today is sat? o.o
raah.i mugged math last night.and i nearly died.
and nearly cried.cause my bro was so relunctant to help me.
so i told myself im not gonna ask him.
im gonna depend on myself so i kept doing and doing over again.
then from like 9 questions i dont know, i only left 2!

but still i din ask my bro.i asked clement today.yeah.
then let's see.i tried revising bio.but im like huh? o.O
really blur liao.so i stick to math.today i need to finish MA1102.
by hook or by crook.even if i dont get to sleep.yeah.

last night i did till super late.then francis called me.
talked for awhile and my mum took my hp away.bleeh.
so i continue studying till i slept.

morning was super weird.
mum came in and said she and daddy were going out alr.and korkor will buy my breakfast.
i was super sleepy i just said orh.and went back to sleep.
then korkor came in and mumbled a whole string of things.i was super blur and i took 5secs to say huh? his words were something like 'eh i never buy your breakfast cause i dont have time already. i need to go out soon. so later when u wake up you go get your breakfast.like macdonalds or something.then get back the money from me when you come back.' imagine you being so sleepy and u have to absorb so much info.wah.i was like =.=

but yeah.i was too lazy to get up.what's more i wasnt hungry.though i only ate one meal ytd?so yeah.continue to sleep till 11? then i woke up and called francis.cause he called me but i din pick up.and we talked till 12 plus or 1?cant rmb.then i was still stoning.i was the only one at home! what do u want me to do? yeah.then i went to macs to buy my lunch.and came home and ate alone so miserably ):

hahah.then yeah.i called clement to ask math question.i dont know but my mood isnt good to him.it's just a sort of feeling u cant help it.then he was asking what happen and i said just do the math question and after he taught me he asked again and i said go do ur work and hung up.raah.

yarh.then i mugged math again.till mt papa called.he's going to raffles place to meet his GAY friend x) nahahaha.i dont know.im so sick.been sick for like 2weeks plus?dammit.
oh.my daddy said dec hols we are going to taiwan ytd.then suddenly my bro say change to thailand and hongkong.then now my daddy says taiwan only.cause hongkong is ex.raaah.

ohwells.im gonna mug nowwwww.MA 1102 HERE I COME!!! and mayb if i can i will do MA1103 too.though i hate it.and mt papa is going to call me at 10pm :D
and MAYB francis will call after midnight.yeah.
i wish clement can talk to me more ): feel damn neglected okay?
Time: 5:12 PM

hello hello everyone! it's NINE MONTHS ANNIVERSARY.
yepp.hahaa.and i had to ask clement what day it was and he said happy nine months.raaah.
so PIG.nyheheheheheh.ohwells. just gonna say I LOVE CLEMENT (:
i think he's like damn freaked out lar.all of a sudden im saying i love him so many times.
and suddenly am being so nice and happy to him.
i seriously think that there's something wrong with me.hohoho.
i guess old wounds wil never heal.in fact there's really smth wrong with me.
to say i love him.WAHAAHAHAHAHAH.

alright that was mean but yeah.i was like super duper sweet to him last night alright?
i think so.at least compared to how i treated him last time, this is a BIG improvement.yepp.
raaah.im going on a diet.yes i am (:

ohwells.clement is a pig who thinks he din sleep enough.like hello?
he can go die and become a pig.omg, i cant wait for hols to come.
SO MANY FUN STUFF TO DO.life doesnt revolve around love (:
life revolves around FUN! x)
im gettin freaked out now.EOYS is in 11days time and im super damn screwed.
i havent started revising.no joke.im damn serious.
and i know how dangerous its gonna be for me.hai.i hate studying.

and i so wanna talk to C______.bleh.but she's studying and dating.raaah.shall only disturb her after her exams.yeahhh.and i so so wanna meet up with CHUA XINTIAN AND GOH CHONGYING.ii missshh euu guyz alort lehhxx.wannnt tuu goo outt with euuu.muaaackiexx.t

alright that sounded damn gay.but wth.dont care.
THIS POST WILL BE EDITED WHEN I GO HOME.ALL EDITED PARTS WILL BE IN ERMM.PURPLE :D

yay! i'm at home now. and im going to start posting.okay.eugene and my study plan FAILED.hahaha.we din study in the end.yeappp.then francis called me and i talked with him all the way from school till i reached home.yeah.i think we talked for almost 2 hours?shrugs.i was alone at home anyway.cause mum and dad at expo booking tour tickets or smth.yeah.they say we are going taiwan? o.o

sheesh.i better stop spending unneccessary money alr.yeah.then i went down and OMFG! i saw asfa! he's one of my ex lar.and im like WOAH.i seriously couldnt recognise him.cause i was thinking EH where have i seen this guy before? until i rmbered him! omg.he's damn damn hot now! hahaha.

yeah.then i went to cut my hair and the uncle was nice to me as usual.heh.after he finsih cutting,he helped me comb nicely and said, 'wah,chio lar' and i laughed.damn funny.yepp.he damn stylo.but he smokes.and he smoked before he attented to me i think.cause i could smell cigeratte.yupp.

and i went to buy my dinner.i feel so relax in my neighbourhood larh.i went down in like just my school shirt and shorts? haha.and my school shirt is like super big and long.but i wasnt the only one wearing like this to buy food.my junior from pri sch was also wearing his school shirt and shorts.damn funny.note that the shirts are not pe or what.it's UNIFORM.heh.

yeah.then went home and korkor msg me asking where we were going for hols and i said taiwan but not sure yet.blahblah.and clement called.thanks alot for making me cry huh.if u seriously do that after your A levels, dont expect me to talk to you and you know what will happen if i dont talk to you.

okay.im going to mug now.though im super sleepy but i still need to mug.GO ME!

Time: 2:45 PM

im going to be a good girl who loves her boyfriend (:
HEH.CLEMENT! be happy to see this (:

but he's a bad boyfriend who is not replying his girlfriend's messages.
OHOHOH! im like so excited in making his 1year present!
but i cant start until exams are over.

AND I HAVENT STARTED STUDYING.damnnnnn!
im so so screweeeed.howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow?
oh no oh no.
but i still love clement :D

that's what this post is about (:
and i think it's 92 days to 1year? sorry but i lost count! <33
Time: 9:00 PM

THIS POST HAS BEEN EDITED (:

raah.just came home and had a good long talk with C_______.yeah.im so glad things cleared up and i cant wait to go on our double date u lovey dovey girl.i know u love me more than him(: heh.

okay today i din wna go to school cause my head was throbbing like mad.was suppose to wake up at 7 but my dad woke me up at6.15?and he left my room without switching off the lights.i was too sleepy to get out thus resulting in headache.very bright okay? yaarh.but still i went to school.

hmm.as usual i took bus blahblah.and was stoning lar.then i reached school and stayed with shanti and rachel at the grandstand.the whole school looks so empty.bleeeh.

and after assembly our class played dog and bone against 05IP04 i think.sorry but i cant rmb the class.and we lost.yeapp.then chinese.which was complete flop.yarh.we are suppose to do compre but i always anyhow do thus resulting in finishing fast so i continued on my designs.yeah.

then went to have lunch and blahblah.im staying back after school cause lakshmi's gonna teach me chem and bio (:
raaah.and LA cher wasnt here so bob took over.
trust me it aint nice AT ALL.

BOB: shujun do u know how to continue?

me: (pause and gives answer)

BOB: why are u so uncertain arh? it's correct. then how do you continue?

me:(pause and gives answer)

BOB: shujun arh.u continue to be so uncertain i will keep calling u until u are confident enough.

me: (wth look?)

raaah.note that the pause is cause huiting was telling me the answer.thanks laopo (:
yeah.then i just stoned throughout.having no idea what he was saying.
cause he asks me question and he says the answer out himself.i see no point.

hehhh.then anh helped me draw nice designs too! omg.im so jealous.his designs i can take 40 mins to draw? and he took less than 5 mins.tsk. I AM SO JEALOUS.

yeahhh.then i took the same bus home with charmaine till westmall.
it was super crazy lar.cause we went to the door and waited for the bus to reach a stop then three YISS guys were like "xiao jie...etcetc." then "xiao jie byebye!" then i turned and stared at them and all three covered their faces.and i kept staring then they put down their hands and started laughin.im like wth with charmaine?then they started again.till before we alighted a few heads turn to us thanks to them.sheeesh.

and i took the same bus as ermm...zul?fazzley? and some other malay guy i never know his name.hahah.and we were just crapping.their my lovable primary school mates (: we get along super duper well :D

OHOHOH.and jiayi i know u will be reading this! i know i know i know.we are gonna have SO MUCH FUN during hols.nahahahaha.ask cong if she wants too! it's been super duper long since i saw her.yeappp.and u bad bad girl.tsktsk.hahaha.NEVER GO SCHOOL.nvm.i still love you (:

omg.i was taking my afternoon nap just now when my mum tried to wake me up.prob with me is that once i take a nap i never wna wake up.yeah.so i din bother waking up.and my mum kept naggin into my ear.in sec1 or 2 when she nag i will wake up cause very irritatin but now im used to it so i continued to sleep.then she was like 'eh someone's calling ur hp' and i always love my hp alot so i went to check it and i saw her giggling im like 'EH go and die lar.' then i turned the other side to sleep.and she kept bugging me to wake up. i said dont want.and she said she really will pour water on me. i told her she wont cause we just got a new sofa set and it's damn ex.hahah.
then she took on cup of water and stood infront of me.i just ignored her.then she go sprinkle water on me.im like EHHHH! then she laugh and i smacked (those kind of playful smack) her twice.

then she went back to the kitchen to put back the cup of water and came back to hit my leg twice cause she say it's fair.im like anything? so i continued sleeping.and she cheat me again.saying someone was calling me.then i din believe her.but she said there's a red light.which means it's true. then i woke up to get my ph when i realised it will be her calling my hp.and i smacked her again.nahahaha.it took her half an hour to get me up? actually i got up only because i wanted to continue my designing.yeahhh.that's why.

but my mum ahhh.tsk.very noisy.dont let me sleeeep.zzz.
Time: 3:07 PM

i got this survey off tammy's blog.yeah.just feeling bored so yup.here it is.

Dream Guy Survey

Hair Color: nahahah.be like mine (: i can help him dye too x)
Eye Color: raaah.not black?cause it gets boring when u stare into it.
Height: obviously taller than me! hahah.but its so damn hard.
Six Pack? umm.if ure skinny, six pack not nice.HEH.
Facial Hair: uhuh.no no.
Long or Short Hair: depends on the face lar.some guys damn cute with short hair.as long not botak can alr.
Glasses: uhh.contact lens better =x
Piercings: can but not too many.dont make me jealous cause im allergic to piercings.
Scars: aaahhh.scars from fighting or what?
Big Bushy Eyebrows or Straight Hairs: Straight hair? not rebonded lar.but nice and soft.heh.
Chest Hair: -shakes head
Buff or Skinny: raah.not too skinny nor too fat can? o.o
Straight Teeth, Gap, or Braces: straight teeth like mine(: hoho.im thick skin.

Personality: really really fun to be with and do crazy stuffs with me without caring about ppl saying we are crazy.and of course have loads of surprises!
Funny or Serious: FUNNY! but when i talk to him about certain stuff obviously serious lar.
Party boy or Stay at home: party boy as long as im with him.or else he is GROUNDED at home.
Should he cook? OF COURSE.get my dad to teach him.
Should he have a best friend? yeppp.if it's a girl,hmmm...
Should he have a lotta girlfriends: GIRLFRIENDS-NO! girl FRIENDS - yeah.cause i got alot of guy friends too!
Outgoing or Shy: OUTGOING! i will die if he's shy.
Sarcastic or Sincere: sacarstic can.but go overboard he DIES.
Should he love his mother? YA. or else his mum will be thinkin i teach him bad stuff.
Should he watch chick flicks: uhh.uhhh.if he can watch then next time i go to the streets or beach to watch hot guys.
Phone person? YEPP. cause i cant go out everyday. and talking from night to the next morning is SWEET.

Would he be a smoker: NO WAY. cause i cant stand smoke lar.
Would he drink? if it's once in awhile can.he can buy me my drinks too! x)
Would he swear: raah.who cares? i swear too.and we can go swearing at ppl tgt!

One or more girls at a time: TSK. this case, he's no longer my dream guy.
Call you hunny, sweety, baby etc.?: nahahaha.abit errrrr.but still v sweet(:

Would he pay for dates: raah.if he call me out for a surprise i pay for what? hahah.unless we both wna go out. i most prob pay it myself unless im broke.
Does he kiss on the first date: uhhh.hand and cheek i guess so?
Where would you go to dinner: as long its not hot. i hate heat alot.i'll rather freeze to death.

Bring you flowers: YES.hahah.
Write poetry about you? uhh.as long as it's not like 'you look as cute as a monkey' or smth like that.

Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: YES! of course. nobody should be left out from something fun!
Would you hang out with him and HIS friends: if he doesnt mind yes lar.but if it's going out to erhh.fight? NO!

When he hugs you, where are his arms: on his head? hahah.obviously around me.or else what is called hugging?
Will he walk you to the door at the end? yepppp.
Holding Hands: yarrrrh.
Hugging Quickly? uhhh.uhhh.
Short, Sweet Kisses: uhhh.uhhh.
Neck Kissing: uhhh.uhhhh.
Forehead Kissing: can lar.but i will feel like im a small baby.hahah.

Random

Would he Play...

Soccer: uhh.okay lar.
Baseball: no.
Basketball: OF COURSE!
Lacrosse: what's this?
Water Polo: yeahh.but the shoulders will be damn broad i gueess.
Surf: yes.we can go surfing tgt.
Skateboard: umm.i dont know.
Snowboard: can we even SNOWboard in spore?


Does he..

Sing? if he can it'll be damn fun(:
Play Guitar: yeppp.
Play Piano: uhhh.i'll rather he take the guitar and sing and i play the piano :D
Play Drums: YEPPP.
Clean his room: after that he can help me clean mine. JOKING!
Paint, Draw, Sculpt: paint and draw.sculpt, ehh.we can sculpt tgt.
Writes His Own Music: hahah.SURE.he write his, i write mine (:

Calls Other Guys: why not? i can call other girls too.
Boxers or briefs: boxers? anyway it's not like im gonna see him in them.so not my prob.
Use the word dude: im dudette x)


Quiz

FAVOURITES
Color : hot pink, black and white.
Food : uhh.hokkien mee and poatao-based fo0d! (jiayi's bound to know this fact)
Songs : westlife. i know their an old band but still i Ytheir songs.
Movie : dont talk to me about movies.i get sad):
Sport : basketball, shooting(?), roller blading and cycling at break neck speed and getting a fractured collarbone again.
Day of the week : TUESDAYS, FRIDAYS and weekends.
Season : i like winter.cause it's cold.but spore doesnt have them.ohwell.
Ice-cream : CHOCOLATE!

CURRENT
Mood : bored and bored again
Taste : medcine and plain water
Clothes : snoopy shirt and army designs shorts
Desktop : uhh.my bro and my photo?
Time : 12.46pm
Surroundings : tv, com, fan. and my hp just rang.
Annoyance :

FIRSTS
Best friend : tian! ying! cause they were my best friends since p school.
Crush : alvin? hahah.
Movie : i cant rmb!
Music : pianooo music.

LASTS
Cigarette : no first how can have last?
Drink : umm.i think it was in june?
Ride : on bus 11 (my legs) when i went to see a doctor
Movie : singapore dreaming i think
Phone call : hmm.jer? i think.cause i din pick up francis' call.
CD : listened to is blink182. bought then i cant rmb.

HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends : haha.nope.i'll rather stay as best friends.
Been arrested : im a good lil girl :D
Skinny-dipped : innocent me dont know what's that.HEH.
Been on tv : uh uh.
Kissed someone you don't know : wow.go up to a stranger and kiss him?TSK.no way!

THINGS
4 things you did today
-sleep
-eat
-see doctor
-msg clement

Sounds you can hear right now :
my mum nagging at me for being sick.

Time: 12:12 PM

my pastor just sent me this msg. i dont know why but he's been sending my daily messages.
i found today's one super meaningful. yeah.
1Thess 5:18 In every thing give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.

i dont know how on earth am i gonna give thanks to that tagger.
but like one part in the bible says 'forgive thy neighbours'
alright.whatever happened like 15mins, i shant bother.
as in i think forgiving really helps a person.it helps to have lesser things weighing you down.

if people hates me, what can i do?
go over and strangle them and say they better stop hating me?
nah, i cant do that.or i'll be sued for physical attack or smth.
i just need to know that God loves me.
He loves EVERYONE. till he sacrifices his life to save and redeem us.

i sound abit like jiayi here.but yeah.
i realised God was always there for me.
but i took Him for granted.
im gonna pray and talk to him everyday now.
u cant trust people.
but u can always trust God.cause he is your refuge.
Time: 8:32 PM

people choose the wrong time to come and provoke me. taggers get your damn facts right before u tag.if not dont tag at all. and damn bloody hell use your name.i've fuckingly repeated this alot of times in many posts.if u never see then use your own manners to tag nicely and STATE YOUR NAME. or dont u have manners at all?

continuation of today's post.i was in a happy mood till i see that damn tag.im leaving it there.cause i dont scold ppl for no reason. and THAT is the reason.pkay.back to point.
i cabbed to amk.im sorry denise.i thought ur school was at yishun.thats why i kept askin u to go yishun.hohoh.yeah.then returned her her uni.

and took lunch with clem.then we bus-ed back to nj and change bus.yeah.then went home.
i slept all the way since i came home.cause i was feeling super super giddy.yarh.
and im not in a good mood at all. NOT ONE BIT. if i offended anyone BESIDES THE TAGGER, then im sorry. to that tagger, u insulted me first. not my damn problem.

oh oh oh.i was so giddy i knocked my head into stuff 4 times today.
FIRST: i knocked my head on the dangling handrails of the bus this morning when i got on.
SECOND: i knocked my head on the dangling handrails of the SAME bus AGAIN this morning when i got down.
THIRD: i knocked my head when i was trying to shift into a more comfortable position when i was in the cab.knocked onto the hand thing on top of the window.
FOURTH: i knocked my head on the corner of the window ledge of the bus when i was going back to nj.

Time: 7:40 PM

raaah.in class not goin for lunch, thus i shall use this time to upload photos i should have uploaded long ago.

MENTAL REMINDER TO MYSELF: REMIND RACHEL TO BRING HER CAAL FILE AND COPY ANOTHER PERSONAL PARTICULARS SHEET AND ALSO MY TWO GUITAR BOOKS WHICH SHE KEPT FOR DONT KNOW HOW LONG :/

yup.anyways mr eng is in class also now.so yarh.better make this quick.
oh and im feeling super super sick today. woke up in the morning and i fell over on the bed again.cause my head was spinning like mad.lay there for 15mins? then got up again or else i will be late for school.then walked to the toilet nearly hitting walls and doors. then went back to my room and lie down again.

had to force myself to pack my bag and go downstairs to take my daily med and go to school.
met clement at interchange.SORRY i had to dump my bag on you.
yeah.then we got on the bus and i knocked my head against those stupid dangling handrails.
and when i got down the bus i knock against them again and banged into one of the poles while walking to the school gate.

raaah.i straight away lie down when i reached grandstand.was super super giddy.
yeah.then i had to drag myself to the council room with clement to learn the flag thingie.
and after that i dumped my bag to clement while he helped me carry my files and bag to parade sq.yeah.thanks alot.

then now im feeling giddy again.if bob comes and disturb me during math, i think i will scream at him already.dont come provoke me when im feeling sick.sheesh.no connection again.wth.raaah.
and eugene is saying that im listening to emo songs.then i change to blink182.and he said EMO...EMO ROCK.tsk.

i always thought that we will always be the like that together.but somehow maybe it was meant to be like that? my friend told me, i've gotta let go of the old one before the new one will appear.but what happens if i already gave my heart to you? i trusted you to hold it but instead you dropped it.not once but twice.what do u want me to do?

i dont know lar.it's ref to someone a long time ago.not to clement.although i still wanna scold clement.he dropped my heart countless of times lar.hahahaha.









(((: my daddy says not to post his pic online but who cares :/
Time: 11:08 AM

ahh.finally my bro's laptop can load this page.yeah.i will just type a quick post before i sleep.
was listening to my westlife cds when i heard the lyrics of this song.its damn meaningful to me.
somehow.and after i heard till the chorus, i just cried.ohwells.jer is gna call me an emo kid but i cant help it alright? here are the lyrics.

I can't sleep. I just can't breathe
When your shadow is all over me, baby
Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes
Cause what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say

I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you

What would it take for you to see
To make you understand that I'll
Always believe
You and I, can make it through
And I still know I can't get over you
Cause when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say

I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby, I miss you, I do

Cause when our love always fades away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you, I miss you, I do

yeah.thats all.my bro wna use.tata.
Time: 10:44 PM

raahh.need to go bathe and study.im feeling super bloated now but still have to force down my dinner later ):

okay.basically i went to sch alone.
and i felt everything was so peaceful.just there listening to my music like what i always do in sec1 and sec2.
and i just sat there.so quiet and nice. (:
i guess it's good to be single and alone at times.yeah.

then i was thinking about this 3 words: I LOVE YOU
i wonder what did it really meant to me in may.
not saying anything but to everyone, what does it mean?

hahah.im too young to now the meaning of this anyway.
oh and my mum is considering buying me a hamster again.
my old one died a few years back and i was super sad ):
even though i never managed to carry it cause it bit me.yeah.

my mum: if i buy you a hamster, you are not to have a bf.

me: OKAY!

mum: clement also cannot.

me WHY?

mum: tell him to come back when you're 18.you're still too young.

me: hahaha.wait till i tell clement.i say my mama dont like him.

mum: i never say i dont like him lar.just too young.

me: do i still get my hamster?

mum:no boyfriends first.

hahah.damn crap.then clement called me and i told him my mama dont like him.so he go away.NAHAAHAHHA.so i can have my hamster! x) AND I DIN KNOW CLEMENT'S HOUSE GOT HAMSTER.im like wth? when he told me.
i only know got fish.ALOT of fish.but i never see hamster before.raaaah.

anyways i went to school alone.then sat at grandstand with my class ppl.
it started to rain.they started screaming. ESPECIALLY rachel who screamed and ran all the way to the canteen.super funny.

yeah.then mr eng called me.saying we were suppose to be in the LT alr.hurhur.
so we went.and blahblah.mr heah was funny during lect.as usual.
mr heah was like teenagers are in the middle.
too old to play with barbie dolls and too young to go disco.
so where do we go?
STAY IN NJC AND MUG! ahahha.damn funny.

yeah.then break, math and IH and GC.
it was okay lar.then suppose to have lunch.
but thanks to jer, i had to skip lunch for nothing.TSK.

raaah.yeah.then after that i stoned throughout lar.
cause my mind really wasnt thinkin.couldnt sleep the whole night.
blehhh.after sch there was chi lect.
but i couldnt go cause i already had an appointment.
so din go.

then jer kept hurrying me.and i hurry hurry then he suddenly say no need rush.
i screamed at him lar.hahahaha.
but we bus-ed to jurong point.hahah.
then mt papa called me.and we started talkin in chinese to see whose chi was better.
the whole conv was super funny.HAHAHAHAH.
cause we couldnt talk without putting english instead.hohhooh.

then we reached jp and i nagged at jer till he finally let me eat first.
cause i din eat lar. nahahaha.and as usual he stole my fries and chicken skin.
hohohooh.
yeah.and he bought a rabbit! damn cute. 70 bucks.hehhhh.
black colour.damn hyper.jer better take photos of the rabbit.
it's super cute.

im told my mum i wanted to get a rabbit.
she said NO.hahaha.i say rabbit lost then easier find.
she was like NO.nahahahahha.

yeah.i took mrt home.super sleepy.
and i have no idea where clement died too.
i havent seen him since thursday!!! )):
but im gonna see him tmr :D and wed.that's all.
raaah.REMINDER TO MYSELF.
cab to denise's school tmr.
cause im bound too forget lar.
REMIND ME SOMEONE!
Time: 6:20 PM

rahahhahahhaha.im like so super duper dont know what to do.
im suppose to call jer now but im kinda lazy to move my butt and get my hp.HEH.
and james is in SP 0.0
he still owes me bday present.so does jiekai with my bag.and jialong with 3yrs bday present? :/

hurrrrr,i dont wanna talk to clement.cause he's an egolistic pig! hohohoo.
look on the left hand side under WANTS or smth.i dont know.
EGO clement ought to go and die.

dont like talking to him.cause i always end up wanting to throw smth at him.hohohoh.
and he's so damn freaking RETARDEDDDD.and francis is hopelesssss.
tsk, i cant comment on him and his gf but raaaah!

and jiayi just said hi and leave me alone.HMMMPH.not fair.
and i cant mug durin weekends.cause weekends to me are breaks.
but i need to mug.
but just feel like sleeeping.how?

i so feel like MURDERING some ppl but i cant.heh.
cause im be going to jail.tsk.and jail is not nice.
oh i talked to alex (klock) ytd.im super happy he agreed to be best friends.
as in i really dont like to ruin a friendship just cause i dont wanna patch or smth.
but yeah.im happy he accepts me as his really good friend :D

and i still havent replied mt papa.uhhhohhh.heh.cause my sms is like HIGHHIGH EXPLOSIVE!
and he never call me.so too bad.wahahahahhaha x) im evil yes i know.should i call jer now.im still too lazy to get out of my bed.

fine i just took my ph.2 unnamed num called me.i bet my life is the stalker.
i havent been updating on him cause he makes me puke but yeah.
he still msg me like HELLO. hoping that i will accidentally reply his msg or smth.but im not THAT blur.yeah.i mayb blur and msg back.but not to stalkers.
im SUPER alert on that.gosh.he's freakingly scaring me.uhhhh.

im too lazy to dial the numbers.JER CAN YOU CALL ME SO ALL I NEED TO DO IS JUST TO OPEN MY FLIP PH AND PRESS ONE BUTTON? :D

im just basically crapping lar.have no idea why am i stoning here.and i need to go boonlay tmr.
and the on tue im cabbing to denise's skul to return denise her uni.SORRY BABE!:/ feel super duper ultra bad.

oh no, im running out of topics to crap now.lemme think of smth.hmm.
i dont know what to say already.
hhahaha.buying pencil boxes for me is good :D
cause me being a money saving person (my foot!) i use pencil boxes as my wallet too!
hahahah.everyone who knows me will know that larrr.
when i use my pencil box as a wallet, people who wna borrow pen or smth will just take it and i'll be like EH THAT'S MY WALLET! and i'll take out smth else, maybe the type of pencil cases that cant be used as wallets and say THIS IS THEN MY PENCIL BOX! ahhhah..

jiayi and andrea used sweet wrappers as pencil boxes last time x) damn cute.
and i miss ah ma )): raaah.i so so wanna go out with her.
and my voodoo doll is becoming dirty.
and i still havent fixed johnjohn's hand.

i told clement im gna buy a voodoo doll and poke it.hahhaa.
then he say as long dont poke the face can liao.HAHAHHAHA!
cause his face already damn bad le.
he say can poke his butt though.NAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
when i see him on tue i will bring a needle.
i'll rather poke the real person than a doll! muahahahahhahaha.BEWARE!

yeah.clement is nice.he said he will treat me as a baby.
and he said babies cant retaliate.
YES THEY CAN.I WILL BITE YOUR FINGER OFF THEN YOU KNOW.ehhhehehh.
but i think im spoiling him.hohoho.
kioko and i were talking about our bf.she and her bf have been tgt for 3 yrs.
and she said guys when they are tgt with you for super long, they tend to treat u for granted.
I SO SO SO AGREE! yepp. that's why nowadays im always scolding clement.
hahaha.for fun basically.and he doesnt treat me seriously.TSK.no fun.

his six-pack (idk hw to spell) is turning into fats.due to lack of exercise.who caresssss.
nahahahahahah.someone help him grow taller can??!!!! pull him stretch him or whatever u can.
or maybe i should use the esio trot story.HEH.
and i can treat him like a tortoise :D and feed him lettuce and water.
but who's gna be the kind soul to buy alot alot of clement for me? :/

RAHAHAHAHAHA.nonsense me.i think i should call jer now.im like 45mins late in calling him.HEH.but before that i shall go call mother nature first :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Time: 6:03 PM

alright.i shall just type a short post.i went to study ytd but stoned in front of the com.
jer called. and i took 45mins to realise what he was trying to tell me.
im not WOLS keh.tsk.

and hongming was about to teach me chem when i needed to go bathe and go out.no choice.
then went out with my parents.was meeting my bro at chinatown for dinner.
saw benedict.yeah.
daddy and i were making a fool of ourselves on the train.
ppl staring at us but who cares.i love daddy (:

had dinner at chinatown and went to shop for my clothes.
mum refused to buy shorts for me so i got fed up and said i'll buy them myself.
but daddy being my nice daddy paid for me last min.yeah.
i love daddy loads!

then kor and i left for esplanade.he said he will go shopping with me next time cause i needed a jacket but mum refused to buy again.yeah.then we went to esplanade and sat down.
watched the show forbidden city.during interval kor was nice and gave me 50 bucks to buy the cd.and yeah.
after the show he told me to walk faster cause he wanted to get a taxi.and im like wth? i cant.
he asked why and i said im wearing heels.
and he gave me that look and say see lar, ai mei(vain) then like that.
and i smacked him.

we managed to get a cab.funny thing was both of us were on the ph since we stepped out of esplanade till we went home.yeah.i think the taxi driver was pissed? heh.
brain waves.woohooo.yeah.

then i talked to clement for awhile bfre i got kinda really pissed and upset i hung up and went to sleep.until 12pm today.heh.

96 days to a year (:
Time: 3:18 PM

i feel so PIG!
heh.i slept at like 8.30pm?after talking to clement i pratically died lar.
yeah.then i woke up at 10 plus pm.
wanted to study, but my mum told me go back to sleep.hurhur):

so i went back to sleep until 10am today.HEH.
damn pig lar.sry jer din pick up ur call.was zzzz.
later going for shooting.daddy's going with me.
and then goin for forbidden city with my korkor.yepp.

i feel super sleepy.and i wna mug.
tsk.francis was like why the sudden change in you?
clement ask also.
and dont know who else ask.tsk.
cant i mug? hehheh.

i dont know.when i come back tonight then i blog again.
yawns.im really sleepy.daddy say that i slept too much.
tsk.im really tired lar.
i even slept during the la test.zzzz.

oh no.what time does the range open?o.o
bleeeeeh.i think i will go sleep on the sofa.
till later (:

OH NO! range is not open today.cause there is competition tmr ):
so they need to set up the range.TSK.
i shall go back to sleep then.hohoho.
goodnight world.EHHEH!

and jiayi can say hell to me!
u pok so long never talk to me ):

97 days to a year :D
Time: 10:36 AM

98 more days to one yr `love

yeah.let's see.
hmm.i over slept.
mugged till 12am last night.
jer din call so i slept.
and my mum came in at 5am.
for dont know wat.
and i overslept till 6.30am.

tsk.but still on time :D
then blahblah.chem is WOAH.
i dont understand.
okay i understand the explanation parts and stuff.
formulas....uhoh, cannot make it.

then im happy i know matrices.
although i never learn before and i missed two lessons.
but i still know x)

yepp.then chinese was okay lar.
and lunch i stayed in class using com.
cause after lunch is free period and huiting say i better be there.
if not bob murder will murder her and she will murder me.
so i stay in class :D

yeah.then bob was late.so i went to toilet with xuemin and i saw him walking towards me then he was like after u go toilet come back to class arh.
so i took my own sweet time in the toilet and was walking super slowly back to class till xuemin had to DRAG me to class cause i was taking super long to walk.

then i reach class he was teaching rachel so i stood there for 2mins?
and i gave up and walked out of class to 03.hahah.
then sat there watching video.
AND WHO KNEW THAT HE SUDDENLY COME INTO 03!!!
and he was like 'shujun.'
i pretended not to hear.
'shujun!'
`tralalalala.im in my own world.
'SHUJUN!'
'huh ya what?'

then he ask me go over lor.then i said i did his math but dont know how to do basic identitied and he tell me not to miss anymore lessons and come to sch.
monday im going to meet him for consultation.if that makes him feel better.tsk.

then LA we had test.50 min 15%.
yeah.i did it before 40mins and slept.
din know it was 15% until the test was almost over.heck lar.
and i dreamt of huiting collecting class fund from me!
hahaha.see lar.traumatise me.tsk.

then SPIRE was funny.at least with rachel.
i kept wanting to shoot the rubber band at her and she kept screaming?
and saying no no no pleaase.dont want.
and huiting say she protect her cause i wont dare to hit her.hahaha.
then rach kept moving so huiting cant move with her cause she was typing.
i dont know.i still shot her anyway.
felt super bored.still havent told gero everything.hai......

clement go die.now at bedok?
and he ask me go there study.wth.

anyway after sch on the way home francis called.and we talk talk.
then clement called.so i told francis i call him back at night or smth.
then i came home dying.
and francis just called me.im having my dinner now.hohoho.gna call him at 6.30pm.
that's what he wants.ohwell.tsk.and after that im gna mug mug mug! :D:D:D

tmr im suppose to go shooting with clement.but since that sdlfknweiofnw is in bedok, i shant care.cause actually huiting suppose come my house study.but i dont know if she can.ohwell.RAAAHS.i wna go bowling with huiting! <3> ):

Time: 6:07 PM

raaah.instead of being unhappy over trival stuff, why not be happy?
instead of looking at ppl's flaws, why not look at their good side?

no one is perfect.
and no one does not not have a good point.
be happy (:

99 days to one year <3


NEWS UPDATE!

Teddy bear found with a semi-detached paw in ShuJun's room.

A teddy bear with the name john john has been found lying on the bed of ShuJun with a semi-detached paw. The owner is beyond grief but our reporters have found out that this teddy bear has been with her since young and the news have been a devastating blow to her.


The attacker is known to be a 18-year-old guy called Clement Goh Wei Ming.
According to ShuJun, she was chased out of her own room while he closed the door under the impression of wanting to do something secretively.


He then left the room and told the owner to find something which was hidden.ShuJun being unable to find the item then forced him to tell the truth and she was horrified when she found out that he stuffed her darling teddy bear's paw into the ring! Upon returning home, she was grieved beyond words when she saw that john john's paw was already semi-detached!


Police are now trying to arrest the attacker - Clement Goh Wei Ming. He is last seen to be in white singlet and basketball shorts on thursday afternoon on the way home. Anyone with information please call the hotline at 1234-5678. And the owner wants to tell everyone out there, 'TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR TEDDY BEARS BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THEY WILL BE ATTACKED!'

Time: 5:49 PM

alright.mum setting timing for me.
i just came home and she's giving me 15 mins to type what ever i want.

let's see.last night.i mug till 12 plus?
yeah.and i went to sch today.
was on the same bus as ching wei.
and this guy sitting opp me had eyes looking like _______ so much i kept staring at him.
hahah.not exactly the same lar.
cause _______ has eyes that are really ____.
but shrugs.

yeah.the bus journey was HORRIBLE.
stop move brake screech stop move brake screech!
tsk.i was almost dying when i reached nj.

yeah.everything was okay i guess.
in chi i din talk much to cs in the first hour or so.
only towards the last part i did.
somehow he was tired i guess?
and i was in no mood to talk.yeah.

then break i stayed in class while clement called me.
then la. and maths.
for once bob din come nagging at me.
well as in he still did.
but din nag at me cause i din do my work.
not my fault.i din know what we had to do.

hello? i din go to sch for like 2 days?
yeah.then he nag about me missing school.
DO YOU REMEMBER THE TIMES WHEN YOU DIN COME TO SCHOOL AND YOU MISSED ALOT OF LESSONS AND YOU DIN MANAGE TO PASS YOUR OVERALLS.
alright he din really say like that but that's the gist.
i just stared at him and said i did pass.
and he said i didnt.who cares.
that was last sem module.
not this sems.

then mi lect i sat with jer and reuben.
found out some stuff.
and i think im gna talk to someone about what really happened.
hai, true colours of ppl.
dont worry laopo, im here if u need me.
screw phones.
you can come and visit me the old fashion way! HAHAHAHA x)

yeah.then told lou some stuff.
anyways sam, dont pangseh me.there's alot of things i need to tell you.
but mum wants me to mug so i cant call you.
and im waiting to tell you on fri know?

oh and the great news is that i passed math.
alright i have to admit the paper was simple lar.
topics were sets and venn diagrams and functions.
i din reeally revise sets and venn diagrams cause its simple.
maybe for me it is casue im better with pictures than words.yeah.
i got full marks for that question.

then functions made me lose my 4 marks.
i seriously blanked out when i saw need to draw graph.
i suck at using gc lar. hai.im gna mug math later and finish bob's math and chem.
need to hand in tmr.
and my math got 11/15! not bad leh.
heh.im used to getting one digit.

i showed my mum and she was like is that mr eng's math?
im like yeah.and she said no need to see alr cause i do his math okay.
and i told her you can never see me pass bob's math.
hohohoo.

anyways.after school went with charvi to bbss.
saw jeffrey playing soccer.
and i called him and he was running on the field like 10m away from me and talking.
and i forgot i have no outgoing.DAMN IT!

yah.then went over to yewtee.ate my lunch and went to this center (idk if im still a member but heck) to mug.
clement taught me chem.
im still not THAT sure if i know.
but i'll try.
yeah.then i came home.

sometimes i wonder about life you know.
sounds cheem huh?
heh.
it's like if u actually stop what ure doing for a moment.
let's say ure on a train/bus, and observe the people around you.
you can learn alot of things.yepp.

anyways love you gero (:
thanks for being me CARRIER.heh.
treat u tao huay tmr.
but idk if i wna go down for lunch ):
Time: 5:19 PM

clement just told me it's 265 days we are tgt.
im like you count for what.so waste time.
and he says it's cool to countdown 100 days.

FINE! i shall write here.

100 days more to one year anniversary.

dont say im not nice hor.and he said that mayb on our one yr anni will be the first time he give flowers.
trust me, he will FORGET.
he say will give on vday, never give.
will give on my bday, nvr give.
tsk.HOPELESS LAR!
ohwell.gone caser larrrrr.

I GIVE UP CAN!
and i hope he can come on sat.go shooting with me and my dad.
yeah.and teach my math and phy.
and i think weekend i gather all my doubts.
and book appointments with teachers next week.

yeah.study study.
and i will tell my mum to let me sleep at 12am.
just for one month only.
i can do it!

Time: 10:23 PM

tsk.stupid eye infection.and my shooting sucks lar.
my hand still trembles like shit when i shoot.
even clement could see that.

my second target was good.but it went hay wire after that.cause my shaking got worse.
and i was standing beside this uncle who kept shooting near bullseye.
im like PRESSURIZED?
but he was nice.making sure i shot correctly.yeah. other updates on the other link.

and stupid eye infection.make me do nothing but sleep.
my studies so gone case.ohwells.
time to be like PSLE.mug like hell now.

everything seemed so screwed up.
but im glad jer was understanding :D
means alot to me.
every little thing ppl may thing is unimportant may actually mean alot to me.
yeah.thanks to everyone.

and clement makes me frustrated.came to my room.
chase me out of MY OWN ROOM.
and close the door and not let me in.
then he tells me he hid smth and say it will appear before tmr.
WOW.magic huh? i gave up finding it.shall spend time studying.

that's all.
and im going back to school tmr.
thanks shanti for the sms <3
and thanks francis for being so patient with me.
and of course the nonsense jer :D
Time: 8:16 PM

everything went so bad last night.i wont type it here.it'll be on the other site.yeah.those who know where it is go there and see.ohwells.its super bad.


and ive got eyelid infection.
happy to say it's not cause of contact lens.
sadly to say,my mum's taking away my contact lenses.
Time: 11:57 AM

i suddenly felt so so sad.cause everything clement said to be hurt so much.
dont ask WHY/ i cant explain.
i was watching the last dance (korean show)
damn sweet and loving.

sheesh.and jer told me about weijie again.
I AM SO SO SORRY WEIJIE! i din mean for us to be this way u know?
i really hope u understand.yeah.

im feeling super duper sad.
thats how i always feel when i watch love shows.
the story just makes me feel so sad.
cause watching the guy you love, love someone else is like asking you to take a knive and slice your heart out.
to others it might not be painful or they wont feel sad.
but somehow, i will always cry. when i think of the pain and hurt.

I KNOW IM FREAKING SENITMENTAL LAR.
some of my friends will know to what extent it will be.
but somehow, i treasure every little moment i have with the guy i love.
i wanna take every opportunity i have to tell him i love him and i really mean it.
gosh.im crying now.not thinking of anyone in particular but the pain just comes back.
and it hurts so damn badly.

i think i'll go drown myself with studies.and hope the pain goes away.
raaah.im asking myself.can i really love clement?
9 months.that's just a period of time.
does he actually know how i feel? no.
seriously,cause he doesnt care and dont wanna know.
deep inside i feel so much like screaming out loud.
but all i do is fake a smile and he thinks everything is alright.sheesh.

i cant cry.i wna go mug.drown myself or smth.
Time: 8:07 PM

HEH i just came home.shall just type a quick one cause i need to go mug already.after i bathe and eaten my dinner that is.yeah.
started out the day going to sch with clement.
and he daoed me for his math the whole bus journey.
and i cant tell him anything.

then when we reached school i cant talk to him cause he wanted to revise his math so i shut up and went to talk to xuemin they all.at least they entertained me :D THANKYOU.

yeah.then went parade sq and i wanted to sit down and talk to him and he say cannot need to revise.im like fine.i din even get to shopw him the clothes i bought.GRRR.it's damn dumb lar.

then was IH lecture.and anh kept disturbing me cause he was sitting beside me.
he insult me i pull his shoelace.
he hit my head i took out my pen and was ready to draw on his pants :D
oh and it was mr heah conducting it.SUPER FUNNY.
i LOVE mr heah.he rocks can?

him: okay,let's say we took over Raffles hotel. where should we place mrs.cheng's office?basement or top floor?

us (whole IP1 level) : BASEMENT CARPARK!

him:(laughs) okay.then where shall we place the IP1 classrooms?

us: TOP LEVEL! (laughs)

then break.raaah.then maths.blahblah.clement still has my cal for his math test.RAHAHAHA.
and my gc so damn heavy.
but i shall bring so that huiting will say that im guai right? (:
heeeeeh.then IH tutorial.which was STONE.

after that is GC.blahblahblah.then had lunch with clement.
ate half a plate and din have appetite.yeah.
so din finish ALOT.hurhur.
AND MY VOICE IS SO MUCH BETTER NOW! (:
yepppp! but my throat is still not that good yet.

then after that was LA and seirously i was stoning.
HUITING DONT BE SO FIERCE ):
its damn scary trying to ask you stuff cause u always seem not happy to teach me ):
and mr lee PHYSICS not math teacher is nice.
he knew i din come last monday so he helped me out.
i think i will ask for consultation on thur or smth.

im pulling clement to go shooting with me on fri.
then bowling.then dinner at my house.
I THINK his prelims is over on wed.
I DONT KNOW? he's like going out with xuda and his class ppl onwed so should be lar.
raaah.im not his mama.so i cant say cannot go right?

after sch i went out with jer to hunt for rabbits!
heh.
JEREMY I SAID I WILL POST ABOUT YOU SO HERE IT IS IN RED!
HE IS DAMN BULLY CAN?
heh.then i was quarreling with him when francis (ex-sji, now j1) called.
and both kept bullying me.and i was saying sji ppl only know how to bully me.
I THINK IT IS ONLY JER AND FRANCIS LAR!
yeah.then we WALKED all the way to near coro there.
but they dont sell PETS at all!

i nearly died.cause i was super super hungry and no strength!
then we took bus to opp toh yi.
to see another pet shop.but they din sell rabbits.
and i told jer i was gna die so we went to eat kfc.
stupid jer SLAVE DRIVER.HAHAHAHAHA!

yeah.then called rachel and asked for the other pet shop she knew.
we bus-ed there and jer was like it better not be the shop at crown centre.
cause he said there only selled chinchilla.
and rachel said she saw hamsters there.
WE WERE PRAYING SO HARD AND HOPED RACHEL DIN TREAT CHINCHILLA AS HAMSTERS OR RABBITS!
hahah.in the end there WAS hamsters but no rabbit.
and jer was like OMG!
hehhhhhh.and i saw her! good old jer (:

then went home.im like super super tired.
im meeting a seller on wed.collect mine and gero's stuff.
gero meeting another seller on thur to collect my stuff.
thanks gero <3

alright tmr's there's bob's math.and im gonna bathe now.really really tired.
oh i forgot to add this.
on the way home i got bored so i msg clement.

"ask u.if suddenly i tel u im migratng overseas nx mth n mayb xuda gt admittd to hospital.wil u spend ur tm w/me, studyin in d hos w/xuda or stuyding for As?"

"Spend time w/u. Maybe will spend some time w/Xu da,but u're more important. If we only have little thime left tgt, i should treasure it."

trust me.this is not THAT sweet to me.seriously.still say go study with xuda.sheesh.
i so wish im REALLY gonna migrate nx mth.ohwells.
WHAT CAN I EXPECT FROM CLEMENT GOH WEI MING ARH?
tsktsk.shakes head.ohwell.that's how he is.
i AM disappointed that he is going out on wed.but wth can i do?
i got super pissed in the mrng cause he say he everything gta coax me and he din sound happy.
so i msg him saying if u find irritating and troublesome then forget it.

hohoo.shesssssh.at least kel was there to cheer me up.SOMEHOW :D

Time: 6:23 PM

nahahahha.just came back from shooting.omg.damn fun alright?
heh.i was the youngest there and daddy was the oldest.
daddy wasnt suppose to learn but cause i see all grown ups then i force him to join.
IF NOT I WILL BE ALL ALONE YOU KNOW!

yeah.im like growing so broke? ):
i bought like 37bucks of clothes?RAAAAH~
then now im bargaining for 10 bucks for another 2 sets.heh.

lalalala~ im going lunch-ess for 2 weeks.but if the seller dont reduce the price for me, i'll be lunch-ess for 3 weeks.RAAAH.
im so so super high now.and gero just ask my shooting got cute guys anot.

HAHAHAH.like hello? the average age there was 20plus to 30 plus?
unless im despo lar.
HAHAHAH.im so damn damn happy :D
i feel weird though.it's been a long time since i last thought of unhappy stuff.

AND IM HAPPY DENISE HAS FORGIVEN ME FOR WHAT I SAID TO HER LAST TIME.
im really sorry love,i was really u know....depressed.
thanks for being so understanding <3 AND SORRY FOR KEEPING YOU SCH U FOR SO LONG!
esp ur darling belt.heh.i will return and meet up with you asap keh? <3333

clement's is such a pervert.HAAHAHHAHAHAH.
and he's such a pig.
ive decided to kick him into the outer space.and let him drown there.
HOHOHOHO.daddy is NICE :)

oh.and mingtak papa is depressed ):
i think it's my fault cause i got no time to talk to him.
and his blog sounds so sad.
and that makes me sad.
oh no.i ought to call him next weekend.

AND I TOLD MY MUM ABOUT BOB'S INCIDENT.
and i told her im not going for his rubbish extra lessons.
and she said she was fine with it but i gta prove it to me.
YEAH! i am.i can survive PERFECTLY well without him.
at least clement can teach trigo bttr thn him.
clement teach = confuse 60% understand 40%
BOB teach= confuse 95% understand 5%
my brother teach= confse 10% understand 90%

hehhhh.clement im going so broke!
doubt he will see this.HAHAAHHAAH.
WHY DID I EVER LOVE YOU CLEMENT GOH WEI MING.heh.
I DONT KNOW EITHER!
im really high today.that's why im admitting that i love you!
wahahahahahha.u can wait for another 9 months before i say i love you in my blog.
or mayb or 1yr anni la.i'll be nice.WAHAHAHAHAHAH!
im super nice.and u gta admit that alright?

clement, are we going for grad night? i feel broke.
BUT SHANTI, im still so in love with that 50 bucks dress.
OMG.i wish i took a photo of it.
it's so damn freaking aflknfosien NICE and SWEEEEET~
shanti says so tooo!

gosh.clement wont read this anyway.been studying everyday.
leaving me to my own imagination.
to try and amuse myself.
and try to talk to myself.
luckily there's jer this stupid pok my dear kor to keep me company :D
Time: 4:29 PM

HAHAHA.im so so sorry huiting that i overslept.yeah.i slept past midnight ytd.heh.
CAUSE GERO AND I WERE ONLINE SHOPPING.
we've been shopping online since we got home?hahahha.

yeah.and gero gonna help me collect my stuff now.
we agreed that if we buy things from the west,i'll collect.
if buy things from sengkang,she'll collect.

but if it ends up on the green line like tiong bahru,HOHOHO.
nobody collect.

raaah.it's fun lar.AND GERO IS SO CHOOSY WITH JACKETS.tsk.hahahah.
and we cant find the link for the purple jacket anymore!

i just spent 20 bucks.need to return gero on monday.hur.so broke ):
lalalala.jer and i talked last night and luckily he cheered up.
cause i really dont know how to cheer ppl up over the ph.
i only know how to cheer them up when i go out with them.
yeah.im gonna have dinner with jer on fri.and i better rmb.
oh ho.i havent ask if he can anot.but still cheer up (:
exams are coming!

speaking of exams.after i type this post im gonna mug till dinner time.
yeah.then eat dinner watch abit of tv and mug.
im gonna get GPA 3.5.i dont care.
I MUST! im not gonna be someone whom ppl think i just slack and play.uh uh.
and esp MA1103! so what if i dont wanna go his extra lessons?
im still gonna pass with very high marks.
Time: 3:45 PM

rahh.let's see.ytd i did my proj until like 10plus?
then really cannot make it alr.cause i had a math test today.
had no choice but to stop my project and go revise my math.
clement stayed up till 12am to teach me (:
thankyou!

yeah,then my mum kept asking what's wrong with my voice.
and i said there was nothing wrong.hurhur.

yeah.then woke up and went to sch.
din even have voice when i woke up lar.couldnt say a word.
then was studying on my math on the way to sch when i realised i wasnt sure about sm stuff.
then my bro was slping so cant call him.
clement was at home slpng so cant call either.
HEH.i went to msg jer at 6.55.
telling him to come to sch earlier and help me.

AND HE HAD TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD I WOKE HIM UP 5MINS EARLIER.
he was like HI so and so, do u know this girl here woke me up 5 mins earlier just to teach her math.
RAAAAH.
and i had no voice to quarrel with him.so forget it.

then blahblah.gero love, dont be sad.im here <3 (: smile baaabe.

yeah.math test was great.hahaha.except functions. the one with graph.i drew the whole thing wrongly. so yeah.2m gone.): uhhuh. then had chinese. and as usual was fighting with chiansiang.cause he kept teasing me about my voice. it seriously got worse lar. then i kept poking him.and he poke back.and we fought. and talk. till teacher had to ask me to keep quiet twice :/

then lunch.i pulled jeremy to have lunch with me.hahah. was suppose to eat in canteen but it was super crowded and noisy. he wanted somewhere quiet to talk to me so i had to da bao my food. and we went to raintree to have a heart-to-heart talk.yeah. jer, dont worry too much alright (: cheer up.

hahaha. then i had free period.but BOB was coming to take it away to teach eugene,huting,davina and me.i couldnt care less. first i hid in 05.till charvi told me she saw him go into my class. then i went to 03 when i found out that they had free period. then francis called.and he was like saying my voice really got worse. it's like my voice sounded so broken? like u talk on the ph then can only hear abit here abit there that kind. raaah.then i realised 02 was having free period too. so i went with sam and talked. <3 shopping date my dear!

yeah.then it was super funny in 02. i poked louisa. she screamed. zi le laughed HAHAHAHAHAHAH damn sarcarsticly and lou started chasing him arnd the room.and he ran and ran till he came to a dead end so he jumped onto the table and off to the other side. super super funny x) yup.

during LA we watched abit of harry potter. and then SPIRE. which was really fun.i dont know why. maybe cause i kept disturbing reuben. yeah.then was playin zi go ba with rach.and i lost. it's not im lousy keh. it's rach change sign when im not looking.damn unfair! hahaha.so we agreed loser do forfeit. so she said out of the four guys who were in the container classroom,i had to ask one of them to go out with me. im like okay.hahaha.then she say cannot reuben.NO FUN! either benjamin or wenlong.so i said alright.

then later i saw wenlong coming out from the container and i asked!

me: wenlong, are you free on sat?

him: no

me: then sunday?

him: (reuben trying to whisper smth) no.

me: aiyah.forget it.can you go out with me?

him:me? im shorter than you leh.

me:(kick reuben to go away)

him:(walks away)

me: EH! wenlong, i still need an answer!

him:OKAY! i will think about it in this 2 years!

me:hahahah! okay. (walks away then turn back) wenlong, it's a dare.

him:yeah.i know.i could tell from rachel's constipated look.

HAHAHAH.it was rachel who gave the dare away lar.she said im not to tell him that it was a dare.raaahraaaaah.i still win! yeah.then was on my way back when i called jeffrey zhuo. asked whether he wanted to meet at westmall to walk walk. and eat. then he said he was at macs at god knows where. i was like forget it. then he called 10mins later saying he can meet me.so i said okay. then jer suddely called me and asked where am i. i was like ermm, goin to westmall. and he said I TOLD YOU TO WAIT FOR ME. i said since when?you din lar. then he said oh really?hahaha.nvm.i go westmall meet you want?have dinner together. then i said i was having dinner with jeff and he could come too. and he said dont want.hahaha.sorry jer! next fri after SPIRE i have dinner with you alright (:

then met jeff for dinner.he damn crap lar.cant even let me eat in peace. then he took my chem notes and started copyin down the mindmap.CHEATER! heh.he came to my house to study math then his test from always fail get until10/12! ehheh.im such a good teacher and influence! :D yeah.jer's gna call me later at night. i dont know if ive got the voice to talk anot. francis most prob will be calling me after his piano class.raaah! and jeff's a pig lar.oinks. hahaha.we are so super lame.im so glad his my close pri sch friend <3

and i seriously think best friend is avoiding me.as in,he's breaking his promises again.so yeah. best friend, why cant u just keep to your word?

anyway photos!

nice!


rach and huiting/


rahcel trying to avoid the cam.


SPASTIC!


rachel trying to act cute but failing terribly


and she failed again!


reuben the big big nonsense kia!




huting in shock!hahaha.

Time: 7:34 PM

hahah.pictures!
and i so love talking online.
AT LEAST I DONT HAVE TO TRY AND STRAIN MY VOICE TO MAKE PPL HEAR ME!
raaah.is damn diff talking to francis.
and he kept making fun.tsk.but he's sad now.sshhhh!


isn't panda cute? (:


turtle and me! JIAYI BE JEALOUS!


shanti and me






i just love clement's jacket.hahaha.super warm and cosy x)
Time: 9:09 PM

raaah.okay.im just gonna type about what happen ytd and tdy.

yesterday was wed.let's see.
i went to sch then sit at grandstand and stone until lakshmi came out of the hostel.
cause i reached sch at like 7.10?
din wna go ccab so early.so in the end i went with zhangli and lakshmi (:

yepp.then had swimming.i nearly died in shanti's hands (or rthr legs)
hahaha.cause she kept colliding with me.and i will drown.
cause she will either hit me or kick me.
or cut into my lane.tsk.scary.
and i dont like backstroke.hahaha.made me choke and choke.
but i like back float.

OH and dont try doing gymnast stuff without nose plug.trust me.
i tried last time i think last yr.
do to back arche in water.
and all the water went into my nose :/

yeah.after swimming i had lunch with eugene, chiansiang and jeremy.
hahaha. yupyup.
heh. then had lessons.blahblah.and we din CAAL.
so we dismissed at 2pm.
so i went top causeway to have linch with shanti.
and we took neos <3
and we took mrt home.then she took to cck.
and i took to bb.
and my mum actually wanted to me meet at clementi.
then i was going to take cab to njc then meet clement at the bus stop.
yeah, then i was in the cab when my mum called and say that no need alr.
im like uhoh.the taxi dronve for only 3m.
hahaha.so heck lar.i took to bt timah.then i met clement.
and took bus back to westmall.tsk.

raah.and at night i felt emo.
and it scared francis.sorry i din reoky you.
hahaha.i din have the mood to talk to anyone.
yeah.but he was nice lar.kept msging me asking if i was alright.
and he was like 'you are not the happy shujun i know'

hohoho.then today i went to sch myself.
AND THIS IS THE FIRST THURSDAY I WOKE UP AT 7am.
hahah.cause everyday thur i will go normal time with clement to play bball or mug.
but now exams so nvr play.and he din come today so yeah.

then had to wait for jeremy.who came at like 8.10am.
heh.then blahblah.
i pon assembly and was in class doing math.hohoho.

then had chinese.and was fighting with chian siang again.
cause he kept teasing me about my voice.
so i kept poking him.

then had lunch.blahblah.my voice sucks can.
it's like i really got no voice.
then i keep saying class stand and class greet.
omg.
my voice was horrible!!!!

everybody knows that.hohoho.
i really no voice.
and bob tried to provoke me.
but im in a super good mood today.
and no voice to quarrel with him.
so i ignored him.
(:

and during MI lect i sat with jer to do math.
MY MI GOT 33/40! yay (:

and then went home with yongqiang.
as in took same bus as him.
hahah.he's nice (:
gave me toy to play with.heh.

and now im talking francis and he is making fun of my voice.
RAAAAH!
i'll scream in his ear when i meet him.grrr.
heh.i will upload photos later.maybe tmr?
cause im talking to francis.
and i cant connect it to my com now.
Time: 5:41 PM

ive got a really bad sore throat.
think it was because of the crabs i ate on sunday night.
bleh.

monday i din go sch.
today i went.
and i was so so no good mood.cause i was very tired.
ESP MATH.
everyone knew i lost my temper.

this was what happened.

BOB* : okay, everyone hand in the homework now.
(walks over to my area) quickly hand in.

me: (trying to find something which i needed to pin up in class)

BOB: ShuJUN.did you hand it?

me:(stares at him) YES I DID.

BOB: oh okay. (he walks away to the other end of the class)

BOB: (to another person) ...why never bring...okay bring tmr...

huiting(sits beside me): -complains abit too loud.

BOB: YES SHUJUN? WHAT ARE YOU NOT HAPPY ABOUT?

me: (super pissed cause i cant find that stupid piece of paper.and he anyhow accuse me when my back is facing him) WHAT?! SINCE WHEN I SAID ANYTHING LAR?!!!! (shouted at him)

BOB: oh,it's not you arh.(then asks who is it etc....)

me: (finally found the piece of paper and went to the board to pin it on)

BOB: ehh.i need someone to set up the OHP for me. shujun can u help me set up the ohp?

me: (wth look) ORH!

BOB: why u sound so relunctant arh?

me:( what the hell you want me to react after anyhow accusing me of stuff and ruining my day look)

raah.anyway thanks bestfriend <3 for being so understanding.yeah. dont worry. if there's anything, i'll always be ur listening ear. that's what bestfriends are for right? hugs (: oh.and jeff came to my house to study tdy.im like wth.HIS NAME IS NOT JEFFERY.it's JEFFREY.and im like OH NO.ive been spelling ur name wrongly for dont know how many years and you never tell me! hahah.and he made a mess lar.cause he have math test tmr.yup.

he was like eating muffin and walking round my house dropping crumbs everywhere.then i scold him and he laughed and dropped more crumbs.then he walk all the way to my balc window and say he eat there, then he laughed and drop all the way there.THERE WAS A TRAIL OF CRUMBS LAR! hahaha.it was super funny.it's been a long time since i talk to jeff for so long and it's been YEARS since he came my house.hahahah.


JEFFREY ZHUO (:


heh.we were taking photos of each other with each other's phone.

Time: 8:05 PM

i hope i made the right choice.
cause i really dont want to lose you as a friend.
neither do i want you to hate me or dislike me :)
please dont disappoint me again.
Time: 3:10 PM

nahahaahh.clement said the tune of this song sounded like ah du's song. the first two lines i mean.
AND I NEVER HEAR AH DU'S SONGS BEFORE? only one.which is jian chi dao di.
like hello?
i've stopped hearing chinese songs since sec2?hohoho.

anyways.here's the lyrics.nahahahahaha.there's one sentence which was like 'looking at the toy you gave' and i was kionda singing it to clement.then he said EH I WHERE GOT GIVE YOU TOY?
then i said, look, this song isnt about you keh.if it is, means we are not even friends now.
and he was like oh oh oh .then i dont want. TSK.

waking up in the morning
everything just seemed so fine
until, i missed you.

looking at the toy you gave
everything just seemed so sweet
but now, it's over

Chorus:
But saying sorry, doesn't help to ease this pain
And saying sorry, doesn't erase the memories
Boy, you've gotta know,
This love, I had for you is true.
It's true, i swear.

Photos, presents and memories
i've kept them all in a box
never, wanna open.

everytime i talk to you
you will say that you're sorry
we had, to end.

Chorus

yeah.anyways i din go to school today.woke up really sick and was sneezing for one hour plus.
and mr eng tell me it's post holiday sickness -.-

i think my EOYS are gna be so screwed up.
i only have one month to study.and like wth?
i dont have the mood to study.
this is so so so bad.

Time: 3:20 PM

i wonder, do you mean it when u SAID you love me?
or was it just a lie?

both guys i love so much.
both start the same way, both end with the same ending.


what am i suppose to do? just gna watch you walking away arh?
like what i did last time? i took 2 freaking years to stop thinking about him.
and im not that over him yet.sheeesh.


AND CLEMENT GOH! IF YOU ARE READING THIS,
THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU! I AM JUST RANTING MY HEAD OFF.
SO DON'T COME ASKING ME WHAT HAS HAPPEN CAUSE NOTHING HAPPENED!
thankyou.

Time: 4:56 PM

raaah.jer talked to me for one hour ytd.nahahahahah.
from 5.20pm to 6.40pm like that i think.
he called cause he said he was bored and boredom wasnt good.hahahha.
JEREMY LIM YOU ARE ONE NONSENSE POK.
i know im slow lar.hahah.but u dont have to rub in right.
and im still way smarter than you x)

then clement got emo.
dont ask why.raaaah.it's no good being emo.
thats what jer told me.hahaha.cause i self mutilate.
anyways yeah.i spent like super long at the com?
since i woke up at 10plus till around 7plus in the evening?
raaaah.but i did study till 12 plus after that.yeah.im guai (:

then i prayed to God, asking him to show me the right path and to make me stronger.
i never really believed in God know? even though im borned into a christian family.
until i talked to jer about God. although i wont completely agree that wad he says make sense,
cause jer never makes sense :P
but yeah, i know God was always there in my darkest hours whenever i needed comfort.
and i just pray he can help me tide over this.and help me thru my whole life.

yepp.then i got this really cute photo when i went to raffles city ( i think thats where i went.HAHAHAH.im super gong in places lar.) anyway, i was on a escalator and when i was about to take the pic, a woman came walking past me so i was unprepared.


basically it says TAKE CARE PLEASE DONT LEAN OVER! so cuute.


this is daddy. before we watched singapore dreaming.heh.he's drinking with two straws and POSING x)


chocolates form an auntie in church!!!




arent these roses omg so damn nice? i wanted my mum to buy.but she was like 6 bucks!! no!!
)):
i never got roses from others except from my parents and my pri sch 'lover' since i was p3?hahah.but he's 2 yrs older.

i rmb my dad ordered this beautiful metal cage basket with alotalotalot of roses.
i think 21?or smth.
then the doorbell rang and my dad was like go answer.
so i went.then this person gave me the basket and told me to sign.
at first i thought it was a puppy.budden it's roses.omg.
my daddy's super nice.
Time: 2:32 PM