Gosh it's been so long since I last blogged. Been so dead tired after school each day I just lose the momentum to blog. My back injury has been worsening during trainings. It's affecting my leg pretty badly now and in the most recent training, the pain has spread to the right side of my back already.

Anyway it's a spam of emotional pictures.
Can't take it anymore.







It's been an emotional week this week. Crying at home, nearly crying in school and turning to all my best friends in this time of need so much that I secretly think they find me a nuisance now.

But thank goodness I had my 'sister' who spent time talking to me on the phone while I was crying and making sure I'm okay in school, just sitting beside me listening to me. I can't find a more caring 'sister' like you :D

Best friend who spammed huge numbers of sms-es to make sure I'm okay, crack rubbish jokes to cheer me up and he'd never fail to reply my texts at all.

The boyfriend who's always at a loss to what to do (as usual), but he patiently stayed by my side, not complaining or flaring up at me especially when I get irritated. I've been in a lousy mood so every little thing he does wrong irritates the hell outta me. Plus him injuring me every single day (from stepping on my foot to kicking my elbow to crushing my finger between a metal pole and the handles on the bus) does not exactly lift my spirits. And today when I'm in an extremely bad mood (cause math doesn't exactly make me in a good mood) and me having no bloody idea what he's teaching that made me snap. He still stayed by me and never blamed me. Thank you (:

It's easy for him to say he can 'block out all emotions'. I wish I could do the same too.
'Sister' says I should stop being so harsh on myself, stop thinking about his feelings, stop thinking about how not to hurt him and actually think for myself for once. You know I'm sentimental, it's never easy for me to let things go. I'm still trying, still trying.

The girls don't know a single thing that's happened. Maybe because I just have this feeling they won't be patient enough to listen anyway cause every time I try to say something, their attention span becomes quite short. Ahwells, I don't know. It may be me being paranoid but still, I'm glad I have the girls in school also.

I won't say I'm okay cause I'm really not okay. I've been trying to be brave and not cry for a really long time. Ain't easy. Wonder how long I'll take to be strong again.
You have the book we used to write letters to each other in. Couldn't you tell the love I had for you right from the start? I wonder how it ended, even I wasn't sure. I wish I could read those letters in that book now, to see how we were like before, 4 years ago. Just wanna take in the atmosphere of the past again. I wish for this I wish for that but everything won't come true.

I'm back to online shopping. Just a little bit. At least to make me feel a little bit better (for now).
Okay, can't take it anymore. Off to find some solace crying in the toilet.

Why can't we be good friends again? ):


Time: 7:53 PM

Gah, terrible headache since yesterday.
Had friendly with VJC and CJC. Gosh, met gay guys hugging on the bowling alley -stares.
One of them had to be my boyfriend.

After that cabbed home cause it was raining and I was running late. Ate a hurried lunch then 'ding dong', my tutor was here. Lucky ass sleeping on the sofa while I was struggling to keep awake during math tuition. Did homework till night and byebye to him and hello to my terrible headache.

Now waiting for my econs tutor to 'ding dong'. Still having headache. Rach's party later on.
I'm talking in broken sentences. Wonder why.
Gah, tired. Bye. Just hope I can stay awake during econs tuition. Freaking tired.
Time: 12:24 PM

IS THIS HOW TEACHERS AND PRINCIPALS SHOULD REACT IN CASES LIKE THIS?

140+ students late for school. As a teacher or principal, wouldn't this give rise to suspicion that there's an underlying reason to this huge amount of late comers and not just for the basic reason that we are 'late', full-stop, end of story?


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Quotes from the principal herself: (do note that quotes are not in the EXACT words)

"You're all a disgrace to the school..."

"...shouldn't even come to NJC..."

"...do you want this to be on your records? Records when you graduate?..."
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Quotes from the teacher himself: (do note that quotes are not in the EXACT words)

"After you've finish writing down your names, stand in the field. I don't care if it's hot..."

"..Stand up, all of you, you all don't deserve to sit down when you're late..."

"The next time you all are late again, all of you are going to stand in the field for one whole period. I don't care if you faint or what. No going to toilet also, if you want to shit or pee, you do it here..."

"...You have absolutely no reason to be late on Thursdays..."
________________________________________________________________________

After seeing these quotes, here's the main picture:

There were 3 major jams from Bukit Batok all the way to school. One near Westmall, the other at TohYi drive and finally Bukit Timah itself. That was from my side at least. I heard that there was a jam too at CCK.

Each jam lasted at least 20mins or more (for my side). Normal days I'd leave house latest at 6.45am and still reach school at about 7.20am (we have to be in school by 7.40am). So average bus ride is about 40 mins yes?

This morning, given that it is a Thursday, school starts late at 8.40am. So naturally I could have left house at 7.45am, yes? But to play safe, I left at 7.30am. That's when the jam started. Amazingly enough, I reached school on the dot at 8.40am (I set my watch according to the school's bell) and infront of me there were already a huge crowd being stopped for being late. Let's just say I reached past 8.40am and my watch's a bit spoilt. Let me put forth this question on how can we not be late when there was a terrible jam?

When I reached Toh Yi Drive, there were about 5 buses infront of my bus all caught in the jam. By the time I reached Bt.Timah road, there were a total of 8 buses (including mine) all in a straight line stuck in the jam. From a supposedly 40 mins journey to school, it ended up to be an hour and 10mins journey to school.

My friend told me that even if she took an earlier bus (I know that the time interval between each bus for that certain bus service is about 20mins-30mins), it would have been futile because the earlier bus was just right in front of the bus she was on.

So what was the punishment being met out? All late comers to stand in the field under the hot morning sun (as most would have known by now, temperatures are rising high given that two days ago, Singapore hit the highest temperature of 35degrees) for at least 30mins. Oh yes, we did get to sit down when the principal came to lecture us but after that we were made to stand again (as seen by the quote from the teacher) with the reason being we don't deserve to sit.

To be fair, the principal did ask how many of us were late comers (majority raised their hands) and also why was that so. What disappointed me the most was that even when told that there was a jam, all that she said was 'Oh really? I'll have it checked out.' and then move on to talk about having bad records and still emphasising on the fact that we are late.


So here are the points which I want to point out:

1) Isn't a school's main priority the student's welfare? If so, why are student made to stand under the blazing hot morning sun for half an hour?

2) If anybody faints, would the school be responsible?

3) Given that 140 students are late, shouldn't it be obvious that there's an underlying reason to this?

4) Why is it that I see staff walking in to school late and not having to bear the consequences? After all, we all belong to the same school and the same set of rules don't we? Since teachers and staff are to role models, why don't they get punished?

5) Is it the right and appropriate way for teachers and principals to react to this kind of situations? To say such threats and statements?

6) Given that school starts late on Thursdays, it is meant for students to take this extra time to rest more so are they expecting students to reach school like normal school days? If so, doesn't it defeat the purpose of starting late already?

7) It's in the school rules that if an individual is late for 3 times or more, punishments would be met out. So why are we suffering a 'punishment' when most are first comers? The normal procedure was to write your name down, wait under the shade for assembly to be over and resume lessons.

8) Is it right for the school to cut into cirucculum time just like that? Especially for the graduating batch when every lesson is so crucial this year.

Leave your opinion.
I'm really contemplating to write to MOE or the press.
It's my last year in the school. I don't really care.
It's time they knew that it's not always students who are in the wrong.
Especially in this school.
Time: 9:13 PM

I'm sick.
At home.
Photos up already.
Check out the previous posts.


Horrible nightmare sapped all my energy outta me.
One day not seeing the boy and the girls.
Gah.
At least I'm at home.
I keep running away from reality don't I?
Time: 1:03 PM

I've got an hour to spare so I'm here blogging in school cause I doubt that I'll have time to go home and blog due to the huge amount of essay outlines I have due and also math homework (both school and tuition).

Make do without the photos first cause all of them are in my lappy and it's at home. Maybe when I go home I'll just do a photo post and be done with it. Well, I'm going to blog about the past few days so just bear with it yea?

By the way, I'll be blogging in separate posts such that it makes it easier to read rather than combining all the past days' activites into one post and it'll look so damn messy.

For today, I'm sick so nothing much except struggling to stay awake in class and using up 3 packets of tissue paper. Gah ):

Photos later on then :D When I get home.
Scroll down to view the posts for the past few days k!
Time: 2:04 PM

15th was when we really wore formally. Well kinda formal?
Started the day off with Econ's tuition (Amazing how my weekends start off with tuition) then went to get ready to go out.

BREAKOUT! was a great production. Two thumbs up really! Yes we went to watch that.
Plus we were taking instax shots outside esplanade when thsi whole group of Malays walked past. Then one girl was like asking her friends, 'that's polaroid right!'

Then whilst Eug was taking a shot of me (sorry but I don't trust strangers with my cameras to take a shot of both of us together), one Malay guy purposely walked past and smiled into the camera -.- Super funny though. Haha.

Anyway my feet was nearly killing me by the time the concert started because I wore my highest (i think?) heels and walked to esplanade. Killer.

But still, the concert was great, the partner was great (he's now habouring hopes of being a dancer) and of course the memories are irreplacable (:







My heels were HIGH (to me). Gosh. And right now I'm thinking of getting 4 inches heels. I must be crazy. Maybe I'll get platforms or wedges instead.

(CLICK HERE FOR MORE PHOTOS TAKEN ON THIS DAY!)
Time: 11:37 PM

Okay this is valentine's day post :D

Started off the day with tuition (I AIN'T KIDDING WHEN I TOLD PEOPLE I'LL BE SPENDING V DAY WITH MY MATH TUTOR!) early in the morning at 9am. Gosh I was so sleepy and my tutor was telling me, 'You've never woken up so early before for tuition right?' Haha.

After that Eug just had to come at the time I was having tuition and press the doorbell and when he came in my tutor was staring at him (cause he knew that he wasn't my brother). & before my tutor left, he said, 'Enjoy your date later on okay.' GEEEEEZ.

So after which I went to the doctor's for treatment first (pathetic isn't it? first tuition next doctor) for my back and the best part, I had to wait for 1 hour after treatment before I could shower. I totally forgot about it until I was ready to go into the toilet when my mum screamed at me to get out cause I wasn't supposed to shower. So I just sat in my room idling about waiting for an hour to pass.

After that got changed and we headed straight to WM to have lunch first. Baby's treat at KFC (SO ROMANTIC RIGHT! hahaha, we're on budget) and we saw 'ahem' with his girlf (the girls know who i'm referring to) and it was so unexpected haha. After lunch we went to get more polaroid films (which explains why I'm pretty broke right now) and headed down to city hall.

This was the conv I had with my dad when I was asking him directions to the flyer:

"Hi daddy, do you know how to go to the flyer?"
"I haven't gone out shopping for years! How would I know?"
"Gah gould you please please help me check?"
"Okay wait hold on"
-then he tells me the direction-
"Uh okay, if I forget how to walk later I call you again okay!"
"YOU FORGET? TWO JC2s CANT EVEN REMEMBER SIMPLE DIRECTIONS AND GET LOST?!"
"Uh, that's cause I'm with eug so confirm somehow will get lost one. Okay byebye."

Best la, we went to cityhall found the bus stop for the shuttle bus and sat there. Thing was, there were more than 1 shuttle bus there which goes to different places. So this was what happened.

-first bus comes-
SJ: "Eh I think it's this bus leh."
E: "I don't think so? They never write they going to the flyer."
SJ: "But I think it's this!"
E: "You see the crowd la. See so little people board the bus means it's not already la."
-didn't board the bus and waited for the next bus-
(Next bus states to SUNTEC CITY so we didn't board it)
-third bus arrives-
SJ: "You think this is the bus?"
Eug: "I think so? See got so many people boarding it. Confirm already la."
-& so we boarded the bus-

Cut the long story short, we took the wrong bus (it stopped once at Suntec and the other at SCC), ended up at SCC, walked around SCC all the way back to Suntec, ask the receptionist, was told to take the shuttle bus again from Suntec. So we took the bus, went to SCC stop, then thinking there were still other stops, stayed on the bus but it went back to the city hall stop again. So we went for one more round and alighted at SCC once more. AND WALKED TO THE FLYER FROM THERE. Goodenss walking under the hot sun with heels. Torture. Thank goodness I was wearing the shorter heels otherwise I'd just die.

Guess what? The first bus which I inititally said I felt was the right bus WAS RIGHT! It was the bus that went to the flyer. Zzz. Put me with eug and we both get lost.

Anyway, we sat the flyer and it was really no fun. 10-20 people in one capsule (mine had kids so it was effing noisy but also had another 3-4 couples?). Eug and I just stayed at one corner cam-whoring with my Polaroid, Instax and digi. Madness yes? Haha, but we had fun.....camwhoring.
After that we just sat by the river for awhile before I noticed that there were so many ants and freaked out and demanded we went home immediately.

On the shuttle bus back to City Hall, Eug surprised me with my Vday gift which was uber sweet okay! Poor boy had a hard time keeping it away from my prying eyes and hands the whole day!
Anyway headed to Penisular for awhile and he bought me my bag and I bought him boxers. HAHA okay the boxers are damn gay so don't ask how does it look like. After that, home sweet home with dinner ready (I was supposed to cook dinner but after all the walking and all my dad agreed to help me cook:D)

That almost sums up my Vday. Pretty eventful yes?











(CLICK HERE FOR MORE PHOTOS TAKEN ON THIS DAY!)
Time: 11:09 PM

HEY FOR THOSE LOOKING FOR POLAROID CAMERAS!
You can try http://www.snaptured.livejournal.com/
but I think only left 2-3 Polaroid cameras?

OR

go to http://www.flickr.com and type 'Nicholas Wee' and search under the category 'people'. He sells second hand Polaroid cameras which are in good condition (I bought mine from him) & he's a really nice and patient seller!

For the Tasmanian Devil Polaroid picture on my previous post, I have no idea where I got it from. I just happened to chance upon the website.


Anyway I hope y'all had a smashing Valentine's Day. I had mine and it was great with the sweet tart surprising me on the way home.
Pictures up when Sunday's over (:
Time: 10:37 PM

Happy 18th birthday Rachel Low Shu Xin!
I love you! :D

& Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends out there!
Just know I still love you guys hell lot yea?



This week I've spent damn a lot. Shall not say on what but yea, it feels nice to save up and spend on something I've been waiting to get. But from now till A's are over, I'm saving up so that after A's I can really get to shop or even go on an overseas trip with the girls or something :D

Honestly speaking, I DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M 18 THIS YEAR. I don't even feel 17 now.
I kinda still feel like 16 kinda thing. I don't know but I seriously don't like seeing myself as a senior this year, a graduating student. Gosh, I feel so old =X

I can't wait for tomorrow. Though it's going to be pretty 'bland' (We ain't going anywhere special cause it'll be hell crowded) but sharing the day with someone special, that's all that matters (:
Though I wish I can spend it with the girls too. Gah. I guess there are some things you've gotta sacrifice when you're attached. Geez.

Photos will be uploaded all at one shot on Sunday/Monday cause I'll be out the whole weekend.
I'm feeling so tired. I need to sleep.
Tomorrow I have a date with my math tutor at 9am. Nice.
Time: 12:00 AM

I hope the two girlfriends are okay. I love you (:

Ahh, I'm still so excited about my polaroid camera and I can't wait for Saturday to come so that I can finally use it:D

Okay, I'm sleepy. Crammed econs while baking cookies.
Smart yes no?

Okay I saw the cutest Polaroid camera selling for $90. 2nd hand though.


CUTE RIGHT?! OMG.
Time: 11:57 PM

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY! Despite all the bad days that came before that I'm happy today! (:

I saw no cats nor rats.
I wasn't panicking in fear of being late for school.
My heart skipped a beat when I saw boyf's car on another road (when I was on the bus) & I secretly hoped his traffic light will turn red so that my bus can move first and I'll reach school before him to help him with the ball bags and it did! Single yay!

I did math on the bus.
I saw Weng Yew on the bus and he was late for school (HAHA!).
I finally got my gold buttons for my skirt from Beauty World so double yay!
& I've found some really nice buttons for my upcoming dress I'm going to make so triple yay! Plus I've finalised the design for my design so quadruple yay!

AND AND AND, I got my Polaroid camera also so quintet yay!
Today's sucha yay day :D:D Happyhappy.

Though bowling wasn't that good yet (I'm still struggling with the new changes the new coach wants me to undergo) but I'm still happy (:

Okay, off to do work before my body shuts off. Photos will be up only after Valentine's Day.
HEEHEE :D
Time: 10:42 PM

YAY! I've finally uploaded the photos so see 'em on my Facebook (Yes, I know it's amazing I actually use facebook) or the few that I'm going to put up here (:

Okay yesterday I got scared the hell outta me first by a cat then by a rat. No kidding. Damn. I'm taking the longer but 'safer' way to the bus stop already. Then today best. I boarded my first bus only to realise I didn't bring my wallet. So I had to ask around for spare coins. Thank goodness this lady was nice enough to spare me two trips worth of coins. When I alighted, this person came texting me this:

"Shu jun ah shu jun... You're ike in 985 now..and was out of coins. Hee.. Haiyo.. Tsk tsk..."

WALAU STUPID PAUL I'LL KILL YOU THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU ON THE BUS. He saw me without coins and he didn't bother lending me any (i didn't notice him) AND STILL DARE TO TEXT ME. Roar. Making me go around asking people for spare change. Zzzzzzz. PAUL YOU DIE!

Okay, so whatever. Embarrassing to the max.

V day's coming soon. How are YOU going to celebrate your vday?
I know for one I'm going to have math tuition. How exciting right!
Hahah. I'm off to do homework. Gah, life's so boring now.
I'm close to finalising the design for my latest dress and once I've finalised it, I'll start working on it :D

I'm getting my polaroid tomorrow. Just in time for Vday. Hoping my friends over in USA can help me check out the prices there. Have yet to finish my letter to Yu and send it over =X

If you wanna see photos click (HERE)
Time: 9:09 PM

'Familiar faces yet distant voices; part of the crowd yet far from them.'

These few days have been some roller-coaster ride for me. My last post was on Thursday.
Hmm, Friday was kinda fun. Went shopping with E & LQ for presents. It was totally hilarious seeing those two guys shopping and the tension while writing on the card.

Saturday was pretty much a tiring day. Woke up, ate breakfast, K.O-ed before tuition, woke up, had tuition, got ready for the party and left the house. Party was at Marina Mandarin Hotel which was pretty awesome when all that was left were Sam, Ting, Ivan and I sitting at citylink starbucks talking till 11pm++. Cabbed home, talked rubbish with the taxi driver like how he'd drive drunk passengers home after they went clubbing and all sorts and reached home a tad past midnight.

Had a tiff with the boy though I think I may be unreasonable but I don't think I'm unreasonable this time. Knowing I'm in a pretty rotten mood (due to some issues), yet there was no initiative to try to go home a lil bit earlier so that I could at least talk to someone peacefully. I even asked him to please go home earlier so I could talk to him. But instead he tried talking to me with a totally 'QUIET' background. Turned off yes? Plus the frustration trying to hear him over the noise. He also said he'll leave at 12am but guess what? He left only at about 1plus or so. Am I (who's already in a f*cked up mood) suppose to wait for him to go home, rest awhile and shower before I finally get to talk to him?

So cried myself to sleep and swore it'll be the LAST time I'm EVER going to cry over something he's done. Slipped in and out of sleep, each time waking up to a 'I'm sorry' text from him. I see no point in the word 'sorry' anymore. Really I don't. I'm not being sore about it but really, these days I'm just seeing the word 'sorry' as part of the text and nothing else. Plus it just occured to me that he's hardly the one I want to talk to the most when I'm dying to tell something to somebody already. In fact, whenever I feel like telling somebody something, I don't tell anyone in the end.

Call me anti-social, I'll admit I'm becoming that. I don't know what's happening to me but I really REALLY hate being with people right now. Yesterday just proved that somehow.

With the little sleep I had, I woke up at 8.3oam and got ready to meet Rach for breakfast. She got herself a plant (ridiculous I know) to 'beautify' her room. Also, I saw the prettiest mega huge roses at the flower shop in NTUC at Bt.Timah Plaza. I so wanted to get them for myself there and then. Beautiful I tell you. Right now I'm back home to rest for awhile before heading nearby for my neighbour's wedding. First time I'm going to a Malay wedding you know!

Okay, pictures will only be up when I get all of 'em from Ting and Sam. Cause I'd rather upload all of them in one shot.
It's been a roller-coaster ride for me. I just want it to end so I can get off it and walk on flat ground.
Time: 12:10 PM

It sucks knowing you studied for something but under timed conditions, you screw up.
Pathetic.

Anyway, I think I've got a chicken bone stuck in my throat? Ate chicken wings yesterday and I chewed the bones so I think part of it(the bone) is embedded in my throat (Ouch, yes I know). Woke up this morning with a terrible pain in my throat that is so NOT sore throat and it hurts): Gah.

Nevermind, I'm going to cook my omme omme later after I shower and hopefully I can cough it out cause it hurts really badly. My mum just asked my math test (which was a flop) and I don't know how to tell her about it cause I ran out of paper and got so pissed off. -stares at SOMEONE.

It so happened during the math test, SOMEONE was sitting next to me (I was sitting at the corner) so half way through I ran out of paper cause I forgot to bring my foolscape pad and so I turned to the SOMEONE beside me and indicated 'ONE' and pointed to my foolscape paper and mouthed the word 'paper'.

That smart SOMEONE stared at me and stared at the teacher and stared at me again. Then the teacher was already looking at me. So I didn't care and just indicated I wanted foolscape paper. & that SOMEONE just continued staring at me, confused. Then I was like 'WTH, pass me one piece of paper also scared the teacher catch? Not as though we cheating.'
So in the end, I got pissed, didn't have enough paper to write my answer on, gave up doing the last few questions and handed it in and failed.

Smart right that SOMEONE? In the end, he told me that he thought I WANTED HIS ANSWER TO QUESTION 1 BUT HE COULDN'T PASS TO ME CAUSE THE TEACHER WAS LOOKING.
Zz. Totally dumb.

Ahwells, I was nearly late for school today. NEARLY. Left house only at 7.45am. Reached the bus stop only at 7.56am. And I'm suppose to be in school by 8.30am (+10mins to walk to assembly). I'm going to school later and later. When I was in sec1, I left house at around 6am. Sec2 about 6.10am. IP1 about 6.15am. IP2 about 6.20am. IP3 I took Mel's car. And now, I leave house at 6.40am. Amazing.

Okay, off to shower and study. But I feel so sleepy. Gah.
Stupid pain in my throat.
Time: 8:25 PM

Happy 6 monthsary baby! (:



Though things were a bit rocky in the day but towards the later part it got better. So, it wasn't much of a date just that the boy treated me to a sumptuous dinner:D He planned on going Jack's Place at Novena Sq but in the end we decided at WM since it was much nearer.

We were contemplating between Mayim Restaurant and Sakae but ate Sakae in the end cause we figured it has more food to eat in there. Plus it's cheaper. Mayim Restaurant was just like noodles and xiao long bao that kinda thing. So yes, we ate a freaking huge feast okay! All our favourites. Heehee.

1) Terriyaki Chicken Ramen for him
2) Tempura Ramen for me
3) Salmon Sashimi
4) 2 plates of renkon chips (NICE MUST TRY OKAY! It's like thin slices of lotus roots)
5) Soft shell crab


All the dishes served.




After the meal.

Jealous yet? It was delicious. Thanks baby (:
Anyway, I made chocolate chip cupcakes for him last night for today's present, plus a handmade jigsaw puzzle that took me two attempts to make it cause I screwed up the first one.

And today's math lecture was omg embarrassing to the max. Geez. Now the whole world would basically know that Eugene and I are together -.- And after school during math consolidation, Ms Ling was asking if Eug and I were of the same CCA, then we said yes (and Sam just had to add in that we were Capt and Vice-capt -.-). Then she said this:

"You two not sian ah? Come school see each other, then CCA also see each other. Keep seeing each other not sian one meh?"

Hahahaha, sometimes thinking about it, I don't get sian of seeing boyf? Though at times, I'd really wanna spend time alone talking to the girls. But still, I won't be seeing him MUCH once he gets enlisted into army. Ahwells. The boy just got his MINDEF letter today. HAHAHAHAHA! Asking him to register or something. Yawns.

And fyi to some f---tards out there. My handphone is not some bloody chat hotline.
It's not the kinda like what 1800-***-**** call/sms to chat for free or what shit okay!
AND I DON'T BLOODY WASTE MY SMS-ES ON F---TARDS.
So don't EVER come texting me saying 'Hi I damn sian now, can chat with me?" when you've MIA-ed for >1 month.
Neither do you come calling me saying, 'Eh long time never talk to you liao, I now damn sian leh. Can talk mah?"

I know I'm super entertaining and all but I'm not a freak entertainer at your disposal.
Unless you pay me $30 per hour to talk to you or $2 bucks per sms, I'm most willing to entertain you.
Otherwise don't give me that crap like 'eh damn long never talk to you/how are you/miss talking to you/damn sian so can talk to me' after you've just stop contacting me cause you feel like it. Zz.
TOTALLY IRRITATES THE HELL OUTTA ME!

& my back ain't really better. Worse still, though the pain's a bit subsided, it's started affecting my leg muscles also and causing it pain. Just like what the doctor warned could happen ):
Gah, as long as it doesn't affect my performance in A'div can already.

Heehee, I'm listening to the boy sing in the toilet while showering. Amazing right? xD
And to remember how hard it was when I tried to trick him into singing cause he didn't know he was on conference with the girls.

OKAY BYE ZOOM ZOOM DO WORK!
Time: 9:36 PM

My back's gotten so bad it prevented me from having a good night's rest last night.
I woke up yesterday to some excruciating pain in my back that made it so hard for me to get out of bed. Plus my palm didn't exactly recover either but got so bad that I couldn't grip anything, not even tear the wrapper of 'WANG WANG' open =/

This is the first time the pain in my back got so bad then it even makes me limp when I walk cause each step I take is painful. Gah. Headed to the doctors first thing in the morning and did acupuncture. I'm fascinated with the three needles stuck in me and they are at least 10cm long. Amazing? It helped to relieve the pain for awhile but doctor says I've to go back once a week for treatment and mummy says no training for me tomorrow ):
Gah, doubt I can train too cause it's painful even when walking, what's more bowling.

As for my hand, thank goodness it's my left and not my right otherwise there are tons of things I can't do. I have no idea how I sprained/injured/twisted it either.

February is going to be quite an eventful month.
With 6 months anni, Sam's party, V day and BreakOut!
Actually I'd very much prefer to spend V day with the girls but I think they have their plans too.
It's like that don't you realise? When there's a guy involved, the girls somehow seem further.
I don't want that ):

And baby's going to have a new haircut tomorrow by............

ME!

:D:D I'll be snipping his hair tmr before school cause he hasn't had the time to go down to the hairdressers to trim it. Everybody's saying it's so long and I seriously think he looks like a girl.

Ohwells, I'm off to do homework and have dinner. & the boy just called. Ciaos.
Time: 6:15 PM