& when the word 'sorry' really lost it's meaning.
& when tears just trickled down despite the promise i made to myself.
& when the heart will one day stop beating for you.

From 9.25pm till 1.10am, I waited. Close to 4 hours.
What goes on next? Fb.
Even when I was on the line with you, patiently waiting for your dad to leave your room.
What happens when you're finally free to talk?
Not even a single 'hello baby, i love you' or maybe just a 'hey baby, what have you been doing so far before I came home?'
Just silence and fb.
If that's the case, save me the waiting next time and I'd get some sleep.

I'm not being a spoilt brat here but at least, know your priorities?
If you really think fb is much more important to me, tell me.
Every SINGLE time you on the com, it's fb.
Even when the web cam's on, even when we're on the line.
Why not you date fb instead? I'm sure you can find a dating application there to suit your taste.
Together with a plus point, it's on fb! Isn't that great?

At least I know my limits and priorities. Even when I play poker, I'd normally stop to just talk to you most of the time, only with an occasional game here and there but still, my main priority is you. I may sound bitchy here but really, which is more important to you? If I'm having tuition/not on the line with you/not beside you, you can use fb and I wouldn't mind a single bit.

If fb really is your daily drug like how addictive gaming can be, tell me. I'll understand. I'll gladly cut down on talking time with you to let you use fb. With that time, I could do much more revision and both of us are happy.
So just tell me ya?

I'm going to change blog template soon. Or maybe the URL too. Still deciding.
Time: 1:25 AM

Is the education system really that bad now?
So much that I have this teacher telling me (or rather shouting at me):
"YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO ASK...BECAUSE I DECIDE WHAT YOU SHOULD ASK."

What ever happened to the MOE campaign where they encourage students to question "WHY?"
Are students to just get accept scoldings (and shouting in this case) from teachers without knowing the reason why?

So loud was his voice that boyf could hear it outside the classroom. If only he could be that loud during lesson time, we wouldn't have to strain our ears to hear what that "mouse" is speaking.

You don't come scolding me or even shouting at me. WHAT RIGHTS DO YOU HAVE? As a teacher? If you say I have no respect for you, I would have just walked out of class or shouted back at you. Don't try to act big when you just came into school, seriously.

Plus you asked me what I was doing during lesson time, so I said, "I was sleeping."
You said "and?"
All I said was, "Huh? How can I be doing something else when I'm sleeping?"
AND YOU HAD TO FUCKING SHOUT AT ME SAYING IS THIS HOW YOU TALK TO A TEACHER?!
FUCK MAN I'M JUST REPLYING YOUR BLOODY QUESTION RIGHT!

If you want to accuse me of something, PROVE IT. Did you even catch me red-handed playing games? No! all you did was saw the games screen on my handphone when I was sleeping. Does that prove anything? NO!

Plus, what ever happened to the fact that if a student says "sorry" for doing something wrong, the teacher forgives the person, especially if it is something so trival?

OH NO IT WAS LONG GONE MAN! GONE WERE THE TIMES WHEN YOU SAID SORRY AND TEACHERS WILL JUST SAY OKAY DON'T DO IT AGAIN.

This @#%#!@$ S.O.A.B just had to continue shouting at me, 'IS THIS HOW YOU TALK TO A TEACHER?! IS THIS HOW YOU SHOW RESPECT TO A TEACHER?!' C'mon la, you want me to show you respect, GAIN MY RESPECT DAMMIT! YOU DON'T RESPECT ME WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I RESPECT YOU! I didn't raise my voice, I didn't shout, you shouted first. So what if you're a teacher? Does that make you a superhuman who is more superior than all other human beings?

BLOODY HELL NO! So what rights to you have to shout at me? Yes you can scold me for all you like cause I admitted I was wrong and I ALREADY SAID I WAS SORRY! But you just had to go on scolding like there's no tomorrow, raising your voice and going on and on about the SAME FUCKING THING.

Plus I am only saying sorry for sleeping in class, though I think it wasn't fair for me to say sorry cause others who slept DID NOT get called up except me.
He said,"I'm not scolding you cause you were sleeping. Cause I know others were sleeping too. I'm scolding you for your game." BS. Even during lessons only you called ME to wake up and not the rest! Oh this is such a FAIR WORLD! Sense the sarcasm.

I AM NOT SAYING SORRY FOR PLAYING HANDPHONE GAMES IN CLASS. True I was playing it before lesson started WHEN THERE WERE ONLY 2 STUDENTS IN THE CLASS AND YOU HAVEN'T STARTED TEACHING. After which I just left the screen there as it is to continue after class.
Whatever you wanna say. I DON'T CARE. I'm not apologising for something I've NOT DONE!

And you shut your trap about my essay. I fucking passed it without YOUR help and you don't come and tell me straight "Next thing I want to talk about is your essay. You failed your essay right?" BLOODY GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING I HAVE NOT DONE! You didn't even say sorry. Screw off man.

You know what? I'm not going to REWRITE my essay just to make you happy. I'll only rewrite it if EVERYONE else does it. Otherwise. FUCK, ME NO REWRITE ESSAY!

Here's the thing:
- I forgot to bring my essay so he told me to hand in the next day while he went through the answers in class
- Handed in the original copy to him the next day
-Now he tells me, your essay is completely wrong. LIKE OBVIOUSLY?! I did it before you went through the bloody answers so you expect me to get all right?
-Asks me why I didn't write the correct answers down. Told him that if I did, it woulnd't be the original essay already wouldn't it? Told him I have all the correct answers on another paper.
- TOLD ME TO REWRITE THE WHOLE ESSAY WITH THE CORRECT ANSWER AND SUBMIT TO HIM.

I.AM.SO.NOT.GOING.TO.DO.THAT.
Don't be an ass seriously.
You want, just ask me for the answers which I copy down. I am NOT going to entertain you by REWRITING everything. Unless everybody else does the same thing then I'll do it. If not, FAT HOPE!
Got that?

It does seem I get into trouble with teachers, but I'm sure everyone of you out there have this kind of experiences before:

1) Apologising for something you have done and continue to get scoldings.

2) Accused for something you have never done.

3) Asked a teacher why you're being punished and get scolded just for asking/scolded for having an attitude.

4) Being singled out and picked on.

Tell me, who hasn't experienced this/these?
I'm sorry for the vulgarities here but
I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR YOU.
At least you got one part right in your totally bs argument.
You failed your GP is it?
Or did you cheat to pass?

Other posts I try my best to contain my anger cause at least the other made much more of a reasonable argument than this.

Ah fuck. Screw you. Screw this. I can't wait for A levels to be over. _|_
Outta this school man.
Time: 10:05 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
Headed down to Swensens for dinner with mum and dad.
Apparently my bro has an exam coming up which makes him can't even spare an hour or two to celebrate my dad's birthday.

Anyway heard the most retarded thing. Someone's after my boyfriend.
Apparently at NAG (a bowling competiton last week which the guys' team took part in), some SCGS girl secretly took photos of my baby and even put a heart frame on it -.-
Hey like if you have no guts to talk to him, screw off taking photos of him man.
Like seriously, gosh.

[since someone got into a bad mood after reading this section, i shall remove it then]

Maybe I am in an irritable mood right now. Can't blame me.
Having dizzy spells in school and headaches doesn't really help my mood.
Plus 3hours history test tomorrow with over 200 pages of notes to study.
THIS.IS.NOT.A.GOOD.OMEN.
Time: 9:43 PM

I told myself I wasn't going to cry over things you did already.
& I really didn't cry though it hurt so badly.
Ahwells, made me think about things so much last night too.
So much that ghostly figures and gory scenes starting popping up in my mind -.-
That scared the hell outta me so much I wonder how I managed to fall asleep.
Gross. Definitely gross.

On the side note though, FC finally called me at about 10.30pm after MIA-ing for about a few weeks (as usual).
Hahaha one of his first few sentences was, 'Well I'm going to talk to you for pretty long tonight.'
What a joke =P FC is one guy that has NEVER been able to talk to me past midnight.
& trust me, he didn't last long. He hung up 5mins past midnight. SLIGHT improvement eh?

So okay, we talked and crapped as usual. And we bitched about someone (heehee) and laughed our ass off. Talked about things that would never happen between us, like him saying if he breaks up with his girlfriend, he'd immediately ask me to be his girlfriend. Haha, I'm sure that would happen (note the sarcasm). That's what he's been saying ever since I first knew him about 3-4 years back? Well, he's made me feel loads better and he said something that really made me crack up.

"Eh why is it that every time I call you're always like quarreling with the boyfriend? Not good you know, cannot like that. Then I won't call you already, so you won't quarrel with him anymore okay?...(and a whole load more of rubbish which I wasn't listening to cause he sounded so funny in the try-to-act-serious-kinda tone)"

I suddenly feel so great having contacted so many friends again. Like really really great.
I need my old life back seriously.
Other than A levels, my next priority is to get back my friends and let them know how important they are in my life (:

& I just saw this. OH THE IRONY FC! HAHAHAHAHAHA!


Time: 10:30 AM

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE TAN! (:

Anyway, I've decided not to feel down already.
Or rather I'll try my best not to feel down.
I've got so many friends caring for me so I shouldn't let them down, right?

Right now, I'm just going to face life as it is. A level comes first.
Like what I told the boyfriend, once A levels are over, I'm going to stay out late at night (like 5am or so) or just randomly stay over at different friends' houses.
He didn't really like the idea of me hanging ut with a certain group of friends.
Ohwells, we'll see how.

Tired, it's been two tuitions in a day again. And I've yet to collect my phone from the repair service centre.
Time: 9:32 PM

Was there ever a time you felt so full of regret?
Or a time you really felt like being alone, no access to anyone.
Just me, myself and I.
I've been feeling this way for weeks or even months.

A facade. New word I've learnt how to use.
Going to school with a happy face, when so many times I feel so torn apart.
By various things happening around me, I can't help but be sensitive.
Friendships formed, friendships gone.
I don't even dare to ask the question "Hi am I still your (best/good) friend?"
Love... let's not talk about it.

Of course, the room is the only privacy I have, with the exception of my mum barging in time and time again.
And tears just flow, emotions run wild and I cry myself to sleep.
Hoping tomorrow would be a better day.
Teach me how to move on.

Like what Ying told me, 'If you've made a choice, stick to it and try your very best to make it the right choice.'
Time: 10:59 PM

Feeling accomplished yet guilty (for not studying much).

From a simple basic plain dress with just a zipper like this:

DON'T LAUGH! It's my first attempt in sewing clothes okay!







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To a pretty simple guy's shirt like this:







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To my CNY outfit like this:












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To my mum's skirt which I have no picture of...

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To a new skirt 'invented' by me without any help:





Btw, I just went to ASOS website and found a skirt somewhat similar in design of the top and back (not cloth/colour/pattern) selling for 60 pounds which is approx S$90-100!!! I seriously did NOT get my inspiration from here or anything. I just saw this today.



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And finally to this top I designed and completed within less than 2 days! Without any help at all!





I feel so proud man. Maybe I'll be able to make a gown one day. HAHAHAHA.
For now, back to books.
Time: 8:03 PM

Gah, my eye nearly died cause this small blotch of mascara got stuck inside and I couldn't wash it out and my whole eye was red. Geez. It's finally out though and I'm feeling so much better.
Mascara scares me now-.-

Yesterday night was horrible. But luckily I had Ying to talk to me and of course, my dearest sister RIGHT! :D He's going to turn 19 soooon :D:D:D Ahwells, I'm so sorry to my boyfriend having to put up with so much rubbish from me. I'm so so glad at least he isn't as hot headed as me otherwise we'd have broken up a gazillion times already.

Proud of him though. Today was singles for NAG and he did really well (: Average 197.
4 games so his score was like 165, 199, 201, 225. If his first game was 198 or something, his average would have been over 200 (: But still, he's good yea? Maybe pitting yourself against the small kids have some good points eh? Try to get into masters, baby!

I wish I could bowl that well. Nationals are just next month. Hooboy.
With A levels coming up and all, time is going to just ZOOM pass me this year.

And yes, finally photos! Decided to just waste some time to transfer all the photos into here.
Btw, I CAN'T REMEMBER MY OTHER PHOTOBUCKET ACCOUNT'S PASSWORD.
@%@#$@#%@$^%@$^ I have a million photos in that account and now I totally can't recall it.

Checked all my emails including clement's one for any notification but there aren't any! ohnooo, whose email could I have used?!


Trust me, he carries my Chanel wallet around as though it's his -.-


He can't wait to go to Hawaii.


Teehee.


The result from all the flour.




Chocolate not frozen yet.


Boredom during GP.










I look super bad here but omg look at Jin Xian's hair!!!!


@ NUS OPEN HOUSE.


@ The old supreme court house.







Made the skirt myself (the top is NOT joined to the skirt). Looks somewhat those that I can find on blogshops but hey! It's my first time doing up a skirt okay! With no prior knowledge or hands-on experience on drawing the draft. The skirt I made for my mum was with a huge van-load of help from Aunty Sandy including the sewing.

A much clearer picture of it when it comes out of the wash first. And when I get new buttons. One came off somewhere during the NUS Open House ):
Anyway happy happy me, I'm almost done with my next sewing project. Of course there are sacrifices, gotta spend the whole of tomorrow from morning to night studying my ass off. Literally. Cause I nearly spent the whole of today doing up this project ):
Set a limit, I'll only continue finishing up this project maybe on Sunday or something after I feel I've done enough revision :D

Ta for now.
Time: 4:27 PM

I'm trying so hard to hold back these tears and failing (obviously)
Just sitting on the train listening to this song, made me think of all the things I've done.
Till now I'm still unsure. Who do I really love? Deep inside, who is it I really need?
I have no idea. I know it's unfair to my current boyfriend, but I really hope he understands.

"Who Will I Run To?"

You were the one
Who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one
Who always wiped away my tears

When he hurt me you were my prince
Sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw
You were falling in love

So now I’ve lost everything
Cause now you say
You’re gone forever more
So who will I

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

You were the one
I took for granted all those years
And you were the one
I should’ve known
It was so clear

How could I be so blind
Not to see what’s before my eyes
I’ll get you back here with me
If it takes the rest of my life

'Cause I would give anything
'Cause I want you back forever more

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

I will gladly journey
Across the deep blue sea
If I could know
That I would have you here with me
I realize that I was blind
But now I finally see
I need you back here in my life
Oh baby can it be

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

Who will be there for me
Who’s gonna rescue me
Who’s gonna share my dreams
Who’s gonna mend this broken heart

Seeing my ex-boyfriend from 4 years ago at Penisular on Sunday wasn't really much of a good thing. He didn't recognise me, or maybe he did, we stared at each other for awhile before turning away. Next thing i knew, he was telling his friends 'I'm going to die of boredom here. Hurry and let's leave.'

Oh yeah, he's the same ass, who got together with me just to spite another girl he likes and try to make her jealous. That's what he says. Best thing was, I had to see him with that girl the same time I was going to meet him. And after we broke up, he said I was just a pawn. Pathetic yea?

I know how much someone else has protected me, loved me, trying so hard to keep me out of harm's way for 3 whole years.. Being rebellious, I refused to listen, got myself hurt time and time again. But what could he do? Nothing but just watch me cry and comfort me.
Why does it hurt so badly now? Is it because this time, it's him who's hurting me?
Oh, the irony.

Sure, now he's the winner, with another girl in mind, letting things go so easily. I'm just a distant memory to him, so vague, just a mist hovering in his mind, nothing less nothing more. & I'm the loser, not knowing what to do, how to move on, cause I've grown so reliant on him. No good morning texts, no good night texts to let me know he's safe and sound, no more of such things. I just can't stop crying dammit.

When I waved to you at the courts, from the same place I always stood while watching you train 4 years back, you didn't wave back.
Time: 10:19 PM

I know I know, still lack of photos. Thing is, now my lappy, my own PERSONAL lappy, has became the family laptop -.- Cause they traded in the PC alr so now my laptop becomes the family computer.
What the hell right? So it's downstairs and no longer in my room, where I used to have the benefits of time and privacy to upload photos. Geez.

I think I should be a left hander. Like seriously.
I dance with my strong foot being the left foot.
I do cartwheels starting with my left foot.
I do win arm wrestling with guys using my left arm.
And today, I'm told to bowl like a left hander cause I'm more accurate -.-

Anyway happy me, 2 out of 3 packages have arrived at the boy's house. Sad case I can't send to my own house cause my mum will make a huge fuss. I don't get it. My bro imports things from overseas amounting up to $xxx whilst mine is LOCAL and always less than $100, or even $50.

I'm currently so tired. Played tennis before bowling training. Totally drained now.
Think I shall try finishing sewing my dress by this weekend. Btw, my skirt's like FINALLY done with the buttons. Yay!

I'm so tired. Bye now. I need to catch up with friends so badly. Really need to ):
Time: 10:12 PM

Ripped this off Clem's blog.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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Ahwells, so sorry. I'm still lazy to upload photos.
Been on cold war with the boy yesterday and today. Geez, sometimes I really wanna strangle him to death. I'm serious.

So many things to do and so many things to settle for bowling.
Off to do work now.
Need.to.stop.spending.

Even if I'm spending, I'd rather spend on overseas goods. Much more unique also.

Time: 10:20 PM

I've got loads of photos but they're all in my phone and camera and I'm lazy to transfer them yet cause the wires are upstairs.

To this certain someone: If you want me to respect you, please show some respect for others first. Otherwise, shut your fucked up mouth you bitch. You have NO RIGHTS to reprimand me, what's more, insult me. Now screw off, spinster.

I've been studying almost 8 hours straight of math yesterday. Please clap for me. I did tutorials and ten year series. YAY! A level results were like omg. Seeing all my friends do so well I feel the rush to mug hard too. One of 'em got STRAIGHT A's okay! Omg omg so happy for him. I'm actually pretty happy for my old OG - Clement, Shi Hao, Melissa, Gerald, Kah Ho, Clayton, etc etc.
They did really well :D

P.R.O.U.D

I'm off to pack my room already. Then I'll start the mugging session.
Work hard for now and I can have hell of a time when I get a scholarship to overseas (I HOPE!).
Otherwise, I can have hell of a time in Singapore -.- as long as I get to NUS law faculty :D
Time: 1:51 PM

I know there's been a lil bit of lack in updates but well, I'm trying to update a bit here and there.
Just that training has stepped up to three times a week so that ain't exactly helping.

Mon - Lit consolidation (alternate weeks)/Training till 8pm
Tue - Math consolidation (optional)
Wed - Training till 8pm
Thur - Math consolidation till 7pm (compulsory)
Fri - Training till 8pm
Sat - Math tuition
Sun - Econs tuition

Gah and I can never seem to stay up in the night to do my work right now. I'll just shower and K.O on the bed. My back injury isn't healing. I just pray/hope/cross fingers it wouldn't hurt during comps. Cause normal training it'll hurt after about 15mins or so. Imagine competitions when it's like 3-4hours long. Gosh. I'd die a horrible death I tell you.

Trying my very best to catch up with school work. Though bad relations with the family, more precisely only the mum, doesn't exactly give me encouragement nor help me be more motivated.

Baby has been enduring my short tempers these few weeks and he's amazing. Never ever lost his cool at me but just waited till I cool down even though at times I feel like screaming at him for being so retarded. I love my boyfriend so muuuch. At least he understands I'm undergoing a hard time here having to juggle the cca and my studies evenly, plus my own physical injuries.

Talking about physical injuries, to add on to the pain on my back and thigh muscles, I've twisted my knee somehow. I know I'm amazing. Thank you. Now my whole left leg is totally in pain. And it's my standing leg for bowling. Die.

Please please let me catch up with school work. I really need to.
Someone give me the motivation to. I should source for inspirational pictures and quotes next time.
Time: 9:49 PM

I saw the back of someone who looked like you.
I thought it was you.
I quickened my pace but never caught up.
In the end, I never found out if it was you.
Maybe this is what they call "chasing after lost love".

I'm going to change my blog template soon. If I have the time, otherwise I'd ask the boy to help me cause he's faster in HTML (I think) though most probably he'll give me some rubbish template -.-

I had a dream of a phantom in school killing people.
He caught me and a few others and was about to set the explosives off to kill us.
And I was there thinking gosh, I haven't even turned 18 yet and I'm going to die. So wasted.
Then I subconsciously woke up and realised it's a dream so I went back to sleep keeping in mind to skip to the part where I'm suppose to die.
So miraculously I survived because I switched scene. Amazing right?
I survived and even found out who the phantom was, and even see him surrender himself to the police. What a nice ending xD

And please cheer/congratulate/praise/give me a pat on the back.
I passed my first math test in like 2 years? Or maybe 1 year plus bah.
Though 17/30 ain't good (Yes I know) but hey for someone who gets one digit/U grade always, it's hell lot of improvement.
Happy happy. And that blur boy thought I was AIMING for 17marks when I told him '17'.
Geez, someone smack him please. He even predicted that I'd get 16 -.-

Anyway I found out I'm pretty much losing control of my thoughts, my emotions and basically, losing control of myself. It's scary, sometimes I myself am afraid of who I am. Literally. It's not me, it's so not me. Gah, I need to spend more time with myself, pulling my thoughts and emotions back together.

Everybody changes as each day passes cause life itself molds humans to be different.
I changed cause of what happened in my life, but what I really want is to just be myself.
Be me, and not care about what others think or want me to be. Just, simple me.
Is it that hard? Well, I'm trying. Let's burst that ego everyone has and be humble for a bit.

Plus my family doctor gave up trying to cure my back already.
I've undergone laser treatment and acupuncture treatment. All to effect. In fact it got worse.
So I can only rely on really strong medicine to ease the pain. And when I mean strong, it's really strong. I have to take another tablet to protect my stomach cause the medicine is too acidic already -.-
Time: 9:37 PM

I'm glad, so thank you.
You can't imagine how much I'm smiling right now.
You're horrible to the very end, that makes things easier for me.
So thank you very much.

So much that right now I can say 'whatever, l****'
Time: 3:03 PM