Again, another year has passed. The good times and bad times.
The tears I've shed, the smiles I've had.
Friends I've lost, dear ones too.
Friends I've made that's brought me joy.
Old friendship ongoing strong.

I don't think I'll blog tmr cause I might be home late at around 3am or maybe staying out till the next day. Depends if I catch the last train home?

Anyway, happy new year everyone.
I hope the next year will be fulfilling for all and also, happy 18th birthday to all those born in 1991!
You're only 18 once, treasure it! :D

ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Time: 10:18 PM

Muahahahahahhahaha, I'm like finally back into the blogging business already.
Mia-ed from the net, from MSN, from sms-es, from blogging for damnnnn long.
Geez, I could get use to this life man, seriously.

Anyway, past few days, okay not days, WEEKS, have been all right. Meeting up with my jie who just came back from the States and just went shopping with her at Suntec. At the start of the trip I was telling her I can't spend a cent cause I'm literally broke and at the end of the whole thing, I've spent about $80 on x'mas presents alone -.- Cause I realise LAST MINUTE that I was heading over to the boy's house for bbq dinner and I needed to get his family some presents at least. BROKE NOW AND I'M SO SAD ):):):

Other than that it was badminton today. Then I've been to the bowling alley TWICE in a row but bloody no lanes. Plus cause it's promotion period now so people will normally queue up 30mins-1 hour before the opening hours (trust me A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE WILLING TO QUEUE UP) and when the door opens, those @!$#@%@$#@$! suckers who came late just cut straight in front of the queue and rush to the counter to sign their names first on the list.

If it's not that, it'll be those people that come out from the lift, look around, spot someone they 'know', go there 'eh hello hello how are you' and just cut into the queue. Idiotic right? Stupid people wanna get good stuff wake up earlier la. But like they say, 'Early bird catches the worm'. Like real la. If that should happen I won't even be ranting here already. Zz.

Still there was the time I went with baby to the club with his family. Gym-ed with him then had dinner with them. His mum ordered some weird weird vegetable drink that was suppose to be (or rather is actually) healthy but I just don't like the taste. Not use to drinking herbal stuff and those organic food things. I can eat loads and mountains of vegetables I don't mind but not drink it =/ Had to force the boy to finish it for me instead and his breath stank after that I refused to stand near him and talk to him xD HEEHEE. But still, he should be HEALTHIER NOW RIGHT!

Hmm, what other things happened? Oh yes, I've finished my dress and so I'm starting on a buttoned collar shirt right now. Those kind people normally wear for formal occasions? Except that it is short sleeve. (Happy? Zzz stupid guy wanted me to state this down. ZZZ. Now he go emo already.)

Anyway, before I end off (I've typed pretty a lot at one go), I promise I'll be blogging at least once every two days from now on. Otherwise I'll get bored and the boy'll be bored cause he has nothing to read and I'm sure others out there wanna read something too (though I don't know why loads of people say my blog's REALLY INTERESTING to read -.-)

Oh yes, this specific someone (i won't mention names) say that people have been gossipping that my blog has EXPLICIT STUFF on it. Uh, like? I don't see any nude photos on my blog, I don't see any porn videos on it either (unless you get some rubbish pop up ad, and that ain't my problem). Neither do I say stuff like, 'OH TODAY WAS REALLY GREAT. I AND THIS RANDOM STRANGER I MET ON THE STREET HAD SEX FOR 8 HOURS STRAIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF ORCHARD ROAD.'

Okay, that was a bit far-fetched but you get the point. How many of you here think that my blog has explicit stuff, raise up your hands. Not like I can see anyway, but I still don't get it, in what way is it EXPLICIT? I've been harping over this matter since Sept till now. Geez, I'm such a no lifer. Emo kid =D

Oh, and I've also been doing loads of DIY stuff, besides sewing and such. I've did a mega huge 1000 pieces jigsaw and I'm still finding time to hang it up in my room. It's glow in the dark too mind you!
Plus, I've done up some really nice lamps (using the DIY set I bought from Thailand and I'm currently fixing the wires to switches and light bulbs from scratch k! Thank goodness I've taken Phy before so at least I won't screw up the whole circuit =/).
Up next will be designing my own clothes once I've learn how to cut out collars and sleeves and also getting ready my back-to-school neccessities. Like wrapping up notebooks, decorating them, making my own pencil box and all. I might consider making my own bag =P But there's no time. Ah wells.


And finally photos :D I've still got a few hundred more in my com so slowly dudes :D


The cabin.


Having breakfast in the restaurant on the ship.




The sea view while having breakfast.




On the upper bunk.


I.


LOVE.

YOU.

Belated X'mas and happy new year everyone! (:
Time: 6:13 PM

Back on Sunday morning, unpacked and met up with the boyfriend for dinner.

Monday supposedly going bowling but someone didn't wake up so it's GONE.
Just chilled out the whole day at home doing math revision.

Tuesday supposedly going to Batam for shopping but it just had to be spoilt but THE MUM so I went out to Vivo instead. Don't know if my parents went or not. My dad changed like S$300 for me to spend on shopping but hooboy, I don't get any now? I feel really bad cause both me and my dad really wanted to go to Batam ): Went over to his house for dinner with his family and just lazed around. Tiring okay! Walking the whole of Vivo and shopping for boxes and such at Daiso.

Today, went to bowling. Some idiots just jumped queue when they arrive late. And when others confronted them, they act like nothing happen. Pissing asses. In the end, didn't get a lane(cause the bloody lanes went to those who jumped queue). So went home, ate and catch some sleep. Headed to aunty sandy for lessons and I finished my first masterpiece :D HEH. Happy happy.

I know photos are long overdue. Soon it'll be up. I've been really drained these days, especially emotionally.


-It feels like a missing piece without your texts just telling me you're okay or a simple goodnight. Must we really end up on separate roads never to talk again? I miss you, I really do-
Time: 10:33 PM

I'm back at home already but not yet in the mood to blog. Have been upset the past few days. Crying nearly everyday and night, even tearing at this post.

I'm sorry to have let you down. Trust me this last time when I say this, all these time after we broke up, I've tried my best not to hurt you or make you sad. Just trust me on this. Ask those close to me and they'll tell you everything I do something with regards to you, the first thing I'll say is, 'But if it hurts him, I won't do it.' Many things I've given up just cause I didn't want to hurt you or make you upset. Only that you never knew cause I've never told you about them.

Read the lyrics of this song, it explains almost everything in a very very brief manner.

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it baby
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

So many things you've done for me.
So many things we've done together.
My whole room just reminds me of you.
Little things you've given/bought for me. Things we made together.
Memories of you tucking me into bed and kissing me goodnight, buying breakfast in the morning for me and waking me up, consolidating math notes for me when I found it hard to absorb, cleaning up my room with me, going sun tanning at sentosa together, playing basketball and having you always giving in to me.

A thousand million things that are so precious to me. 3 years, it isn't a short time I know.
Thank you.

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you
Time: 11:02 AM

Final day at the chalet today, will be leaving tomorrow in the morning.
Home sweet home at last. =D

Today's pretty boring. Woke up about 10+, went to hit the gym.
Then I went for a swim. (Yeah, I can't believe it myself.)

Seriously, I can't swim for nuts now. Geeez. Haven't been swimming since I was about 10 or 11? That's about 6 years or more. Haha. I think I was splashing about in the water more than I actually swam.

Oh. I'm sick of barbecues. I HATE COOKING THE FOOD. And I'm always eat semi-raw food. Ahahaha. Actually they taste quite good when they're only half-cooked.

Baby's upset. =(
She's having a really tough time right now, and I can't really help her much. Gah. But baby, just know I'm supporting you even if I'm not physically beside you. I can't wait till you're back. I miss you lots.
Another 2 more days till your return. Time really passes slowwwly without you around. I love you.

Argh. Lazy to blog now. The internet totally sucks here.

Nights.
Time: 11:59 PM

Baby,

I know this is easier said than done, but smile and don't think about your problems while on your holiday. They have resurfaced at a wrong time, when you're overseas, and I'm trapped at some stupid chalet. But I want you to know, that even though there is a few thousand kilometers between us, I'll still be there for you, supporting you. I'll be there supporting you mentally, even if I cannot be present physically. Stay strong, stay happy.

I love you.

I miss your hugs.
Time: 11:59 PM

To this special someone:

Thank you for everything you've done for me for the past few years. Your love, your care, your concern. Fetching me to school early in the morning, going for trainings together, teaching me in school, weekend visits every week, late night talks when you try to sneak the phone to your room.

For teaching me what true love is, for always lending me a shoulder to cry on.
(Okay, I'm crying in the internet cafe now like wth?)

You gave me close to everything.
I know I'll regret my choice some day but I'm glad I had you.
To show me what true love is.
Thank you, Clement.


For protecting me till now.
Time: 12:36 PM

Boooo!

I'm at the chalet right now. Just showered.
As I expected, it is EXTREMELY BOOOORRRING!

BABY, YOU POSTED!!
I love you too. =D
Missing you so much. Hope you're okay in Thailand.
And don't worry, I'm still updating your blog.
XD

Pretty tired today. Don't know why.
I ko-ed immediately after checking in the to chalet. Slept for about 2 hours.
Heh. =X

Everyone is sleeping now. I guess they're tired too. Haha.
My bed is amazing, really. Since there are like 8 of us (Dad, Mum, Popo, Sisters, Sisters' friend, Mum's friend and me) and only 4 beds, guess what? I'm sleeping on the sofa at the living room. Yay!

I wanna upload pictures, but I can't. Internet here is wayyy slow.
I'll blog more tomorrow. Kinda tired now. Haha.
Good night everybody!


HAHA! =D

4 more days!

I miss your scent.
Time: 11:59 PM

Hello everyone. A quick post from Thailand.
I love you baby and I listen to the recordings everynight (:

I miss the girls too and quickly quickly let's go out soon.
Presents are not bought yet cause there's not much shopping.

Take care and enjoy your holidays!
I'll back really soon. Just this coming Sunday!
You can text me y'know? It's normal sms charges for you guys and it'll be free for me unless I reply =D


XOXO,
ShuJun
Time: 12:37 PM

Heh. I'm having fun with my new Wii. =D
Been playing the most of today.
Played alone in the morning.
Played together with my sisters in the afternoon.
Then in the evening, my sisters were tired. So Daddy came back from work and wanted to play, then Mummy joined in too. Can you believe how pro Mummy is at golf? She won me. Can win me = PRO. XD

Baby oh, baby where are you?
Can you please don't go on such a looonngggg trip? I'm already past the stage of stoning. Gonna start rotting soon if you don't come back. Oh, remember my Christmas present!! (I know you won't read this till you come back, but I'll just remind you here anyway XD)

CHALET TOMORROW! (No, I'm not really that enthusiastic about it)
And none of my friends are coming. Some went overseas, some are "chalet-phobic". Well, then I'll be all alone. Even my cousins (that I am closer to) aren't coming. Yawnnn. Rot, Stone, Die.

Oh great, I'm having such a FUN time packing my bag for the chalet. Like SOOOOO fun. Geeeez. I don't even know what's the point of packing, really. I can always take a train home or something to shower and have a change of clothes if I really want to. So actually I don't need to pack anything!

Blah. I'm more or less done packing anyway. Haha. Then now Popo says too many clothes. AHHH! Heck la.

Chalet's gonna be boring. I'll probably be spending most of my time at the bowling alley I guess? Yeah, the chalet is at my club, which makes it even more boring.
Heh. On the bright side, there'll be lots and lots of FOOOOD! Yuummmmy. Mummy says that it'll be BBQ every night. Pray it doesn't rain, otherwise.. =(

5 more days till baby is back. Time does pass slowly without her around. And I can't seem to sleep for more than 4 hours everyday now. I'll sleep at 4+ and wake up around 8.

Baby, I miss you very very much. Don't go cruising already la. Come back home. Take the cruise bob up and down in the sea, where got fun? =X
But actually, I wanna go on a cruise too. Baby, you promised to go with me hor. Heh.

I love you baby.

I miss your touch.
Time: 11:59 PM

It's the 2nd day without baby here.

Boring. Got woken up by my mum around 8-ish. For no reason at all! Well, actually there was a reason.
Mum: "Eh, sleep properly." -tucks pillow under my head-
=.=

But then I drifted off to sleep again almost immediately. Heh. Woke up again at about 11 plus. Texted baby (I know she won't reply, but she asked me to text her anyway). Then went to look for food to eat. Couldn't find any. Grrr.

And guess what? HA! We (my family and I) went down to SimLim and got a Wii! Yayyyyyy!
Early X'mas present. =D
But the thing is, the money comes from my bank. Hahaha. But who cares? At least there's something to keep me occupied!

Heh. The shopkeeper was funny. We were like haggling over the prices. Then we were like complaining that their prices were more expensive than the neighbouring shops, etc etc.

Mum: "That side there controller only sell $85, you all sell $88, give us $80 can?"
Shopkeeper: "Cannot la. You see, we sell $88 included GST, that side there never include GST, then you plus plus plus also more liao."
Mum: "They got include GST!!"
Me: -nudges Mum- "I don't think they said it's inclusive of GST leh."

Another one.

Mum: "Total $900+. Divided by 3 (because me and my 2 sisters are paying for it), still $300+ leh. Can give cheaper?"
Shopkeeper: "You see ar." -presses calculator- "$9XX divided by 5 (my parents plus us). Wah, each person below $200 leh!"
Mum: "I and my husband not paying anything. They want to play then they pay."
=.=

Seriously super retarded. In the end we settled at $950.

Shopkeeper: "Okay la, tell you what. You see the price right, $980+. I give you $950. But you must pay me cash."
Mum: "Nets can?"
Shopkeeper: "Cash only. Nets still got 2% go to them, eat money only."
Mum: "Ya. Okay, where's the nearest DBS?"
Shopkeeper: "Across the road. Sorry ar, need to walk a bit. But if you want, you give me your PIN, then I can help you withdraw."

Hahaha. He seriously damn joker right. My dad seems to know them, that's why we bought our Wii from them.
Spent the rest of the day like testing out the Wii. Yup.

Another 6 more days till baby is back. Pretty long. Gah.
Time seems to crawl when baby isn't around. Everytime I'm with her, the hours just fly by like so quickly.

I'm so looking forward for the day she gets back. Then there'll be morning bowling sessions again. And afternoon study sessions (napping sessions for me though =X). BABY, COME BACK NOW!!

Heh. And I'm getting used to blogging already. It's actually quite fun to just type and type and rant and rant and talk total rubbish non-stop. =P

Baby, I love you! <3 <3

I miss your texts.

Time: 11:59 PM

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PICTUREESSS!

I.

Love.

You. XD


After lunch.

Okay, that's about all that I uploaded. XD
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And baby's gone.

Went to send her off at Harbourfront Centre today.

Heh. It was damn funny when we got there. I was taking the train there and she was taking a cab with her family because they had luggage to carry. We both reached around the same time about 1 plus.
Then she called, "Hello, where are you? I'm walking towards the McDonald's from the taxi stand."
"I'm outside Macs, I don't see you."
Then suddenly, her parents popped out of the corner and started pointing at me. XD

So we went to have lunch, and guess who we saw there? BRYAN POON! Of all people. Geeeez. He was having lunch with his family, after his church service nearby.
Then I didn't see him at first. Then baby was like, "Eh, look look!" Then I looked at Bryan's PSP (because I thought she was pointing to it), then was stoning there wondering what she ask me to look at. Then Bryan suddenly turn, and I was like "OHH!". Hahaha.
And he sure does make a lot of noise during lunch! Just hear him arguing non-stop with his brother or cousin (don't know who was that).

Baby and I camwhored for a while at the food court after our lunch. Haha. But I'm too lazy to upload the pics now. Shall do it tomorrow. XD

And then, it was time for them to leave. =(

We went up to the departure gates, and they had to queue to get their cards or tickets or something at the counter. So I queued with baby for a while.

Gah. Was freaking sad that she had to leave, for 8 LONG DAYS! But I tried to look happy, so that she would enjoy herself. BABY, must enjoy yourself okay?

The queue seriously moved damn fast. And not long, it was baby's and her family's turn to go through the gates. So I just stood there and waved goodbye to them. Haha.

Oh, and the Star Cruise guy wanted to give me a sticker. Haha. They all had this sticker to paste on their shirts/blouses/pants/skirt/etc so that the crew would know they belong on the cruise. Then since I was standing with baby, the guy almost wanted to give me one. I was freaking tempted to take it, but I didn't have a passport or ticket anyway.

So by the time she went aboard the cruise, it was about 3. Then I headed home. Texted her. She didn't have reception though. Then called her, texted her until about 6+ when the ship finally left, and she left Singapore waters. Gone for 8 days.

And so, I'm entrusted with this heavy responsibility of updating her blog. =D
And I'm pleased to say I'm doing it well, so far. XD
Or at least, I think I am.

Enough for today, otherwise I won't have anything to write tomorrow already. I love you baby. <3
7 more days to go.

I miss your voice.
Time: 11:59 PM

And baby will be gone in less than 20 hours.

I'm missing you already. =(
Time: 11:59 PM

Given that I've pretty much about 2 hours before the boy reaches my house, I shall take this time to upload all the photos :D I'm just done with math tuition so a bit brain dead so might as well do something that doesn't require much of brain power =P


During the bowling session on Ying's birthday (:







I'll leave the rest of the photos for boyf to update otherwise he'll complain he has nothing to blog about.

I'll be leaving tomorrow. Well the girls are gone already. Ting, Tung, Mok.
No internet no sending of sms-es. Boring to the max. Well, I'm thinking of bringing my GE book there to read plus a bit of my sewing stuff. Plus a bit of history and math to do. No choice ): Need to study while on holiday too ):
Time: 1:16 PM

And I'm finally FREE :D
Managed to finish the pair of shoes Jeffrey ordered today. Tsk, had to finish it in less than a week plus my sewing homework and all.
My dress is nearly done except for the zip which I can only complete when I come back from my cruise.
I'm leaving this Sunday!

These days have been pretty slack minus the early mornings I have to get up to go bowling at 9am o.O

Yesterday was Ying's birthday so yes, happy (belated) birthday my dear girl (:

I'm glad you like the pouch I made for you. Went bowling with Ying and boyf. Boyf went over to an ah pek's lane to bowl because that ah pek was nice to share lanes with us :D That ah pek's really really nice okay! He used to give me advice on how to bowl better last time and point out some obvious mistakes I keep making. Haha, so boyf went over to bowl and he was SUPEEEER pressurised cause the ahpek's good!

Anyway, Ying left after that to meet her boyf and boyf and I headed home to get our bags and headed for my sewing lessons :D That sleepy head was practically snoring away on Aunty Sandy's sofa and it's so loud I tell you xD We wanted to head down to Bugis but I was so tired we went home instead.

And of course, yesterday was also our 4th monthsary so yes! Happy (belated) 4th monthsary too!

The boyf refused to let me know what's my present in the black box all the way till night time. OHHH can kill him for the suspense I had to contain in me the whole day! Grrr. But it was really nice. a GLASS JAR WITH ROSES. Plus it's blue roses! Minus point though cause he didn't write me my letter. Tsk.

I'm late in giving him his present cause I kinda screwed it up a bit and I only have time to complete it only after I get back from my cruise ): Ohwells. Luckily he ain't pissed about it. Last monthsary's present was late too cause I got him a shirt (it was suppose to be two but they forgot one order) imported from U.S. and the shipping dates were late so yeah.

I'll have to upload the photos all into my com before I go off for holidays so most probably photos will be up tomorrow or Saturday. Yup, otherwise my camera memory card will be full even before I start cruising =P

Love is in the air this december.
Girlf is having fun with Korean guys in Aussie.
Girlf's lover is having a romantic time with Vboy.
Plus many more love love arrows here and there.

So spread the love and just tell you friends a simple 'I love you' this month!
Time: 11:51 PM

Life can be dull and it can also be colourful.
It just depends on you and the people around you.
Take a little time out now and think about those people who've made your life so much more colourful and interesting.
Then think about how many people you know has had their lives becoming more interesting and colourful after knowing you.



I guess it's been REALLY long since I've been frequently updating this little site of mine.
Been so busy sewing and painting and all I didn't really have the time, or rather the energy to blog.
Average sleep each day is almost close to 5hours I think? So I've been really exhausted.

For those who have yet to know, I've been taking sewing classes from my mum's friend and am still working on the basics of making a dress. Other than that, I've done simple altering, sewing here and there and all. Can't wait till she teaches me more of the basics like sewing sleeves and collars then I'll start designing my own clothes and sewing them myself.

So I can say byebye to online shopping where all the clothes are so common on the streets plus overpriced plus the sizes are all just so fixed. When I'm done with my basic dress I'll put the picture up here. Well maybe only(: It's nothing special but yeah, it's just for the basics (doubt I'll wear it anyway).

Plus I've got orders for shoes also and I've gotta get painting soon. Need to get 'em before I leave for my cruise this coming Sunday. Well, my brother says that there is no internet there so I guess my blog will be 'dead' till I get back? Unless someone is nice enough to keep it alive for me :D

I need to bring my camera out more often to snap pictures otherwise it'll rot at home =X Thing is, I haven't been going out lately. Just staying at home and sewing, painting, sewing, painting. Wanted to get a new lappy from the IT Fair yesterday but it was so frigging crowded we decided to go home. Ahwells.

Anyway the girls are off to holidays esp Sam.M. Ting and Tung are gone. Okay that sounded cute. HAHAHAH. Ohwells. I'm going to go off soon too for 8 days. Damn, I'm missing boyf's family chalet. So happens they booked it while I'm on the cruise. Ohwells.

Here are some long overdue photos. Retarded yes I know. Taken when we were at clarke quay.







Dare to sit? It's a capsule way up high!


Close up of the capsule.


G-max letting loose baby!


Both G-max and capsule together.
Time: 11:36 PM