Finally blogger is okay well again.

I'll just mention, low life creatures lurking about school ought to fuck off.
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Well on Sunday I headed out with baby to go run a few errands before meeting his family.
8 of us nearly occupied the whole back row but there were still 2 more seats occupied by others.
Harry Potter ain't nice. Seriously, it's a let down. Ohwells.

Boyf and I took tons of pictures cause I realise my phone can actually take nice pictures but really really depends.


<3 you dear (:


Off to go sleep or something. Must learn from Sharma. Sleep early. Haha.
Time: 9:12 PM

I'm up early today.

Have no idea why also. Just suddenly woke up, went to the toilet, came back to my room and can't sleep anymore. & I woke up 7.45am when I slept at past midnight.

Gah, these are the times when I'm envious of SOME people who can sleep at anytime of the day.
-stares hard at someone-

Ohwells, not like he'd know I'm staring at him. He's still sleeping his ass of at home. Tsk.

Anyway happy happy me later going out to watch Harry Potter with his family :D So I guess I better make use of the time I have at hand now to do some studying. There are two mistakes I've spotted in the statistics revision book so far. One in the answers and one in the question. See if you can spot them =P

Plus Kim Yong was up like at 8plus o.O first thing ask me about mh (mousehunt). Ask already go for breakfast. Hahahaha. WALAU EUGENE CAN YOU LEARN FROM KIM YONG WAKE UP EARLY NOT!

Anyway, I realise I lack nice clothes =/ HAHAHA those who've seen my wardrobe will scream at me cause I've got over 100 tops (inculding t-shirts, shirts, formal wear, casual wear, blouses, etc) and pathetically, I only have 1 pair of jeans (my other pair got mao mao alr), one pair of shorts + 4 fbts, 2 skirts. My tops win my bottoms hands down la.

Footwear I've approximately less than 15 pairs I think. Gah, need to clear out my wardrobe once A levels are over cause about half my tops I no longer wear already. Pfft.

AND DID YOU KNOW, you should brush your hair at least (your age) number of times or more to keep your hair healthy and strong? Hahaha, just being random.

I think we are all growing up too fast. Don't you think so?
It still seems like yesterday when I was in primary school but when I was looking through my old photos, we all looked so kiddy then xD
Time: 8:38 AM

I think there's something wrong with blogger these days. Ohwells.

Anyway, I missed the Nuffnang deadline to stand a chance to win HTC Magic. Dammit. I remembered the wrong deadline so I was a day late ): Ahwells.


I've been sick for the past 3 days? Since Tue night. So stayed home on Wed, went home early on Thur and stayed home today again.
Terrible flu, headache, sore throat, etc.

Nope, I ain't having H1N1 if that's what you're thinking. I don't have a fever. Plus my throat just got better today :D

Come to think of it, WHERE THE HELL IS KENNETH POHPOH? I've texted him twice since last month without any reply. Gah.

AND AND AND, my books arrived already :D



HAPPY CAUSE I HAVE BOOKS TO READ! :D:D Anyone has any good detective/mystery books to recommend?

Heh, plus I finished the second book of the series of 'The Hollow Kingdom' and it's really good. Started on the third book but walau, Marak died right at the beginning making me feel so down that I didn't wanna continue reading.

And I've finished 1 chapter in that THREE THICK BOOKS of math revision package. I'm almost done w the second chapter already. Heehee.


Am really happy right now cause mummy agreed to let me go out with boyfriend and his family this Sunday for movie and dinner. Provided that I recover, of course. Must must recover!

Okay, off to finish my 2nd chapter of math already. Ciao!
Time: 10:18 PM

& I woke up crying.
I don't remember what I dreamt of, just that it left this lingering pain in my heart, like I've lost something. Something/someone that means so much to me. Or maybe it isn't just singular, it may very well be plural.

Somehow, I still feel it now and tears just keep flowing.
For the past few nights, I've been dreaming of heart-wrecking things.
So much I cry in my dreams and at the same time, in real life.

Why am I experiencing this all of a sudden?
I don't know either, spoke less than 2 sentences today.
Sent only 3 sms-es of which one was history related and the other two containing only three words in total.
No phone calls.
No talking online.

Plus I know I ain't pms-ing.
Even anime and comics doesn't seem to lift my spirits up.
& I'm still crying.

Guess I'm off to shower. Crying in the shower helps me stop crying cause I wouldn't know if I'm crying when there's water flowing everywhere.

Doesn't make sense does it?
Time: 7:01 PM

Geez, it's been more than a week since I last blogged. I should start blogging more often. Haha.

Well there are some interesting things here and there happening.
Like just yesterday, I argued with FC over some stupid things and maybe this time, it might take more than 1-2 months before we talk to each other again.

Then a few days back, I finally met Justin <3 Shared a big secret. Heehee. And today, I saw both my godbros on the bus and one of them smiled and said damn loudly,

'Walau eh, xia suey leh!'

Then I pointed third finger at him and said,

'Chee bye lah!"

Hahahahaha, ohwells. It was super funny anyway. Haven't really had a good talk with them ever since I went to elite schools and they, well, joined gangs and such. But after A's, I'd DEFINITELY go find time and hang out with them. Plus I think Veronica Mars is damn hot. Seriously.





Watch it if you have time. It's really way good.




Yup, haven't been out hanging around. Even if I am out, I'd either be with my family or at the library hunting for lit guidebooks. Geez.
I can't seem to get my lappy to read my camera's memory card so no photos for now.

Okay, I'm off to study. I'm really drained right now. I think I'm even more exhausted as compared to the days I have trainings.
AKSHAY SHARMA YOU HAD BETTER START STUDYING OR I'LL KICK YOUR BUTT :D

Need. to. study.
& It's the final lap, baby boy. Let's make this a good one (:
Time: 8:38 PM

You're the greatest regret in my life.
I'm still picking up the pieces.
Time: 11:13 PM

Am so so weary now. Gosh.
If baby was there with me at the bus stop, I'd just have flagged down a cab and cab-ed home even though it's less than 10mins drive away.

Have no idea why I'm so exhausted either. Gah. Need to stop dreaming action pack and start getting some nice, deep sleep.
Sometimes I envy baby who falls alseep easily and without any dreams. Gah.

Was on the bus this morning when I thought a lot about how I grew up.
5 years ago, I'd always meet up with my classmate to go to school together by bus.
4 years ago, I'd always go home together with my god bro or sometimes in the morning I'll cab to school with him.
3 years ago, C would fetch me from my house or wait for me at the bus stop outside Westmall and we'll go to school together and take bus home together.
2 years ago, I would take the same bused as Zhi Rui, Pau and a few other people I know on random days. After which I started taking a lift from Mel's dad.
1 year ago, I'd go to school with Mel until her rescheduled time table and I'll take bus to school on my own.
This year, I go to school by myeslf everyday and baby will send me home everyday (:

It brought back sad memories of course. Like how C would always help me hold my contact lens case while I try to put on my contact lens on the bus cause I left house in a rush, how he's hold me hand and let me sleep on his shoulder on the way to school, how his cold long fingers stroked my head, how we'd smell of the same deo (my fav deo) on the bus each time after training.

I've grown so much that sometimes I scare myself. I've even grown to be anti-social, something hardly anyone believes. That scares me the most. I've grown scared to talking and interacting with others. Like how I don't even talk to most people these days.

I'm scared. I don't wanna be anti-social.
I don't even talk much to boyfriend even.
Time: 7:28 PM

Finally got my shoes from GoJane. Love it cause it's really unique. Waiting for other items to arrive still. Gah, had to cancel baby's Fred Perry Loafers cause plus shipping and all, it's more than S$80 if I don't remember wrongly. Pfft. One surprise down.

I kinda regret buying so many things last time when I'm pretty tight for cash already. Geez. That's the thing with preorders and sprees. You buy on impulse, and a few weeks later, you regret it. Pfft.

Now I'm practically awaiting about 10 items or so -.- Some of it specially ordered from overseas for baby's surprise. I'm amazed with myself that till now, I haven't leaked out anything pertaining to his surprises :D Except the Fred Perry Loafers.

Ahwells, but for the rest that I bought for myself, pretty much regret it.
I'm going to pass baby my ibanking pass and ATM card to him for safekeeping soon.
Really spending way too much):

Roti prata in the morning was niceeeee :D Thanks dear for having breakfast with me. Heh.
Damn tired today and it doesn't help when I'm trying to catch some shut eye and my mum comes into my room screaming for me to wake up for god-knows-what reason. Zz.

I bought a top from cotton on for just $5 and 4 pairs of socks for $11. Not bad eh? All sales items xD

These few days I've been eating shit loads of rubbish. Am going to cut down food intake for the next week or so.

& right now I've completed 46 orders already. Just sent in the third batch of orders today.
And I still have 31 shirts in my room. Yawns. Frigging tired now.

Off to bed. Nights :D
Time: 11:42 PM

It's a morning post :D Very very rare I'll post in the morning but I'm so frigging bored and I don't know what to do.

Yesterday was a day not so very well spent but if I get to spend time with my baby I'm more than happy(:

As promised, baby came over to wake me up without letting me sleep more. Ate breakfast then he K.O-ed -.- Woke him up later to go to the gym. Cause of exams, it's been a week since we last gym-ed. That poor guy had stomachache, tsk.

Went back home, ate lunch and slept. I had to sleep too cause I was so sleepy and I've gotta go out later with my family.

Mummy woke me up, I woke baby up and we went to shower. Then left house and headed to clarke quay to meet my bro and my dad. Said bye bye to baby ):

Dinner at some jap restaurant. I still prefer my renkon chips any time :D
But omg la. Ate so much yesterday. Need to cut down on my subsequent meals already.
& I'm going to eat roti prata tomorrow. Sinful ):

We walked down clarke quay and I'm really amazed how it looks like at night. I've been to almost every other place at night but hardly clarke quay. Okay that's where I'll go from now on.
Headed to the Liang Court and went to The Audio House. Got my head phones there ($219) together with a brand new CD player and speakers for my mum that cost about $600-$700?





Hopefully I can take real good care of it =/
Plus I can't wait to meet baby tomorrow. Breakfast, movie, etc etc.
I'm so lucky to have him as my boyfriend, really.
Especially all the shitty times I had in my life, thankfully I have him, my BIG SISTER, sammy and my best friend A.S. xD

& i owe really a lot to big sister (who always texts me whenever he senses something is wrong and just give me words of encouragement or just listen to me cry over the phone even though he's using prepaid i think) and best friend (who talks to me everytime online, lets me call him and rant non stop cause I'm too lazy or pissed or upset to tell him online, always makes sure i'm okay and talks rubbish to me to cheer me up and is a best friend all in all :D). They know I love the both of them as much as both of them love me.

Of course to those others who are hiding in secret (like HY, haha) but are always there <3

Okay am going to have breakfast now. Hungry. And shall watch anime.
Some recommendations would be:

-Bleach

-One piece (I got big bird hooked on it :D)

-Blood +

-Black Jack

-D gray man (their starting to show again cause the creator just recovered from her illness)

-Prince of tennis (dammit I haven't watched the FINAL finals, think I'll just rewatch everything from the start again)
Time: 10:06 AM

HAPPY 11th MONTHSARY BABY!

We've been through a lot, and I'm really thankful to have you by my side all these while.
Love you!

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

Mm, I got new headphones. Frigging $200+ but the sound quality is awesome.
And I have 11 pieces of salmon sashimi in front of me now. Cost about $17. HEEHEEHEE.

This is what happens when you go to Liang Court with The Audion House and Japanese supermart in it :D
Time: 10:34 PM