Well not much changed la cause I'm really too sleepy to look at all the HTML coding when I've been out the whole day. I wanna crawl into bed and sleep asap. Haha.

Well 2010 has been a long year for me and it hasn't been the best year for me. Towards the end of 2010, Eug and I got into a really huge fight that we nearly broke up. And a lot of other things happened during the year also. So, I really do hope 2011 is going to be better.

Anyway, I've tons of photos to post. Like really, TONS. But my photobucket account is almost full. So I still haven't had time to create a new account yet, thus no photos.

A quick update on the first 11 days of 2011:

- Countdown!!

- 29th monthsary!!

- Eug's mum's birthday!!

- Going out with WY!!

& a lot of other stuff too. My life's back to being a mess somehow. But I'm always glad I have the boy with me pushing me on, somewhat.

I'm still coping with my life, trying to be optimistic in everything.

People think I don't care much or put much thought into things. They're wrong. I actually think a lot about things but to others, I always tend to want to look at the positive side of things. And I mean, always. I always want to think of the world as a nice and friendly place, like how little kids things. I always want to think the best of people and the best of situations.

But like you know, life's never like this. I know it too and it scares the hell out of me. So the ONLY way I myself can cope with the scary reality of the world is just to put on a smile and tell the whole world I'm fine. It's a facade all over again.

No one knows the whole story. Some people only know pieces here and there. Not even Eugene knows everything, cause in the end, the only person I can trust, is still myself.

Crap. First post after revamp and it's an emo one.

Really shit. Hahahaha. Going to bed now. NIGHTS! :D