It's pretty sudden cause like Sat we found out he had liver cancer final stage and only had about 3 months to live. Then on Monday, he died.

So yeah.

And my dearest sister went back to the States already ): I want you to like hurry graduate and come work in Singapore so at least I can see you everyday without 'deadline' and 'taking turns'. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I still don't know what I want in life. People keep telling me see how things go or just anyhow zam (is it spelt like this?) but for me it's like, I think a lot before I want to do anything. And when I think a lot, it makes me tired, I stop thinking and I'll be oh shit, what to do in life and the vicious cycle goes on and on and on.

Crap man, my life has so many vicious cycles going on. No wonder I'm like getting fatter -.- I really going to be a round ball already. Need to start losing weight, and fast.

Thankfully for me, I don't like new year goodies so I never put on weight during CNY:D

But it really sucks with nothing to do seriously. No motivation, nothing.

Ahhh hope my portfolio this year is good enough for entry to NTU -cross fingers- otherwise I might as well kill myself cause to get a degree in psychology from the University of Buffalo costs like frigging $65k. What the shit?

If I were rich, I wouldn't have to worry so much. But isn't that like everyone's dream. Ohwells.

& I'm like outta job now. HAHAHAHA. Eug says I really should do freelance cause I'm not the kind to stick to one job. But I still miss my kids, that's the one job I really liked and really miss.

Ohwells.

Anyway, here are some samples of the studio shoots I took on Saturday for a band. Awesome people to work with. And of different nationalities too!

She is so so pretty I tell you!