raaah.i cried.
after today, i realised i am no longer the shujun people in my primary school knew me as.


ive changed so much.
in character.gosh.
even joel said i became more emo.

and i really cried after that.while just lying on my bed.thinking about my pri school days.
it hurts.
even clement says i need a few more yrs to mature.
wth? time's never on my side.and it wont be this time.

trust me,sooner than u expect.im gonna give up on smth really impt to me.
or mayb someone impt to me.
VERY soon.


and piece of advice to others out there.
being in a HEALTHY relationship is NEVER stressful every single day.
it's relaxing.so yarh.

Time: 10:57 PM

oh oh oh.today was like omg so fun! and really touching.

first we started off the day as usual.went to take bus with clement.
then it started raining super heavily and got caught in the jam.
and i was trying to finish my physics on the bus.
DRAWING GRAPHS ON A MOVING BUS.hmm.not bad.yeah.
then i got motion sickness for awhile so i stopped.
and i recovered and started taking pictures with clement.HEH.

then while caught in the jam i realised that if sch started at 7.40, we wer gna be LATE!
cause i looked at my hp and it was 7.33 and we were still not nearing school.
so i called mr eng.he said if we were late we needed to call him.
it went like this:

me: hello mr eng?
him: i am caught in a traffic jam.
me: OH! im also caught in a traffic jam.yah.i called to tell you that i will be late.
him: it's okay.nevermind.

BLAHBLAHBLAH.
hahaha.yeah.so i went to school and continued my physics.
clement seriously know how forgetful i am lar.
he brought his pencil case and calculator cause he knew i was gna do physics.
heh.im not THAT bad.at least i brought my stationery.
but forgot my calculator :/

anyways we din have aces day.cause raining.then we watched performance.
ignis,terra,solaris and lignum were in the hall.
areius and aqua were in LT5.

first was the IP 'choir' people.
though andy, chien siang and arthi arent from choir.

yeppp.then council concert.
which i think annabelle (i forgot how to spell her name) really is a SUPER GOOD emcee.yeah :D
there was a fashion dress show too.and here are the photos and videos.

MR CHRIS HO AS MR.INCREDIBLE!

after that i think it was all.yar.so i went out of school with zhangli cause i had no idea where clement was.and while waiting for clement on the other side,i was talking to zhangli.
and clement made me miss countless of buses while i waited for him.
but he was super nice and made up for it by accompanying me back to dazhong.

yeah.though he made me cry on the bus.
cause i guess maybe i was too unreasonable but that doesnt mean he had to be so fierce.
ohwells.i hate being with people who has MAJOR exams.like gfsklnkdsnfkifew?
sheesh.raaah.nvm.so yeah.we took to the bus stop outside westmall then we changed bus to go my pri school.

they only allowed us to go in at 11 i think.yarhh.11am-2pm.so yeah.was outside talking to mostly my juniors.cause the snrs and my batch havent arrived yet.then we went in.and waited for the rest to come.

i showed him round the school and took pictures.it changed alot.really.but still the memories linger.
and here are the pictures of the school!


SCHOOL BBALL COURT!




CLASSROOMS!




GARDEN!




OUR CLASSROOM!


after which, CLEMENT GOT SUPER BORED ALRIGHT?
uhhuh.he was like want to sleep want to sleep le.

till he played bball.with cheltton, wengyew they all.hahaha.
super funny.
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT CLEMENT CAN DUNK???!!!!
wahahaaahahaha.everyone was like WOOOOAAAHHH~
nahahaha.super funny.i took videos of them playing bball.but din take him dunking though):

yeah.its sentimental lar.
seeing all of us grown up and changed.
but yeah.almost half of the class came back x)
so we went taking class pictures.
and we went back to our class and sat at our places (except someppl's position changed cause there were fewer seats) and we took pictures in class!
its super sweet you know.the memories.
and we eached signed on the whiteboard and took pictures of it.raaah.
i wanna be back in primary school ):



our signatures on the board!
























AND NOW CLASS PICTURES!






FAIZ IN THE LIMELIGHT!
































and kim weng kinda brought back memories of who i really was.
cause at the bball court he started being super rude to me and i LITERALLY shouted at him.
and clement got shocked.
he was like, what's the matter with you? what's wrong with you?
i seriously did shouted.and it felt like the old me once more.gosh.
that seriously felt great.it's been super long since i scolded bad stuff in chinese and dialect?
IT SERIOUSLY FELT SO LIKE THE OLD ME WHEN I SHOUTED.

so that's how i was last time.i really couldnt remember how i was like you know?
i only know i've changed.changed to someone i myself dont know.

raaah.best part.
when i left school with clement to send him to the mrt station,i saw alvin.
i was like OMG!
and he turned to see me.then i turned away.then he also turned away.
then i turned back and he turned back to look at me too.
im like
WOAH! i actually fell in LOVE with him last time.
in case some ppl dont know.
alvin was my very first boyfriend and i was his first girlfriend.but things didnt work out between us cause we had communication break down.yeah.
and he's grown so matured and so much more....handsome...
im serious.
the last time i saw him was when jogging round the neighbourhood.
i couldnt sleep for nights lar.

now im wondering does he recognise me?
we din smile at each other though.
i was seriously shocked okay?
though we had eye contact.somehow i felt he recognised me.
or mayb he was thinking, 'who's this siao girl who keeps looking at me?'

but clement said, 'how can he forget you lar?he was ur bf leh.'
true...but it's been wayyy long since we even TALKED.
last time everytime i walked past his house i felt so much like knocking.
but i din.raaah.nvm....shant brood about it.but one point.
HE IS SO OMG FREAKING AFDKNFDSFSKLFES SHUAI AND CUTE.
can never believe he was my boyfriend!

nevermind.it's over.so yah.
back to today.we (chongying, xintian, cheryn, yi jia and me) went to macs to eat and like have time tgt?
PICTURES! (we hardly are able to go out as a group tgt like this and i look super bad.i am super tired and wet cause i stood in the rain watching them play bball)

























XINTIAN'S SAUCE OF ART!





anyway this is our p6 teacher ----- MISS LIM!

















then G4 (yujuan,jieying,jiaying and fangyi) came tgt with the guys and we occupied one whol corner of macs.hahaha.but they came when we were almost through eating.so we left first.

yijia went off with her brother.
cheryn and chongying went off to shop and save.
tian and i went back to my house.
it's nice spending time with tian you know?
as in not lesbian lar.but as really best friends.
we've known each other for so long.we were always there for each other.
it's rare we could spend at least an hour tgt just talking about stuff and looking at photos.











yeaaaap!

Time: 7:31 PM

today was NONSENSE DAY!
heh.
it started out in the morning when cs just stood at the bus stop and stone.and i asked, why arent u taking the buses? and he say first one no aircon.second one very crowded.
then i was like.uhhhh.
then he said no lar.its just that i forgot which buses to take.nahahahaha.then we took umm.171?
yeaaaa.then i kept crapping with him.hahaha.and and and suddenly i was like,'uh oh.what if this bus doesnt go to ccab at all? o.o'
heh.super funny lar.our conv.
yeah.then we were talking about grass being roast pigs and parking lots being full etc.
damn crap.

yeahhh.then swimming was super super fun.
denise din murder me today.
instead she mudered our instructor by crushing her thumb.
HAHAHAHAH!

yupyup.mmm.blahblah.yarhh.
I HATE BOB LAR.wth.i did my work.and he made me redo.
with the other choice being stay back after school to do.
wth? just cause i lost my papers.
cause i did them on rough paper.then i only brought 1102 cause i forgot today is 1103.
then i was like SHIT.raaah.shujun doesnt like him AT ALL!
he can go call my mum.i dont care.

then la was FUN too.full of nonsense.
blahblah talk about giving birth.
and super funny.hahaha.

oh then we had sex ed talk.
and i was telling lakshmi that she is making me go CRAZY with all the WAVES going in one of my ear into my brain and out of my other ear and it was making me go crazy.then i said i was going to tell clement to tell japeez to stop msging her.
then i said 'I AM GOING TO TELL CLEMENT....'
when suddenly sam turn and look at me.
im like SHIT.then she started laughing.cause i think that at that time they were talking about something STD or what then i said clement.
i was like, NOOOO! sam its not what u think and i started laughing.super what lar.

yeahhh.then after school i went to library to find clement with me green towel and i blindfolded him with it.hahahaha!yup.then we went home.and once i stepped out of njc charlene came! gosh.i was like talking to her and halfway across the bridge when clement told me 852 was coming and i was like uhoh.i gotta go!
AND CHARLENE THAT POK REFUSED TO LET GO OF MY NICE NICE TOWEL AND I MISSED MY BUS ):
raaah.i still could have made it.but she took my towel again )))):

hurhur.yeah.so shujun declares that today is NONSENSE DAY!!!! x)
tmr im going back to dazhong.wooooooh.PHOTOS! im gna charge my cam now.
MUST RMB TO BRING.hahahahah. (:
Time: 10:58 PM

happy happy me (:
nice nice earrings (:

but afngklnfsklnfsdsf! i spent like 38 bucks on just 2pairs of earrings?
RAAAAH! that was meant for my shopping?
LOUISA I AM SO BROKE NOW.

sad sad shujun ):
oh oh oh.but they are nice.SERIOUS.look! PROVE! hahahah.







this was last time.not the ones i bought.






THESE ARE THE ONES I BOUGHT! nicenice x)




Time: 7:51 PM

it hurts so much.
just thinking that the times we had together meant nothing to you.
and they meant everything to me.

and now i feel so dumb.
to believe that i wanted to wait for you.
and to believe that you would remain faithful.
Time: 10:04 PM

i de-skinned the prawns x)





MY SOFT SHELL CRAB








my nice nice prawns





FOOD!








DADDY AND ME (:














SUSHI!





arent these nice? (:








CUTE!





hahah! beggers at plaza sing! with eugene singing to get his money :D





clement and i making funny faces cause we were so bored while waiting for my mum.


























ACTING CUTE!





MY SHOES AND HIS HEAD x)





GERO AND ME acting cute :D








OMG! isnt this bus cute? x)
Time: 9:52 PM