer :/
bah.



THE INVASION OF BEARS :D aren't they soooo cute? gosh.


rachel's butt. taken by rachel herself using my phone -.-


ting and rach set this as my wallpaper .__.


zhangli insisted that i took a picture of her flower hair tie =.=


there's zhangli eating :D

Time: 11:47 AM

am looking through my old files right now.
found some photos taken in nanyang.
which is almost two years back. enjoy (:


after a 'amazing race comp'.


my guides partner from swiss. hey there fellow station master (:


such nice memories. with such good friends (:

this morning i NEARLY overslept okay?
In the mornings where i have to go to school, i set my alarm at 6am.
so RIIIIIIIIING~ at 6am and i will use 15 mins to get my body to start working.
at 6.15am, by hook or by crook, i will drag myself outta bed and bathe.

however today was different.
my alarm rang, yes.
but i NEARLY went back to sleep.
you know that your brain never works during the wee hours.
so i was thinking,
'what the hell is my alarm ringing so early? it's not even a school day! go back to sleep..zzz.'
after a few seconds...
'SHIT! today is tuesday. not holiday! there's school. aiyah, means i can't sleep.'

i was very very sleepy. had to drag choonfah's ball all the way to school -.-
then went for house affiliates meeting and blahblah.
dog and bone we won (:
won both our junior class and 02.

after which was MI. which made our minds more confused :/
then math which was COLD to the brim. whatever.
chem. lunch -burps. IH then chinese.
and the counselling. and LA drama practice.

I CLIMBED THE STAIRS TODAY INSTEAD OF TAKING THE LIFT!
(:
16 stories okay!
shujun rocks. HAHA.
i'm going to go running later. after my food gets digested.zzz.
Time: 6:04 PM

[edit]

rahrah, i came back only like 8pm ): zzz.
super sleepy. so i went for training. only to realise i forgot to bring my socks.
cause i wasn't wearing shoes. was wearing slippers instead.
went to training.-burps.

after training had a really long debrief which made me think about certain stuff.
reflect reflect reflect! there's going to be a bowling camp.
oh please oh please don't clash with YLTC ):

after training i had to drag choonfah's ball back home too.
which nearly took away half of my life.
on the train, wei ling was trying to eavesdrop to a couple's conv.
it was really funny okay. cause i was trying to lip read.
and could make out a few stuff here and there. rahrah.

had lunch at home. then changed my shirt and rushed out of the house again.
to meet up for project. only when dav called and say it's at 3.30pm instead.
so i reached 3 bus stops before KAP and got down.
walked aimlessly till i called ah xiong.

and talked to him lah. while walking to KAP.
in the end, my hp ran out of batt ): SIGH.
ohohoh! tide promised me that on my bday there will be a surprise! (:

tide: i promise on ur bday got surprise.
me: what surprise?
tide: on that day then you see lah.
me: but i've got training on that day.
tide: nevermind. still got surprise.
me: you're going to treat me to dinner?
tide: no lah. so old fashion.
me: uhh, you're going to bring me to the beach?
tide: that one more old fashion can?
me: uhh uhh, you going to bring me play arcade?
tide: that's for ahbengs.
me: ya what. you not ah beng meh?

crap conv. so i reached KAP and just waited for the rest to come.
look, i had this comfortable seat all to myself okay.
and i was reserving it for my group.
till...
two chubby --------- guys (i won't mention which sch) just came over and dumped their bags on the seats. one even dumped his bag on my BRAND NEW BAG!
i stared at them and they ignored me and discuss what to eat and left to buy their food.
i was like omfg wth? THEY DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO ASK!
i have a good mind to write to their principal to complain.
can't blame me. i've always disliked that school for many years. ROAR.

so effing pissed we had to change seats.ROARS AGAIN.
did our project till 7.40pm. and left in a rush cause everyone seemed to be rushing home.
except me of course. who took my own sweet time.
it's like, amanda's dad came to fetch her and ZOOOM they were off.
davina and zhangli took taxis in opp directions.
while i was the only who took my own sweet time and take the bus :D


ZHANGLI :D



amanda and dav.


i love my hair (:


isn't this retarded sign retarded? -.-

i don't feel like going to school tmr. seriously. i don't.RAAAAH.

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SHUJUN HAS GOTTA LEARN HOW TO GET HER BUTT OFF THIS COMPUTER CHAAAAAIR!
AND START TO MAKE HER WAY TO TRAININGGGGGGG!

gosh, i think i'm really very VERY lazy.
first things first,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYYYY!
yup, it's baby arnold's brithday todaaaay! and two weeks later it will be mineeeee(:
was talking to baby last night over the ph. and i was really hyper.
singing, crapping and making fun of him (as usual)
until...

baby: hey i talk to you tomorrow kay? (vibration sound in the background)
me: but but but wait, i need to sing you a song!
baby: (laughs and vibration continues) haha, okay, quick.
me: uh uh uh...
baby: aiyah! i talk to you tomorrow okay?
me: but i must sing this song TODAY!
baby: tomorrow lah.
me: is someone calling your hp?
baby: yeah, doug---- (im sorry but i don't know how to spell)
me: THEN GO PICK IT UP LAH!

baby: oh, okay. (and he talks to doug and doug wishes him happy bday and then hung up) so i talk to you tomorrow alright?
me: nooo! must listen to this song! are you ready?
baby: AYE AYE CAPTAIN. (laughs)
me: (laughs) OHHHHHH. who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
baby: SHUJUN SQUAREPANTS!
me: is hot and sexy and pretty is she?
baby: (silence and the laughs)
me: okayokay. here's the song. (pause)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO... STUPID ARNOLD!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO YOUUUUUU!

it was seriously crap. gosh, he's the first person what's more GUY that i sang a happy birthday song to over the phone!!! you better be honoured baby! well, training time.
shall post when i get home(:
Time: 8:20 AM